Why does my mother say I have a bad attitude? I think she has a bad attitude sometimes. When she said she didn't admit it?

There is no other way but to relax myself, and so is my mother. It was obviously his fault, but he never admitted it. This may be what adults call face, unwilling to admit their mistakes. In front of their children, I often quarrel with him, which makes me depressed, want to commit suicide and commit suicide many times. Ironically, every time she was rescued from suicide, she said she would change, but the reality remained the same, just like a dog can't change and eat shit. Slowly, I realized that the world is so big, so many rational people can't have problems with their three views or values because of their parents' problems, and they can't hurt themselves because of these problems, or get angry and affect their health. They are so young that the world hasn't realized it yet. How can they waste it here? So later, I always let go of my mood, do what I want to do, try to improve myself and talk to them more confidently. After trying to improve myself, I was too lazy to continue arguing with them, so it went in one ear and out the other. After all, there are more important things to do You are only a freshman now. Work hard and don't think about anything else. If he scolds you, he will be regarded as inaudible, although he felt very painful at first and felt that he could not do it. But get over it slowly, and you will get used to it after a long time, because it is not cowardice or injustice, and you will get nothing if you show verbal agility for a while. In the end, you will lose both sides. If you win, you will be angry. If you lose, you will be angry and waste your time. Tell them with your grades as an answer. After all, you will get good grades in the exam, go to a good university, and you will have your own future. If you are really unhappy, you can think of something else. I think it is the quickest way to change yourself by other means, because it is really difficult for parents to change. I have experienced it personally, and sometimes I change myself. This is not a compromise. There is a superficial compromise. They seem to be a compromise. In fact, you just don't want to talk. Your actions and spirit are working hard for what you think is more worthwhile. Come on, you're a freshman. You must control and adjust your mentality, and don't let your parents' emotions.