The 70th issue of Shandong Platform was shared by Jipeng Wang, a volunteer of the Doctrine of the Mean.

Sharing for the first time, sharing happily and freely-my inner world)

Hello brothers, I'm Jipeng Wang, from Zoucheng, Jining, Shandong. My senior brother told me to learn the golden mean, but it was actually influenced by the magnetic field that made my senior brother Wei do something. I don't know if this description is accurate, but I'm here anyway.

I was born in 1993 and graduated from 20 13. I was happy at first. I came home in high spirits, thinking that I had to have a good wave. Of course, everything didn't happen according to my train of thought. My father successfully kicked me out at home the next day. What's more, I didn't even get the money. At that time, my mother was at my grandmother's house and didn't know it. In Hangzhou in July, it was really hot to 42 degrees. A person was walking in the street with a box and didn't know where to go. ...

Because I have been doing well in school, the secretary of the Youth League branch/the staff of the Youth League Committee/the floor manager/the person in charge of the dormitory and my classmates also have a sense of honor on campus. Of course, it also laid a solid foundation for my cat! Due to various factors (habits), I don't like anyone to "ask for help" and tell me that I can! Don't let people see what I think is "disgraceful"!

Walking in the street, my mind told me not to think too much. I must find a job today. I must have food and shelter, or I will sleep on the street and starve. Then I succeeded in becoming a security guard in an enterprise. My salary is 1800, and I actually get 4500 a month. I have to ask my dad all this, because I hate it and refuse to accept him, so. .

With the guarantee of life, I entered a newly established company in Hangzhou in September, and my career life began. As the first batch of employees, the company recruited too many elites, which made me grow rapidly. Because the personal performance is not bad, it is recognized by the leaders; Because the management of the new company is not perfect in all aspects, it is unexpectedly found that there are too many profits; Due to the trust and recognition of the leaders, I successfully took away all the customer information of the company at that time, which was so unkind and unfair! /kloc-at the end of 0/0, when the leader informed me to promote me as a team manager, I didn't dare to face it. I left without showing up. In fact, I want to resign face to face, and my obsession makes me timid!

Started my entrepreneurial career. Maybe god still cares for me, and I let go of the good weather. In less than two months, I accumulated the first bucket of gold, went through all kinds of formalities, and had a formal office space and documents. All the time is well compressed. At the end of that year, I contacted some broadcast media all over the country, and completed the turnover of more than 500 thousand in the first month of normalization. At that time, I was 20. To tell the truth, I drifted and officially entered the beginning of death.

In 20 14, there were 30 employees in the company, and I was not so busy, so I was lazy. Don't get up in the morning, go home in the middle of the night, rent a house at home, bother your parents, travel everywhere, and have countless habits. I still enjoy it! The tallest one, spending 50 thousand a day, is nothing but anger and showing off! Now I know that it is inner emptiness and fear! How is the quality of life? Hehe, alive? I am disabled. ...

20 15 Hangzhou returned to Zoucheng and finally lived up to my wish and reached the bottom of my life. There is really nothing left, the company also sold it, and the backlog of goods was also given away. Computers and mobile phones are sold, and I can't eat a bowl of noodles, but I still live in my own world. I should be intoxicated, and I didn't want to dare to come out!

Later, I read the Tao Te Ching, and began to have a general contact with China culture. I only look at the surface, plus my personal experience. Through gradual research and repeated thinking, I have come to a concept: if I had contacted earlier, I wouldn't have reached this point today, would I? As a China person, it's sad that I don't know such precious wealth! At that time, I just started to contact the edge of Chinese studies.

In August of 20 18, I quarreled with my father in the middle of the night, and my father was picked up by my uncle at two o'clock in the morning. Consciousness is a good thing!

On February 7, 20 18, 18 came, and my grandfather and I came to the study class held by Weifang Zhongyong. On the first day, we got nothing but nice clothes. The next day, when I walked into the meeting place, I saw an image in my eyes. My thinking judgment is a meditation mat full of rooms. I am cheerful and relaxed. The next day's study was over, and my thinking was judged. This is not in vain! Until the third and last day, 1 hour later, I believed what Brother Twenty-two said: Students, this may be your most painful and difficult time. You must persist and really overcome it for yourself! Think of the people you are sorry for, the people you feel guilty about. When you hurt them, their pain is the same as yours now. Only the closest people will be hurt by you! At this time, my consciousness has not yet appeared. Is it too numb and poisoned? I thought I was finished. I was guilty. It was not until twenty-two elder brother rang the doorbell that my tears welled up happily. Not only that, they also dripped on my clothes and hands. ...

When I knelt in front of my grandfather, I really couldn't get up and didn't want to get up. I'm so happy. I don't know what my grandfather was like at that time, but I may have shed tears. I am very happy. Either I bought a book written by teacher Ru Ping and sent a video courseware to my grandfather. I read it four times a month and said I still have to read it, saying I get something every time! Brother Ling Wei told me to be filial to my body, my wealth, my ambition and my future. I remember!

After being lifted up by my grandfather, I was no longer able to kneel at Ling Wei's brother's place. I was brought up as an adult, haha.

2019 65438+1October 20th, I arrived in Yanzhou as scheduled, and I volunteered, with my sister-in-law Wei as the head. I am very happy, too! My grandson, I want to cure myself. It was planned at first, but this time, my heart has not calmed down, and I may have become the most idle volunteer. Actually, I feel quite guilty. Brother Yuqi called me Jigong, and I was very happy. It turns out that my brothers didn't give up on me, I just lived in my own obsession. What I think is my own opinion, and I am very grateful for the recognition of my seniors.

Introspection: The first time I attended a class in Weifang, I listened too carefully and felt that I understood everything. So I didn't listen much in Yanzhou this time, and I still didn't come out in my own world. I was persistent and put it down. I can't just talk without practice. Even so, I think this harvest is the biggest. Why? The next night when I came home from studying in Yanzhou, I picked up the book that was sent to us. I read it from beginning to end, and I was surprised to find that if there are five ways of thinking, none of them can be understood. It turns out that I don't know anything, it's just an illusion. I just think I understand, so of course I have to experience it next class! There are so many things in life, aren't there?

If it is the first time that the Doctrine of the Mean (Weifang) has returned:

Harvest 1, so I go home early every morning and get up at noon to read the doctrine of the mean. Now I know that I want to go home and have dinner with my family, rest together and harvest my family together.

Harvest two, one never apologized to me, once apologized to a friend, and gained friendship.

Harvest three, the old man never knew what my company was doing before, and he was always worried and couldn't say it. Once my grandfather came to my house to play, and I was not at home. My grandfather told my mother that Pumbaa (I) was so young that he studied well in this class. No matter what he does, where he goes and what hardships he encounters, he doesn't worry at all, and he doesn't worry my mother. I got the approval of my relatives.

Harvest 4, my wife once told me: didn't you sign up for the golden mean course? Why don't you go? I said Yanzhou 2 1. Not yet. She said, Oh, why is the time interval so long? Let's go quickly! I got my wife's approval of me and the doctrine of the mean, although she doesn't know what the doctrine of the mean is.

Harvest five, once my wife went to my brother's house in Ling Wei and told Viagra and my sister-in-law that I had changed a lot since I studied. I should have studied long ago. Don't forget to ask my brother to take me with me when I attend classes in the future. This should be regarded as my own harvest.

Harvest 6. My daughter is two years old. I've never taken her out alone. I have nothing to do now. Take her out all day. Of course, she is also very good!

So the second golden mean (Yanzhou) research:

Harvest 1: if it is the tolerance of the middle class and all seniors.

Harvest two, it turns out that I know nothing. Accept my fear, and I will sincerely study with my brothers.

Harvest 3, opened my long-lost heart!

Harvest 4, it's been ten years. I didn't give my parents a holiday during the Spring Festival, not because I didn't want to, but because I was embarrassed. Thank you, Mr. Ru Ping, .................................................................................................................................!

Chinese New Year is coming soon, so I would like to pay tribute to all the senior brothers! I wish you all the best and a happy family!