If one day I die.

Death is not terrible, perhaps the way of death is terrible: illness; Died in an accident; Sudden death, in fact, most people are afraid of pain, not death Death is only a moment, just from one world to another. There are also our relatives in that world, and they miss us as much as their relatives in that world!

If one day I die and have time to leave something behind, I will tell the children that my grandmother has been waiting for me there for a long time and she will miss me as much as you miss me. I will go there to take care of my grandmother. You don't have to worry. My grandmother is waiting for me with open arms. I don't want to drink "Meng Po Tang". I will go there to find my relatives.

If one day I die suddenly, I must enjoy myself before telling my family or my relatives there need me. I have to help. You are all doing well, so I don't have to worry. ...

I lay there quietly. Sorrow and joy sounded good to me. I hear crying outside from time to time. The crying is so complicated that it is difficult to tell who it is. I also heard someone comforting my daughter: "People can't be resurrected after death, don't cry!" I want to laugh, but my face has lost its expression. Fortunately, someone persuaded my daughter for me. The girl's eyes have been crying red and swollen, and her cheekbones are scratched with tears and dust. She was dressed in mourning, covered in mud white, still so beautiful, and her melancholy eyes saw the pain of losing me. I love her dearly and want her to go into the house to rest, but I can't make a sound. I can only quietly look at her face blackened by red-hot paper and kneel on the ground to send me the money I need there!

I want to say: girl! Mom didn't like spending money before she died, so she didn't need so much. Let's have a rest!

The old man just stood by me, occasionally dusting the paper dust on my coffin, then quietly looking at "I" in a daze, muttering to himself: Good to go first, don't think about anything! But why are you in such a hurry to leave I haven't finished talking to you. I also want to tell you that our daughter will give birth to your grandson again! He smiled ... in fact, he knew I smiled!

There was another cry ... it turned out that my nephew had come to see me. My favorite nephew couldn't get up on the lid of my coffin, crying and muttering, "Grandma, who will buy me what I want in the future?" If I know the truth, who else can I talk to? Can you still hear me when I say it? I have a girlfriend, and I haven't had time to tell you! I told her that I have the best aunt and she will ask you for a red envelope when we get married! ..... "If I can still get up, I want to hug my nephew and hug him deeply ... but I don't have the strength and arms to hug him anymore. ...

Then I heard a strange voice-why does a big boy cry like this ... alas! At this time, a girl in white helped her nephew up. I want to see her face, but I can't see it clearly, but I know she must be my niece! I wonder if my nephew can give her my ancestral souvenir-the ocean-and tell her that it was left by my great-grandmother!

Relatives and friends gradually left, and the sound of sadness and music stopped. I heard the younger generation discussing whether to bury me or refine me. I haven't been to Tai Chi yet. It's urgent to say this. Refine it. I want to go to heaven with that smoke. I want to see if my grandchildren are obedient. I want to see the chickens at home. Do you feed them every day? I want to float into the sky and show you the house. ...

Just listen to the girl say: refine it, my mother will not give us any trouble when she responds to the call. The son-in-law said: Is that ok? I can't bear to let my mother climb the chimney. The old man said: Listen to the girl. Your mother told me before: I used to enjoy it, so don't give my daughter any trouble when I die. The filial son-in-law secretly turned her face again ... and her daughter shed tears. ...

Everything was quiet again, only my son-in-law and nephew waited for me quietly and refused to leave. The old man paced back and forth in front of my coffin, sat down and got up, got up and walked back and sat down ... After a while, he suddenly opened my coffin and stuffed it in ... I wanted to cry, or the old man understood me. ...

As I wish, I climbed the tall chimney, several wisps of black smoke rose, my soul floated gently in the air, and there was no trace of me in the world, just as I couldn't find my grandmother at that time … I went to see my grandmother …

Then my wardrobe was turned upside down, only to see the old man put away my pajamas and my handwriting over the years ... The children sorted out all the books they liked to read ... I turned out my most cherished photos and looked at them over and over again, and finally wrapped them up ... Most of the clothes were piled on the ground, ready to throw away. I seem to have seen the red skirt I wore when I got married, but it is already white, and I can't see the joy of that year. ...

Life has returned to calm, the children have entered a normal working state, and I have forgotten my old woman. I look at them in the sky every day and bless them. When I was alive, I was used to running this family. I don't think I can do anything without me. Now I understand that I can do anything without me ... Only old people often wake up in the middle of the night, look up at the sky and say to themselves: old woman, I really shouldn't quarrel with you when I was young.

The next day, the old man came to my grave with wine, spread a piece of white cloth on the ground, put a few side dishes, put a glass in front of me and filled it himself. Then he took a sip of his cup, then picked up my cup and said, "old woman, is this what you need over there?" Listen, I've run out of alcohol. I'll take a sip for you. You don't want to cheat when you drink with everyone. Oh, I really regret it. You wait for me over there. Tell me when you miss me, and I'll come to you! " After the tears ... by the way, I forgot to tell you a good thing. My daughter gave you another grandson. She is both a child and a child. You see, you laugh and say that you have always denied that you prefer boys to girls. My granddaughter knows to look at your masterpiece! I proudly told her: "these are all your grandmother's works, and I will love learning as much as your grandmother when I grow up!" " "This is the place where I can brag most. My granddaughter said, "Sir, why don't you study?" : "The master is old, and now he can't remember anything. He remembered to catch fish when he was young! " Granddaughter burst out laughing. ...

It's a pity that you, an old woman, didn't enjoy this kind of family happiness. You must go back. Or I'll be scolded again when my daughter comes back. I will come to see you again in a few days. I came secretly, or my neighbors would laugh at me again ... You said to find me another wife. Do you think you can agree? I know you won't agree. Let me tell you something: in this life, I only have you in my heart, and no one is as good as my wife. Don't worry about it ...

You wait for me in the sky at night, and I'll come out to find you. ...

Although we live far away, we still get together occasionally. ...

Knowing that the old man missed me, I blinked hard in the sky, hoping that he could see it. Sometimes he tries to find it, sometimes he turns around and goes home ... leaving that rickety figure behind. ...

I want to tell the people I love that I am not alone. There are my parents, grandparents in the other world. I can be a child again and grow up with their love. ...