Who can specifically talk about Gu Cheng's bumpy life?

Shu Ting recalled that he had been worrying about money all his life.

The year before Gu Cheng died, I met him and Xie Ye and gave Xie Ye some clothes. When I left, I put all my clothes on the bed and let Xie Ye choose. Take whatever you need. She chose a washed silk matte jacket, a red shirt, a pair of jeans and apple jeans. I heard that something happened to her the next year. She must have worn my clothes when she died, really. Because they are very economical abroad, very, very economical.

Later, when I read articles written by others, I felt very angry. There seems to be a misunderstanding about Gu Cheng, saying that Gu Cheng raised more than 200 chickens, saying that he was bloodthirsty by nature and killed all these chickens overnight. This statement is wrong.

In fact, it was a small law enforcement official who came to the island and gave him a limit of 12 chickens in three days. If there are more than 200 chickens, it will infringe on the interests of others. So they have to kill all the chickens. What Xie Ye told me was very vivid. He told me how they killed him: Shu Ting, there is blood everywhere! She said that killing 200 chickens must be finished in three days.

This chicken is wild and hard to catch on the island. After killing, leave it to the Maori chief. They hunt people, and they have that kind of big freezer, which is frozen in the big freezer. Xie Ye took out chicken spring rolls and went to the market to sell them with Gu Cheng. He really wanted to kill the chicken, but some people described him as bloodthirsty. His own chickens were killed overnight. It seems that Gu Cheng has a tendency to kill people.

I think Gu Cheng is actually very pitiful. It's really sad.

At first, Xie Ye was actually very bitter and painful to attend to city. The reason for the pain is that Gu Cheng didn't want to dress up in Xie Ye, but the love of beauty of girls in Xie Ye and Shanghai was completely suppressed by the most cruel way. Gu Cheng won't let her wear earrings and necklaces, and she has to attend to the city to check her clothes. Xie Ye was very unhappy when she swam with us. She didn't like her wearing a bathing suit in public. We swam in a Yankee swimming pool, Xie Ye and Abe, anyway, there were many people, there might be North Island in it, and a few male poets were together, so I couldn't come down from the ancient city, and my face smelled bad. I had no idea that Gu Cheng would be like this. We're old friends. There's nothing to be afraid of.

I asked Xie Ye, what happened to Gu Cheng? Xie Ye told me: That's what he looks like. He just doesn't like me wearing a bathing suit. I ran to Gu Cheng and said, "Gu Cheng!" Gu Cheng still looks like a big sister, and Gu Cheng always calls me a dry sister. I talked to him a few words, and Gu Cheng said with a smile, nothing, nothing.

Foreigners, including many sinologists, believe that Gu Cheng's poems were written by Xie Ye, because they were translated by Xie Ye and signed by Xie Ye, including Gu Cheng's copyright agent. When he was studying, before he came to power, Xie Ye even gave him a note to correct his words. Like Schumann and Clara. This is impossible! But he doesn't understand foreigners. They think Xie Ye is smart, beautiful and sociable. Like a novel. Their hut was built by the two of them and suffered a lot. Gu Cheng told me how to move the stone down from the mountain. In order to build this stone house, a bath was built without running water. How difficult it is to build a reservoir on the roof. Said a lot of such things. This hut is the whole effort of Gu Cheng. As a man, Gu Cheng's nerves also collapsed at that time. Imagine that if Gu Cheng committed suicide, things would be very satisfactory. He committed suicide, and then Xie Ye sorted out Gu Cheng's things and relics and published them, and his son was fine. It is a matter of course in the west to get married later. If she doesn't get married, we'll persuade her to get married. Is everything perfect? Actually, I think human nature is very complicated. This instant thing, or something in the middle of nature, is not felt by outsiders. You can't speculate on them with natural feelings. So it is wrong to say that Gu Cheng is a born murderer.

I haven't seen North Island since he wrote my first letter in August 1977. Here we are. Today is the end of 1978. In the autumn of 79, I forgot the month and went to Beijing before I saw the North Island. Then, I met Gu Cheng and He Jiang for the first time at the "Youth Poetry Club" in 1980.

At that time, He Jiang and I got along better. Because we always have meetings together. At this time, the river and the North Island began to have some differences. I met Yang Lian in 79. They were poor then. In Beijing, the two of them came to see me, and Gu Cheng looked out of the window every once in a while. I said, "Why?" They said the bike was under it for fear that someone would steal it. I said, "Why don't you come by subway?" He came to me from his yard. I live in Jingxi Hotel, and the subway is ten cents. He said, "We just don't have any money." They don't even have a dime. I found some things they did later very interesting. On one occasion, someone gave them a large amount of money, 150 yuan. I am very happy. Xie Ye and I walked hand in hand through a big park and went to the bank hand in hand. But in the afternoon, I found that I had to get ten dollars to buy cabbage. Then I hold hands to get ten dollars. The next morning, I found that their bicycle tire was flat, so I went with Xie Ye to get ten dollars. Later, the young lady asked him, "Can you get ten yuan for the afternoon together?" I think it's so funny! One hundred and fifty dollars is a huge sum for them. Later, I made fun of them, saying that their shoes broke when they walked all the time, and then they went to buy a pair of shoes for ten yuan.

Gu Cheng was poor all his life. Always worried about the money.

His manuscript fee is very small. It's all five dollars, seven dollars and three dollars. Although he lives with his family, let him live by himself and buy food by himself. Gu Cheng made a big pot of bean curd with cabbage vermicelli and ate it with his wife every day. A pot of dishes, left over at noon, to eat at night. Later, 1992 I arrived in America. At that time, Gu Cheng's spirit was quite abnormal, I can see that. We stayed in a hotel, and breakfast was free. I got up late and took a cup of coffee and a cake. The cake was half eaten. It was so sweet that I put half of it on the coffee plate. Gu Cheng ate half of me. I thought Gu Cheng was stupid and didn't understand. I said, "Gu Cheng, is there much there?" There are many things in that breakfast, which means that if you don't take this half, I have leftovers. Xie Ye said to me, "You don't know, he ate seven cakes this morning." Why? That Yankee sent us money, 200 yuan for three days, three days for three days. 200 yuan for three days, eat by yourself, and breakfast is given by the hotel. There are often banquets and parties in the evening, almost all of them, and there is no chance to have dinner by myself. Just one lunch and a bowl of seafood noodles nearby, including prawns, fish fillets and meat slices. Just 4.9 yuan for a big bowl of noodles and 5.5 yuan for a tip. He doesn't want to spend this. He ate seven cakes, then went to bed and got up at four o'clock in the afternoon to prepare for dinner. This is what Xie Ye said. I feel very sad in my heart. People give you 200 yuan every three days, which is equivalent to 70 yuan a day, which is enough for you to eat two meals. But he can't bear to eat. I don't blame him. I think he is short of money and afraid.

He has never had a good life and has been worrying about money.

Xie Ye should have shaken and left long ago. She was right to leave. But from another secular point of view, in those days, Xie Ye could not have gone abroad without this marriage with Gu Cheng.

Once, when we went to a small shop, Xie Ye saw a toy, a little frog. Press and click it. It says Made in China. Xie Ye said, I want to buy this for my son. Just $65438 +0.99. In foreign countries, two yuan is more than a tip. She went out to pay the bill. Attend to city sitting on the ground, really sitting on the ground, sitting on the ground like a child coquetry. I don't know what happened. I thought Gu Cheng was ill. I hurried over. "Gu Cheng, you need a glass of water." Xie Ye was so angry that he cried beside him and said, "He died like this. He died like this because I bought this thing! " I said, "I bought it. I bought auricularia (Gu Cheng and Xie Ye's son's name is auricularia-editor's note). I bought it. " Later, he got embarrassed and we left together. I talked about him all the way. He doesn't talk either. He's a pervert already. In the late 1970s and early 1980s, among us poets, we were more like men. In terms of spending money, one is North Island and the other is Gucheng. Kitajima is his big brother. We went to new york, and he invited us to dinner and noodles, and he paid for it. He is more like a big brother. He invited us to dinner and then went to his house. No one else will. The most impressive one. Everyone went to see me. North Island didn't come at that time. A group of friends who write poems, a group of six people, went to the hotel to see me. At that time, I didn't dare to have a meeting like this, and I called everyone over for public dinner. Then go to a nearby restaurant and I'll treat them to dinner. Well, those people sat in distant chairs, talking and laughing, watching me order food, paying for it, and sending them dishes and beer plate by plate, like yellow plastic cups in Beijing. The money spent was extremely cheap, but no one came to help. At that time, I thought Beijingers were such assholes that they had no gentlemanly manners at all! If a lady eats with a group of men in the south, even if I have to pay, someone will argue with me. If you don't argue, at least come and help me prepare food and wine. No one sat there looking at me. I think Beijingers are too ungentlemanly. However, only Gu Cheng argued with me with a ten-dollar bill, which was carefully folded and argued with me about payment. Of course, I won't ask him to pay. Compared with other men, Gu Cheng still looks very gentlemanly. He is poorer than all of them. I was deeply impressed by this incident. So I think Gu Cheng is not a stingy person! But because he is really helpless. His island will be paid in installments. If he does not pay, the bank will confiscate it and auction it, and he will be homeless. Fungi were left in the chieftain's house, and the chieftain went to court to tell them that they could not bear parental responsibility. Attend to cheng gu had no money to hire a lawyer, so he hired a lawyer for attend to cheng gu, and the director actually let the lawyer and attend to cheng gu go to court. Gu Cheng said that in order to show that he has the ability to support, he should pay a symbolic amount of support to his son every year, otherwise he will be deprived of his custody, and the Maori are willing to take over the child. In order to save this son, he must pay. So he said, I'm going to have a pen meeting outside and run around. I must take all the money home.

I think he is the most pitiful.

He did something beyond his authority. A dream beyond my power.

Xie Ye is very bitter. So, when I read his article later, I felt that he wanted Xie Ye to leave, he was preparing for Xie Ye's independent life, and he wanted to divorce her.

In today's China literary world, I miss Gu Cheng the most, and I will never see him again.

Gu Cheng, male, 1956, was born in Beijing. /kloc-dropping out of school at the age of 0/2 to release pigs. I started writing during the Cultural Revolution. 1973 began to learn painting, and returned to Beijing the following year to work as a carpenter in Factory Bridge Street. 1977 started writing again. And became the main representative of the misty poetry school. At the beginning of 1980, my unit disintegrated and became unemployed, and since then I have lived a wandering life. 65438-0985 Join the Chinese Writers Association. 1987 was invited to visit Europe and America for cultural exchanges and lectures. 1988 went to New Zealand to teach China classical literature, and was employed as a researcher in the Department of Asian Languages, University of Auckland. After his resignation, he lived in seclusion on Rapids Island. 1992 won the German DAAD Creative Annuity, written in Germany. 1993 10 died in an apartment in new Zealand on 10. Leave a lot of poems, essays, calligraphy, paintings and other works.

Gu Cheng is the main author of the misty poetry school, and he has written poems such as Moon in the daytime, Selected Lyrics of Shu Ting Gu Cheng, Lonely Song of the North, Iron Bell, Black Eyes, Poems of Gu Cheng in the North Island, Poems of Fairy Tales and Fables of Gu Cheng, and New Poems of Gu Cheng, etc. After his death, his father Gu Gong edited and published The Complete Works of Gu Cheng.

In addition, People's Literature Publishing House published Gu Cheng's poems in 1998.

1956 was born in Beijing.

He began to write poetry at the age of 10.

1969, released with his father to the barren beach on the bank of Weihe River in Shandong Province. Drop out of school and release pigs.

1973 began to learn painting.

1974 returned to Beijing to work as a carpenter in Changqiao Street.

1977 began to publish his works in newspapers and periodicals.

1979 group of poems "Unknown Flowers" immediately attracted the attention of the poetry circle after it was published in a small newspaper in Beijing.

Pay attention to, and become one of the main representative poets of misty poetry school.

1980, his unit disintegrated, lost his job and lived a wandering life from then on.

65438-0985 Join the Chinese Writers Association.

1987 was invited to visit Europe and America for cultural exchanges and lectures.

1988 went to New Zealand to teach China classical literature, and was employed as a researcher in the Department of Asian Languages, University of Auckland. After his resignation, he lived in seclusion on Rapids Island.

1992 revisited Europe and America to create. Received German DAAD creative annuity and wrote in Germany.

1993 10 died in an apartment in new Zealand on 10. Leave a lot of poems, essays, calligraphy, paintings and other works.