It's good to have you in my life.

People often say: Illness comes like a mountain. This time, I really realized the profound connotation of this sentence. It may be that I was depressed and unwell some time ago, and I was tired at work. Later, it got a little cold and was knocked down several times. Lying in bed alone, although I can't eat or drink, my mind seems to be much clearer than usual. Looking back on the past and present, there will be many feelings.

Time flies, the years have passed, and inadvertently, it has entered the late autumn of life. Looking back, the road was not full of thorns, but it was not smooth sailing. My ideals and ambitions when I was young, with the baptism of the flood into the factory, have become the past. In these many years in the factory, opportunities, struggles, efforts and struggles again and again, just because of their lofty and aloof personality, finally let opportunities pass by. Although it has made great achievements in various fields and won a lot of honorary certificates, these can only be regarded as a pile of waste paper, which only shows that it has been brilliant and glorious.

The rings of the years have crossed fifty years, and soon I will bid farewell to the wasted years of my lost youth, leave the noisy machine and return to the origin of my life. Facing the coming moment, I don't know whether to be sad or happy. Are you glad or lost? I'm really at a loss.

Although work is not what I think, it is not what I love and want. I still want to thank God for giving me a good husband who understands that I love me, loves me and protects me. Although he is ordinary, he can't let me engage in comfortable work, live in a luxurious villa, enjoy a rich life and traverse beautiful mountains and rivers. But it can make me feel the happiness in the plain and the life of caring for each other. Especially in the careful care of illness, let me feel that warmth and care all the time.

Perhaps, when a person is sick, the spirit is the most fragile. Whenever a person lies in bed, what he wants most is someone around him to be caring and attentive. Even if he doesn't say a word, he will only accompany you quietly, and he will feel particularly satisfied.

Husband, looking at your busy back, bits and pieces of the past will flash in your mind like slides. I remember that in those difficult years, you used a man's fortitude and strong arms to hold up a blue sky for me and my children.

I will never forget those fleeting years. For me, you have suffered and been tired. Although the fashion is still young, stomach trouble will often afflict me. Because of the particularity of work, I can't eat in the canteen in time, and it is always hot and cold. In order to make me eat hot and delicious food, you cooked the meal in a hurry when you came back from work, settled the children and drove six miles to deliver the meal to me, send warm. Whether it is hot summer or cold weather, you will never stop. This delivery is three years, 1000 days and nights, you face the sun, resist the cold, resist the snow and bear hardships and stand hard work. Only the wife knows.

More than ten years ago, my stomach trouble recurred because of a violent vomiting caused by motion sickness. At that time, even a sip of water would cause vomiting. You see it in your eyes, but it hurts in your heart Although I took Chinese medicine for a month, the effect was not great. In-laws are talking privately, afraid of terminal illness. You didn't say anything. You were scared. Usually you fall asleep as soon as you get a stiff neck. At this time, you are extremely alert, even if I let out a slight moan, it will cause a chain reaction. Whenever night falls, you will hug me halfway, step through the twilight and bathe in the evening breeze. I was calm at that time. When I'm a little better, I'll tell you some one-liners I hope you can find someone after I leave, as long as you are good to my son, I will be satisfied. Who knows that the speaker has no intention of listening, and there are clanking men who don't usually cry easily, but they are full of worries and tears in front of your friends. In those four months, your height was 1 m 80, leaving only 120 kg. At that time, only your wife knew the sadness and helplessness in your heart.

Today, when I was knocked down by the disease again, it was still you, making me warm with your man's responsibility; Hold me in your warm arms; Hold up my soft body with your strong arms.

Honey, I know that in your heart, my position is as supreme, pure and true as Snow White. In order to defend my personal dignity, you have attacked people twice.

I remember the first time when I was pregnant. Once, I went to the vegetable market with you to buy food. Maybe it's because my bloated body is very noticeable. Just as we were slowly browsing and choosing dishes, a young man with a stuffy mouth and no depth was shouting: quite long! It's quite long! As soon as you heard this, you were as fast as lightning, and you, a tall man, jumped over the fence more than one meter high, glared, slapped the talkative boy twice, and muttered: Did you shout? Tell you to shout again! Tell you to shout again! The young man was completely shocked and stood in the room, unable to speak. At this time, I was stunned by your behavior and was at a loss. ...

In those years when the economy was underdeveloped, watching movies was our greatest pleasure, and the ticket price of 20 cents was acceptable to everyone. For this reason, we will often visit the cinema. I remember it was an afternoon when my son was two years old. My family went to the cinema to see the movie "Wulong Mountain Fighting Bandits". At that time, the cinema was crowded with people. When the movie is over, you walk down the aisle on the left with your child in your arms, and I walk down the aisle on the right. At the crowded exit, two seemingly gentle men walking behind me saw me walking alone, so they played a prank and deliberately pushed me behind me a few times. I am introverted and don't want to get into trouble. I instinctively turned my head and glared at them, but there was no reply. This time, the two of them got excited, became more fearless and defied me unscrupulously. I don't want to entangle with these two scoundrels, and I have been enduring it until I walk out of the cinema. Seeing my husband waiting for me outside with his son in his arms, I rushed to my husband like a savior, but those two guys who didn't know the depth still followed me. When I took the child from my husband, I simply told him the whole story. The angry husband flew into a rage like Raytheon and thought: How can my wife be bullied by others? The two ignorant youths saw this fierce husband and ran away in fear, followed by his iron fist. Opposite the cinema is the Grain Management Office. Those two shameless guys hid there like little pussies and dared not come out for a long time. ...

Husband, when I am frustrated, I can cry heartily in your arms; When I am happy, I can be presumptuous in front of you; When I encounter setbacks, I can vent in front of your eyes for no reason; When I was bullied, you created a warm harbor for me as a man, and you were my protector. Your temper is honest, frank and unyielding. Even to your superiors, you dare to knock gongs and drums face to face, and be upright and upright. But to me, you are a soft heart. Although I sometimes go too far and treat you coldly, you always tolerate me like that; Although I sometimes make trouble without reason and accuse you maliciously, you always avoid me, but you never want to stretch a finger to me.

Husband, inadvertently, we have been in the same boat for 27 years. In the eyes of others, we are not matched, have different interests, have different languages and have different personalities. However, we can help each other and live together. In a few days, you will celebrate your 52nd birthday. There is no generous gift for you as a wife, only deep blessing, only this heart song for you. Thank you for your company! Thank you for your careful care for so many years! Be more careful! It's good to have you in my life!