If I die one day, I hope the final destination is your arms.

It's from an article "Let men and women watch and cry once". I don't know who wrote it. I saw it in a post bar before. Stayed.

< Mengpo decoction >

If I am going to leave this world one day, I hope the final destination is in your arms. Even if I drink the bowl of Meng Po soup beside Naihe Bridge,

I can still find you with the memory of your arms in the afterlife.

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On our wedding night, I suddenly asked Ding Yu this question: "Ah Yu, we will grow old one day until we die. If you can choose

, where do you want to end up?

as soon as I said it, I regretted it. It's a wet blanket to ask such a question on a big day.

Sure enough, Ding Yu was silent.

I was just about to say something to save it, but Ding Yu spoke.

"If I am going to leave this world one day, I hope the final destination is in your arms. In this way, even if I want to drink Meng Po < P > soup by Naihe Bridge, I can still find you with the memory of your arms in the afterlife. "

I can't see his face clearly in the dark. However, the seriousness and determination revealed in Ding Yu's words made me feel a huge shock and impact < P > on my soul.

yes, at that time, I was the happiest woman in the world.

Ding Yu is a gentle man. I don't know if it is because of this personality that he is still in front of an ordinary < P > employee in a company. When I first got married, many friends didn't understand why I chose him. After all, his monthly salary was only a quarter of mine. However, I

always believe that that gentle heart can smooth my daily hard work.

We have been married for half a year, and we have always lived in a small apartment with three floors in the company. Although it is only a small house with two rooms and one living room, we all

have no complaints. In Ding Yu's words, "There will be houses and bread one day." Although I also want to live in a beautiful house, this city with high prices makes me just want to arrange my daily life first.

However, as time goes on, I gradually feel a kind of sadness. I used to believe that plain is the true meaning of love, but the same lifestyle day after day makes me tired. Daily necessities replaced romantic passion, and the boredom of marriage began to make me gradually confused about its future direction < P >.

I wish Ding Yu could feel it, or he would make some changes. Ding Deyu seems to be oblivious, and every day is as usual. Ding Yu's writing style is

good, and she has published some small articles, so she always likes to bend over the table to write and draw after work. I tried to get him to concentrate more on his work, but it didn't work. The confusion and sadness about marriage accumulated for a long time made my heart numb and closed gradually, and I could no longer feel a trace of Ding Yu's love.

that's when Xu Yong came into my life.

The company held a party. I sat alone on the dance floor sipping red wine. When I was bored, a middle-aged man invited me to dance.

Many people have invited me in the evening, but I declined them for various reasons. However, this man in front of me seems to exude the unique charm of middle-aged men, especially those successful people, so I can't refuse.

he and I danced gently in the crowd with the music. The psychedelic light made me dizzy for a while. He whispered in my ear, "Chen Ran! Right

? Planning department. "

my snack was surprised and looked up at him. This man is not very tall, only about 1.76 meters, but that momentum makes me have to look up at him.

"Is it strange? If I don't even know the names of my employees, how can I mix! " His frivolous tone made my heart tense. In doubt, I opened my mouth and asked, "Are you ..."

Just then, a dance ended. He hugged me and whispered, "My name is Xu Yong. You are the only woman who danced with me today. "

with that, I walked away, leaving me standing there.

this man is the vice president of our company? And I, Jing, am the only one who danced with him at the dance tonight?

a little vain satisfaction crept into my heart.

It's early morning when I get home, and when I open the door, Ding Yu is still writing at her desk. When I came back, Ding Yu collected all the manuscripts and brought out a bowl of noodles from the kitchen.

"Wife, are you tired? This bowl is your favorite ... "

" Egg and shredded pork noodles, right? " I interrupted him. Ding Yu some embarrassed nao nao head. After being married for so long, he often uses this action to express his bewilderment, just as he did when he first fell in love. In fact, I don't know why I interrupted him, but today I always feel like a thief, and blurted out, "What can you do except write and lay egg noodles?"

Ding Yu's face suddenly changed. I looked at the steaming bowl in his hand with some guilt and whispered, "I'm sorry, Yu, but I'm

too tired."

Ding Yu relaxed her expression and asked me softly, "Well, why don't you go to bed early?"

"hmm." I nodded my head.

I turned my back on Ding Yu for the first time when I slept at night. When he hugged me from behind, I earned a little money.

Ding Yu's arm froze and shrank back.

I didn't speak. In the darkness, Xu Yong's vigorous and natural figure always appeared in my mind.

Second

The dull days lasted for a week.

it happens to be the weekend. Just after work, Xu Yong called me. I'm not surprised at all how he knows my mobile phone number. After all, he is my boss.

When I got home, Ding Yuxing told me that they would go to lakeside park together, because it will be open to tourists free of charge from today. I apologetically said that my colleague asked

to get together in the evening. I could see that Ding Yu was disappointed, but instead he laughed and had fun.

Huanglun Hotel is a famous four-star hotel in this city. People who can come and go here frequently are either rich or expensive. Just arrived at the door, I saw Xu Yongli standing there in a navy suit.

when I walked into the lobby with Xu Yong, I was shocked by the splendor in front of me. Right in the center is a colorful fountain. On a small frustum behind the fountain,

an elegant female pianist is playing soothing music, and the dining tables on both sides are full of men and women with high-end and fashionable clothes.

I subconsciously looked at my own clothes that had been out of fashion, and I couldn't help feeling ashamed.

we sat down in the vacant seat behind a palm tree in the lobby. The view of this place is very hidden. You can see the whole lobby when you sit, but it is not easy to see the inside from the outside.

after a few glasses of red wine, I gradually relaxed myself. Xu Yong smiled and asked, "Do you know why I only asked you to dance that day?"

I don't understand.

because the way you sat there alone touched me. "I don't understand. There are so many beautiful women in the company that I don't think I am the best.

"I envy your husband. If I have such a beautiful wife, I won't let her rough her hands in such youth. "

the meaning in Xu Yong's words made me a little flustered. Such a charming man said such suggestive words to you, which suddenly made me feel a little scared. As for what I was afraid of, I didn't understand myself at that moment.

I almost struggled and said, "No, Mr. Xu. My husband is a very competent man. "

Xu Yong actually laughed: "You are deceiving yourself! A woman in happiness should not have your helpless and vacant eyes! It makes your

beautiful eyes lose their proper look! "

At that time, these words hit me hard, and I fell down on the table and cried like a child. The confusion of more than half a year was easily uncovered by this man.

In the whirling of piano music, Xu Yong's hand touched my hair, and it was Xu Yong who said softly, "Xiao Ran, let me

inject brilliance into your life again, ok?"

as if a vortex sucked me in, I nodded subconsciously.

I didn't go home that night.

A man ignited my passion and brought me to that place-Paradise Lost.

Three

For the next month or so, I lived like a nobleman. I always hold Xu Yong, like a lovestruck couple, in and out of various senior < P > social salons. All this is so real, but I am still in a trance like a dream.

I didn't go home that night, and Ding Yu didn't ask too much. Later, when I went to the company, my colleagues told me that Ding Yu had called them. I

know that Ding Yu has understood that I lied to him, but why didn't he expose it? However, my relationship with Xu Yong is very secret, and those < P > communication activities of senior clubs are difficult for Ding Yu to get involved in.

But Ding Yu has changed from before. When she comes home, she just writes. If I don't ask him anything, he doesn't have to say anything. His vacillation made me more

bored, and inexplicably, they entered the cold war.

Ding Yu starts cooking alone every day, while Xu Yong and I eat Japanese food and French food outside. Only when I went home once, I suddenly felt a little guilty when I saw Ling

' s messy kitchen and a few sausages on the table.

On this day, Xu Yong and I wandered in a shopping mall. There are some high-end fashions in it, which can be said to be specially designed for people like Xu Yong. I think I

should not be among such people, but my original vanity is satisfied.

Xu Yong's footsteps suddenly stopped when I casually browsed the expensive clothes on the hangers on both sides. I gave him a strange look, but he didn't look at me. He just said, "That man has been watching you."

I looked at the trend, and my body suddenly froze and nailed to the same place.

ding Yu.

I was in a panic. This place where he can't buy things with his ability is something he never set foot in. I never dreamed that he would appear in front of my eyes.

Ding Yu's eyes are complicated, as if many things are hinged together. That look hurts my heart for no reason. I abandoned Xu Yong and ran to Ding Yu: "Ding Yu, listen to me ..."

Ding Yu turned and ran away.

I stood there, biting my lower lip, watching him disappear, motionless.

Xu Yong came over and hugged me with a light smile: "Well, don't look, I'll take you home!" I gave him an oblique look, hating him for laughing.

At that moment, I felt a little tired and regretful. I didn't answer, so I let him walk me to my door.

At home, Ding Yu is smoking one cigarette after another. In the light, the room was filled with choking smoke at dusk. Only this time, Ding Yu

seems to be a little old.

I stared at the familiar face that has been in love for five years, and my eyes were a little moist.

Ding Yu took another bite of his cigarette and put out the fireworks: "Xiao Ran, since you are back, go to bed early."

I was surprised by his calm tone. I felt uneasy and asked, "Don't you ... don't you have anything to ask me?"

He shook his head and gave a helpless and sad smile: "No need. Some things, not knowing is better than knowing. " I bit my lip

and whispered, "Ayu, I ..."

Ding Yu interrupted me with a wave, "Xiao Ran, stop it. I really don't want to hear it. I actually knew about you and him. " I

looked at him at once, but I saw the bitterness in my mouth: "Don't forget, many of my classmates are getting along better than me. I never believed what they said, but today I saw it with my own eyes. I haven't seen you happy with him for a long time. "

Ding Yu lit another cigarette, took a deep breath, and her voice choked: "Xiao Ran, I feel guilty."

I cried; It turns out that he is not without ideas in his heart. I said, "Yu, let's start over, shall we?"

Ding Yu just smoked and looked at me coldly. I dare not stare at that pale face.

His silence gave me a clear answer.

four

a week later, Ding Yu and I changed our marriage certificate into a divorce certificate.

when I walked out of the court, I felt dizzy for a moment, as if nothing was true.

The weather is fine, and the air is filled with a strange smell. The heavy dark clouds seem to weigh heavily on the heart.

we didn't speak. Or Ding Yuxian said, "Let's go, go back and tidy up your things and wait for him to pick you up."

I heard nothing, but my whole body was empty, and I felt a strong sense of loss. I want to cry, which is a sudden emotion. Until now, all this seems like a dream, and I don't know where I am.

when I returned to the house where I lived, I packed my clothes. I wanted to leave my passbook with Ding Yu, but he refused.

outside, there was a rapid horn sound.

Xu Yong is here.

I stepped to the door, took a deep breath and closed my eyes. The smell that used to be so familiar in this room will be strange from now on, but my mood is chaotic, and I don't know where to sort it out.

Suddenly, Ding Yu stopped me and handed me a box. I asked the viewer, but he didn't answer. His expression showed the urgency of the past:

"This ... this is for you. Even if it's a souvenir! "

"thank you!" I tried to open it, but he stopped me.

"don't look, let's look after you leave. Or, never open it. "

I have another impulse to cry.

I looked out of the window, and the weather was terrible and gloomy. Although it's only after five o'clock in the afternoon, it's already like night arrival.

the hanging light shook inexplicably, and then went out for several seconds. I shivered for no reason.

the horn sounded outside again.

the light went out again.

after flickering several times, the light bulb struggled to send a light, and then went out completely. At that moment, I saw the tears

hanging down Ding Yu's cheeks.

the house shook violently.

everything is so sudden.

I was silent for only a few seconds, and the outside was like a frying pan, and all kinds of chaos pushed my panic to the extreme.

the wall skin on the ceiling rustled off. The shaking of the house is more intense.

I feel the end of the world is coming.

A pair of strong arms hugged me tightly, and a low and calm voice rang in my ear: "Xiao Ran, don't be afraid, I'll protect you out, and then hurry to take his car!" "

just as he was talking, there was a faint sound of a car starting outside. Ding Yu protected me and fumbled to open the door. I shouted, "Xu Yong! Xu

Yong! "

no one answered.

The shaking of the house made me unable to stand, and Xu Yong unexpectedly ran away without me, which made my whole body cold and full of hope of being cheated.

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"Click" made a loud noise all his life. Almost at the same time, I was pushed aside by Ding Yu. In the dark, a heavy object pressed on my leg, and I cried out in pain. Then she heard Ding Yu stuffy hum 1.

my fear dominated all my thoughts and began to incoherent: "that?