I love you, I just don't like you anymore.

I love you, Dexter. I like it very much. I just don't like you anymore.

I fell in love with you from a long time ago, and I can't extricate myself; Now, your behavior and your thoughts are out of tune with my life. The gap between us makes me hate you now-but I still miss you so much, even if I am disappointed every time, it will be very painful.

About this sentence, I saw a line by Anne Hathaway for the first time in the movie one day, which reminded me of my last relationship:

Last autumn, as usual, I got on the bus home with headphones plugged in and listening to music. After several stops, a girl came over and sat down opposite me, playing with her mobile phone.

Long brown hair, fair face, black-rimmed glasses, white coat and a pair of gray high heels. The way she bowed her head slightly was beautiful. When I heard the accelerated heartbeat, I couldn't hear music anymore. I take off my headphones and sometimes I glance at her.

When I arrived at the station, the bus was crowded and I was pushed behind. I saw through the window that she had got off the bus, and I couldn't wait to squeeze out. I hesitated for a moment when I watched her disappear in the crowd. It suddenly occurred to me that if I delayed a little longer, I might never see this girl again. ...

Whatever! Chase!

Finally, I caught up with her at the crossroads ahead. With a little breath, I spoke, "Hello, I want to know you!" " " ……?

Then we started chatting on WeChat, and I asked her out. After dinner, I sent her back to the dormitory, laughing all the way. We waved goodbye to each other when we went downstairs. I still remember stepping on the rhythm every step on the way back.

I took her to many places, ate a lot of delicious food, and went to see her at her school every once in a while, sometimes with snacks. Gradually, we hold hands and hug each other ...?

? I remember one time when I was in a bad mood, I took her to a pub. We talked about many things in the dim light. While drinking 1664, we listened to the young man playing guitar playing Miss Dong. When improvising, we will shake our bodies and sing along. I got up and took a paper rose from the bar, tapped her nose and sang the last sentence with the resident singer. Come with me ... Miss Dong ...

She smiled happily and accepted my paper roses. I sent her to the dormitory downstairs that day, and I held her for a long time. I watched her walk back through the glass door. Just as I turned to leave, I turned my head reluctantly and found that she just turned to look at me. We smiled at each other and waved again.

I thought she liked me that day.

? I had a good time in those days.

She said that she likes cats.

One day I sneaked up to her and unzipped my coat. A little Garfield, who has been in my arms for more than 30 days, showed his little head and meowed. At that moment, the way she looked at the kitten was so gentle that I was moved. We sat down and the spicy strips fell asleep on her lap. I held her in my arms and she kissed me on the cheek. At that moment, I suddenly felt as if I had everything without conquering the world ... (I was so stupid at that moment! )? Oh, by the way, the kitten's name is Chili.

It's winter now, and the holidays in our school are long and early. I made an appointment with my roommate to go out and have a rest, and soon booked a plane ticket to Shenzhen. She didn't see me off the day we left.

After I found a job, I contacted her and she said take care.

I am very tired and busy at work, and sometimes I have to stay up all night. Send her a WeChat when you have time. Sometimes she will come back, sometimes she won't.

She said that she also found a job in her city, and she was very busy and tired. After work, she went home and fell asleep in bed.

Once I was angry, I said, "I know you don't want to talk to me recently, but I just want to talk to you when I am physically and mentally exhausted." I have to work the night shift today. Now I have to catch up on sleep, so you don't have to come back to me! " "

The next day, she replied to me with a crying expression, saying that there was no net at home, and I didn't see it. I said nothing but a few words, and there was another silence.

After working for a period of time, I have some contradictions with my boss and colleagues. I left with my luggage in a rage, said hello to my roommate, and they went on working. I decided to leave.

I remember she said she would come to Shenzhen for an internship, so I stayed near Shenzhen for a few more days. I also found several interesting shops and thought I would show her around when she came. I also sent two postcards in Tianzifang, one for her and one for myself a year later.

Later, when I was going back, she said to meet me at the airport. I said it was too cold. I was afraid you would freeze.

So I snuck back. I want to tell my parents about my love later. In the meantime, I have some personal matters to deal with. Unexpectedly, something happened at this time.

Inadvertently noticed that there was a person under Weibo, whose head was a cat with a lovely name. When I opened it, my heart thumped! A few of them are @ her disgusting words, and their interaction. I froze for a long time and made a phone call.

"I'm back," she answered coldly. "I came back early." "What are you doing?" "Have dinner with friends" "Oh … Who is …xxxx (cute screen name)?" ?

? I can feel that she froze. We were silent for a long time. She said, I'll call you later?

I sat in a chair and looked out of the window, feeling a little complicated. I picked up my mobile phone and left a message under the lovely Weibo: "She has a boyfriend, you have no chance, I wish you find happiness again." After a while, that Meng Meng replied to me: "Well, thank you." ?

Her message came: "I'm sorry I didn't tell you that I actually had a boyfriend, and I never admitted that you were my boyfriend." At first, I thought we were just friends. Later, you chased me too hard, and I didn't know how to refuse, so I'm sorry, I deleted that Weibo. "

I feel like I've been shot in the chest. I quickly typed a word in the input box: "get out"!

When I was about to send it, I held back? I slumped in my chair for half a day, then deleted the word and watched the train bound for her city tonight. I didn't catch it until midnight. I booked the train for tomorrow morning and didn't send her any news, just silently waiting for tomorrow.

I stayed up all night smoking that night. I want to get her back!

I went to her city the next day, but I didn't know where she lived. I didn't know her work address until I sent her a postcard last time. I seized the only clue to find it. I asked the staff there and said that she resigned at the beginning of the month.

I'll call her, hang up, call again, hang up and call again. Sorry, the subscriber you dialed is power off. Sorry. I sent a WeChat; It's getting dark ... sending private messages, sending qq…… ..............................................................................................................................................................

It's getting dark, and my heart is dying. I booked a train to go back at night, and then she replied to me?

"Still there?" ?

"hmm"

"I came back from driving school in two hours. Can you wait? " ?

"good"

After a long wait of two hours, I got on her car to go home according to her prompt. I didn't say a word when I got on the bus. There are still many people and it's crowded. I will subconsciously put my arms around her waist when I brake suddenly.

After she got off the bus, she bought food, and I followed her without saying a word. I said something on the road, and it was also a one-for-one reply.

I followed her upstairs and she said her grandmother was at home. Although unprepared, I didn't feel nervous, just like returning to my home. ? As soon as I entered the door, I called my grandmother. She showed me around her bedroom, folded my coat on her bed and watched her busy cooking dinner. I suddenly feel married.

She still clamored for a coke and asked me to buy it. Grandma criticized her for not going and asked me to go. I said, "Nothing, I can find it."

Go downstairs and follow her instructions. Go straight out, go straight and turn left. I went into a small supermarket, carried a box, took a bucket of coke, two bottles of yogurt, a bottle of almond dew, a box of spicy cabbage and a canned peach.

It took a long time to come out. She called a lot and asked me if I found it. The road is too dark. Can you find your way back?

Afraid of losing it, she called me more that day than all the previous ones put together.

This road is really dark, so dark that I can see stars when I look up, even darker than I have ever seen before.

? She saw that I bought a lot of things and said, "How do you know I want to eat spicy cabbage and canned food?" I smiled and didn't answer. I scalded the bottle of almond milk with hot water, opened it and handed it to my grandmother. My grandmother was very happy and quickly said thank you. I smiled.

It seems that nothing has happened before. In her bedroom, we leaned together, talking and laughing. I also told many stories about my stay in the magic capital.

It was late, so I went out and found a hotel to stay. It's very cold. I curled up in the quilt and watched the news from her.

Her former boyfriend was her high school classmate, but both grandma and her mother disagreed and thought they were yellow. Then she told her family about me and took me to her home. She also said that grandma had a good impression on me. She said that she thought I would never talk to her again and asked me why I had the courage to come to her.

? "Because I love you! So I chose to forgive, but it's none of your business now. Grandma likes me, I am very happy, but even if your mother and your grandmother like me, I can't help it if you don't like me. Actually, I just want to tell you what I think. "

Later, I sent her the card I wrote to her at the top of Lianhua Mountain. She said, "I feel powerless to say anything now." ?

? Delete it after reading it?

I feel relieved.

She said, "I don't know how to choose. One is him, and the other is someone who is good to me. " She also said, "Please don't tell him that I took you to my house. I don't want him to know "? I understand ...?

At this time, I have understood all this and I am not entangled.

Before the train the next day, she insisted on taking me to eat their famous barbecue. However, I have no appetite at all, and she keeps putting meat on my plate. I said, "Don't put it on me, I can't eat …"?

She also said that when you come back in summer, I will take you to a barbecue in the wild. I smiled and said, "If there is still a chance"? This time she put me on the train.

I thought about it for a long time on the train and spelled out my previous memories, just like I just woke up ...?

Later, I deleted all the contact information with her, dragged her photo out of my wallet, attached my train ticket and put it in an envelope for my friend to give it to her. There is also a letter with only a few short sentences. In fact, I still have a lot to say to you. Finally, there is only one sentence left.

I'm leaving, I'll never see you again!

During the time after the separation, I was fascinated by sharing Jonathan Lee's single "The Price of Love", and I always felt that he made many emotional entanglements clear:

Maybe I miss him once in a while.

I can't help thinking of him occasionally.

Treat him as an old friend.

This also makes me feel bad.

This also worries me.

It's just that there is no spark in my heart anymore.

forgive sb's past misdeeds

All words of sincere infatuation

Still in my heart

Although without him

Finally, attach the lyrics