I found myself hopeless and went to Internet cafes to play games every day. My friends advised me and my family criticized me, but I just had no choice but to go to school.

It is up to you to control your emotions. None of us can help you. You already know where you are wrong, which means you can still be saved. I agree with you that you are sorry for your mother. Nobody is happy every day. Your age is the most difficult to control in life. You are helpless and helpless. You don't want to rely on anyone but you have nothing.

In 2008, I wasted too much time and spent a lot of money on a school. I just bought a computer and fell in love with novels. For half a year, I never went to school again. I read novels every day and let others give me food and drink. After reading this book every day, I want to go to school to study hard, but after reading one, I start reading the next one. Chinese New Year is coming, and I feel guilty for cheating my family! The following year, I went to Xinjiang. I only have more than 800 yuan on me. I don't have my computer, and I don't have much money. I got a job picking cotton. In this way, I had to stare blankly at my mobile phone. No computer and no TV! No entertainment. In another year, I will get married and have children, and I will make money. I can't be confused anymore, so as long as I can make money, I'm not afraid of hardship and fatigue, I can eat and live things I didn't dare to imagine before, but I still stick to it.

You can't control yourself now. One is your personality. You are naturally weak-willed, so it is difficult to stick to it. But this kind of thing can be cultivated, so it is not a problem. If you want to be a man in the future, you can cultivate yourself. Another problem is that when you are not at the end of your tether, you can play anywhere with money. If you can't earn it yourself, you can ask for it at home. One meaning is that you are not short of money, but have a sense of crisis in your heart and no sense of crisis. Sometimes, you comfort yourself that you are still young, and sometimes you feel that you are almost twenty years old. It's time to think about the future, but I still can't control myself.

Having said all this, I just want to tell you that your own problems can be analyzed by yourself, which shows that you are not hopeless. If this problem can be solved by us in a few words, so many people in the world will not commit suicide every day.

You can't study yourself all your life, and you can't return the world to the world in advance.

Don't take away the steps that time has given us.

Don't be led to the abyss of loneliness by the crow of thought.

No, with the temptation of shadows, let the flood of fantasies go.

Don't be self-sufficient and don't pass by life;

Don't be silent, feel inferior and feel sorry for yourself;

Don't be jealous, don't be unreasonable,

No, I hate people for no reason.

Don't die in a world without dreams,

No, breathing is meaningless here.

Don't take too much responsibility,

No, I don't take any responsibility.

Don't blame the fallen leaves on autumn,

No, it will be a funeral for wealth for no reason.

Don't waste things,

Nor should it be overexploited,

Don't live or die in vain.

You will never meet the right person in your life.

No, I hope I can only meet you in my life.

Don't stay in a familiar place all your life.

No, looking around in a strange place, like a wandering soul walking around in a strange body.

I can't help it, my brother,

If you ever had an epiphany, you must believe that,

I had it, too.

I believe that only this kind of life is where we live;

Also believe: eventually we will all sink into the dusk,

Go into a long sleep.

You have to believe that you can change all this. The root of all this is yourself. You started it yourself, so you must finish it yourself. Don't always think about solving it tomorrow. When you go home after watching these colleagues, you can solve it.

Believe in yourself, and we believe that you will succeed! ! !