Transcription of a man named Ovi (3)

A Man named Ovi is one of the works of Fredrik Backman, the king of Swedish warm novels.

The novel tells the story of a 59-year-old man who lost his life and wanted to die after his wife died. He found his purpose in life again, and then died laughing. Whether it is a stray cat who has lost his hair or a neighbor he has never met, life is often unexpected but full of meaning.

Ou Wei's life color starts from the moment he meets his wife, but ends with his own life, which is quite similar to the theme style of buckman's another novel Life on the List. The theme of life is not his other half, nor others, but himself, and it is meaningful to fill the color of life by himself.

The following is a written record of some wonderful contents:

15, everyone must know why he struggled.

16, he wants to know what it feels like to take too many painkillers. He has never taken drugs, even if he drank wine once, and he never likes the feeling of losing control. Over the years, he gradually realized that this is the feeling that most ordinary people like and pursue, but as far as Ou Wei is concerned, only a fucking idiot will pursue losing control as an experience. He doesn't know if he will feel uncomfortable. How will he feel or will he faint when his body organs start to fail and stop working?

The cat howled in the snow outside the door. Ovi closed his eyes and thought about Sawyer. He is not the kind of person who gives up easily and kills himself. He didn't want her to think so. But it's actually her fault. She married him. Now, without the tip of her nose between his neck and shoulders, he doesn't know how to sleep. That's all.

He unscrewed the bottle cap and poured the pills on the edge of his palm, watching as if waiting for them to become killing robots. They just won't change. Ovi is not satisfied. He doesn't understand how these little white pills can hurt him, no matter how many pills he swallows.

17 He believes that being a man is to be a useful person. It is an indisputable fact that he has always been a useful person. He did everything the society needed him to do: work, never get sick, get married, get a loan, pay taxes, earn his own living and drive a decent car. How does society repay him? It rushed into the office and told him to pack up and go home. This is a reward.

18, everyone wants to live with dignity. Dignity is different for different people.

19, sometimes people's sudden behavior is difficult to understand. Of course, sometimes they will think, anyway, sooner or later, it is better to choose the right one and hit the sun. Now is the right time. Sometimes, on the contrary, people suddenly realize that something should have been done long ago.

Ouwei probably never knew what he should do, but everyone was too optimistic about the time. We believe that we can always find time to do what we want and say what we want with others. Then suddenly one day, something happened, and we had to stand there with a word hovering in our heads: if.

20. If you are a reporter, you will find that the beauty of bureaucracy is that you bureaucrats are always the first to break it.

2 1, "Falling in love with someone is like moving into a house," Sawyer once said. "At first, you will fall in love with all new things and revel in every morning with them, as if you were afraid that someone would suddenly break in and point out that it was a mistake and you shouldn't live so well at all. But as time goes on, the outer wall of the house begins to age and the boards fall apart, and you will gradually stop loving it, because it should be perfect and imperfect. Then you are familiar with all the flaws and defects. When it is cold, how to avoid the key getting stuck in the lock hole; Which floor bends easily when you step on it; How to open a kitchen door without creaking. These are little secrets that will make you feel a sense of belonging. "

22. Death is a strange thing. People pretend it doesn't exist all their lives, even if it is one of the biggest motives in life. Some of us have enough time to know death, so that they can live harder, be more persistent and be more brave. Some people don't realize how beautiful its antonym is until they really get close. Others were deeply troubled by this and sat in the waiting room early before the announcement. We are afraid of it, but we are more afraid of it happening to people around us. The greatest fear of death is that it passes us by and leaves us alone.