Prose with and without reading.

There are many feelings and ideas in every trip. It seems to be a geographical distance from one city to another. Who can say it's not a time interval? I always thought it wouldn't be too far to meet. A few years have passed in a blink of an eye, and goodbye is far away.

0 1 .

This week, returning to the place where I grew up, taking a leisurely walk and sunbathing with my cousin every day can always bring back many memories.

When I was a child, I studied here and went to primary school. I am very happy to go to school every day, carrying a small schoolbag and trotting all the way. I have so many good friends at school that I can meet every day, but there are always endless words. We play house together, jump rubber bands together, read the endorsement early, clean the windows together, stand in the sunshine at the door of the classroom together, laugh and laugh together ... On Saturday and Sunday, we go to this good friend's house first, hold hands, and then find another one. After a circle, we have five or six friends, and then we decide who to look for and what to play. Finally, it was getting dark and I was hungry, so I ran home for dinner and made an appointment to continue tomorrow. ...

The picture comes from the internet.

I thought I could do this for a long time, and I didn't know when I would grow up. I always feel that my good friend will always be by my side.

After I graduated from primary school, I knew I was going to Xinjiang. I don't know how far Xinjiang is and how long I will stay in Xinjiang. I thought I would come back soon after a summer vacation. I promised my friend that I would bring a gift when I came back. Some didn't have time to say goodbye, so I got on the train far from Xinjiang and went to a junior high school.

The picture comes from the internet.

When I came back to study again because of the college entrance examination and household registration, I found that I was separated from my good friends in primary school.

I remember every good friend's name and the location of his home. I remember how unforgettable it was before, but I only remember.

I can't wait to know how they are doing. I want to recall the past together, those simple and happy, but I don't have the courage to go out. What if you forget me? What if you are not at home and you move?

Fortunately, my cousin can also tell me something about her former classmates. I know which school she studied in, that her academic performance has been very good, that he dropped out of school to work, and that he died unfortunately because of a traffic accident ... These news are true and vague, and I remember the faces of my friends when they were young, clear and far away.

Later, I met my best friend. I could feel that we were happy to meet, gave me a hug and asked me what I was doing recently. Words are on my lips, but I don't know what to say. There are only greetings and hand-holding, a longing heart and an unspeakable mouth. We left our contact information, and from then on, we had a friend in the circle of friends who couldn't help but pay attention when there was a dynamic.

I can't undo it, my friends.

02 .

It's been so long since the winter vacation in senior three. School didn't start until March, but it felt like a long time ago.

In the recent holiday, I went to see my good friend in junior high school.

I'm a little afraid to meet her, but I really want to see her.

Junior high school students in Kashgar, from small places to strange cities, from dialects to Mandarin. At first, I was introverted and insecure.

Xiaoxue is a friend I met after I transferred to junior high school. She is good-looking, cheerful and loves to laugh. We became good friends for no reason. During the rebellious period, we skipped classes together, learned makeup together, and took non-mainstream photo stickers together.

The picture comes from petals

She once told me very seriously—

You look good, with thick black eyebrows, long eyelashes and big eyes. Why do you always think others look better than you? Be confident!

She also said—

I think you are very interesting. Look at what you just said, I knew you would be joking ~

Perhaps it is a casual affirmation that makes me confident and happy.

Later, because of some unhappy things, there was little communication with xiaoxue. Then I went back to the mainland to attend high school, and then I lost contact with her. I happened to meet a girl who looks like her at school, and I almost thought it was her in a trance.

Maybe it's obsession. There must be memories. When I was a freshman, I happened to know a good friend mentioned by Xiaoxue. He gave me Xiaoxue's contact information again. I didn't know until I got up the courage to contact her. She also quietly came to my space to pay attention to whether I was doing well.

After that, I kept in touch.

When I was a freshman, she got married and had a baby. I went to see her this winter vacation. The child is four years old and has a lovely mushroom head, which is very popular.

In fact, since my junior year, I have been in Kashgar during the winter and summer vacations, but I have been afraid to talk about meeting. Maybe I'm afraid that different life circles don't have the same topic, maybe I'm afraid that I haven't been unfamiliar for too long, or I'm just enthusiastic, so I dare not say goodbye.

Seeing that my senior year is about to graduate, my work direction is unknown. If I don't go back to Kashgar, it may be even harder to see you again, so I'm determined to see you.

A word makes people cry.

She invited me to her house because it was inconvenient to take the children out. I called her when I arrived at the gate of her community. She came out to meet me in a pair of sandals and a dog. She is still her, still so beautiful, and she likes raising dogs very much.

When she got home, she asked her husband to go out to buy food. I watched TV with her and the children in the living room. Her husband is busy cooking in the kitchen, and she will visit from time to time. Doby and I are still sitting in the living room watching TV and her children. I cooked a table of dishes, which was a bit embarrassing. I don't eat much. Maybe she sensed my embarrassment and let her husband go out after dinner. We continued to sit on the sofa and watch TV. Occasionally ask about the recent situation, she plays mobile phone and I watch TV. A little strange and so familiar.

In the afternoon, she took me to the bus stop to wait for the bus. After getting on the bus, I watched her walk home. See you later, still no see. I hope she is happy.

She's, uh, divorced. This is her second husband.

03.

I also know that at every stage, I will meet new friends, but I have also separated from many friends. Friends will have new friends. We will appear, stay and disappear in each other's lives, leaving many memories and moving forward in parallel. Maybe we will meet again.

Friends coming and going in life, because of them, we will not grow up alone. Whether we become passers-by or close friends in the future, whether we meet each other or not, we are grateful for this encounter and the wonderful time we spent together.

Blessing must be happy.