Speaking of determination

After a long time of precipitation, my heart is finally getting quieter and quieter. I don't know what the quietest state is. I'm looking forward to it.

? Last year, I felt my heart was quiet. I didn't practice at that time. I thought I was going to dance, so I played with a group of Ma Xian and listened to what they said. I don't know what it's like to meditate for an hour, because I've never meditated for an hour, but I can't last for twenty minutes at most.

? The first meditation experience was that my thoughts were flying, my head was dizzy, and my body was swinging from side to side. The mind is not controlled by the brain. Even if the brain does not move, thoughts will come to the brain from all directions from the air. After sitting for a few minutes, you begin to feel dizzy. It's like a dream. If you can hear some people talking, you will start to feel sleepy and fall asleep. You can try if you have a bad sleep. It has hypnotic effect, haha!

? In the later stage, there are not so many ideas. I was still sleepy and fell asleep. This stage lasted for several days. I don't know. Now I think it should be recorded, although it is only occasional meditation. You can start working hard in half an hour, and your heart is much quieter than the previous stage.

? At that time, I chatted with my friend Ma Xian and asked me why I couldn't settle down. I said that my heart was very uneasy. I will never admit it, because I had a period of impetuous confusion before that time, and I understand that it was restlessness. But I don't know, there are levels of quietness, not being quiet, but not being quiet enough.

? Just like smokers can't smell their own cigarettes, smokers stink, and only non-smokers can smell the smell that penetrates far into the bone marrow (suddenly I feel a little disgusting here ...)

? People who are equally restless will not feel restless, because there is no contrast.

? When you haven't eaten the Millennium fruit, the cherry tomatoes are already delicious. After eating the Millennium fruit, you will know that the saint is really not so delicious. Will you stop saying that it's all small tomatoes? What is the difference?

? Recently, the state has entered a new stage. When I see through some powerlessness, I won't force it, but my heart will be happier and calmer.

? Stop thinking about defeating others, persuading others and imposing your own ideas on others.

? Speaking of which, I'm going to talk about my feelings. When the perception reaches a certain stage, I can feel some information of the other party. * * * Feelings are very important! As the old saying goes, don't persuade others to be good without others' suffering. How can you know him without experiencing him? How can you get along perfectly without knowing him?

? Today, I felt in a particularly good state, so I sat quietly for a while, felt the concentration after being quiet, and stopped thinking about looking at my mobile phone, or what was wrong here and there, just like a stone, sitting there steadily.

? My body is also very relaxed, and I have few thoughts. I feel particularly cold in my stomach. Maybe this is a kind of introspection that everyone said, and my level is still low.

? However, you can't always think about how you practice or how you compare with others. You can only be surprised if you don't ask for a solution. Fellow practitioners who practice Buddhism all want to become Buddhists. To be honest, I don't know what becoming a Buddha is yet, so I never thought about becoming a Buddha.

? Work hard and experience in an extremely quiet direction.

? It's quiet, everything is moving, and I can see clearly without moving. This is probably the reason why the Monkey King didn't dig out Wuzhishan after so many somersaults. ...

? Attached to the meditation sutra of the old gentleman, the sage's consciousness is the same:

? The old gentleman said: the avenue is invisible, giving birth to heaven and earth; The avenue is ruthless, and the sun and the moon run; The avenue is nameless and everything grows; I don't know its name, so I said it. Husband and Tao: clear and turbid, dynamic and static; The sky is clear and turbid, and the sky is still. Men are clear and women are turbid, and men move and women are quiet. Everything comes into being. The source of turbidity is clarity, and the basis of quietness is movement. People can always be quiet, and heaven and earth will eventually return. My wife is so clear, but my heart is uneasy; People are so quiet that they want to take it away. I can often do what I want, but I am calm and clear-minded. Natural six desires are not born, and three poisons are destroyed. So, I can't, because my heart is unclear and I don't want to send it. Can be sent, look at the heart, the heart is helpless; The appearance has its shape, and it has its shape without its shape; From a distance, there is nothing. All three are enlightened, only in the air; Empty view, empty; Nothing, nothing; Nothing, nothing, Zhan Ran is often silent; Can you live without silence? It's so quiet not to be born. Really always respond to things, really often get sex; Always be quiet, always be quiet. So calm down and gradually enter the truth; When you enter the true Tao, you are called Tao. Although you got the Tao, you got nothing. In order to transform all beings, it is called the way; People who can understand can preach the holy word.