After many years, if you don't marry, I won't marry, so let's get married.

This is a long story. I don't know if you can read it patiently.

It was the summer vacation in 2009, and I offered to go to cram school with my parents because of my poor grades in math and chemistry. I remember that it was reported to the cram school on the morning of July 12, 2009. On the stairs on the second floor, I met my good friend Jelly. The unexpected meeting surprised us all.

"Brother, who is this girl? Do you know? " I saw a quiet girl next to him in a strange environment, a little confused and at a loss, with a ponytail and fair skin. I can see that she is a flower in a simple greenhouse.

"This is my cousin!" The boy looked me in the eye and said, "I'll introduce you sometime."

Hey, he said he was a buddy, and he didn't introduce me to his name. I didn't ask, but also looked back. He also helped his cousin with her luggage and stayed here. Because this is L city, which is a little far from their home, they may have reported accommodation. I ignored them and rode my big electric donkey to lunch.

This is the first time I have seen her in my life. I confirm that I have seen her. I wonder if she saw me then. Then I also thought of this girl, but who knows that so many stories have happened between us in the next five or six years until now.

For the first time in math class, the classroom of 70 or 80 people's congresses was dark. Perhaps it is a class 100 yuan, and the real money and silver will give you such consciousness and attendance. This man is really mean sometimes. He is not easy to learn at school at ordinary times, and he just likes to make up like this. There may be objective or subjective reasons. For example, I just don't like teaching the math teacher in my school, and I just can't concentrate on his class. You were like this when you were a student. There are always a few teachers to enlighten you, and there are always a few teachers to annoy you.

Just when I felt ugly, suddenly there was a girl sitting next to me, and the faint fragrance made me relaxed and happy. I looked back and saw a familiar side face, where have I seen it! I suddenly realized that it was Jerry's cousin. The teacher gave a wonderful lecture, and it really deserved its reputation. You can feel that the whole classroom is firmly attracted by him. Inadvertently saw her next to her, the notebook took notes slowly, and the delicate words revealed the refined temperament.

"Are you cousin Jelly?" I asked softly.

"Yes, and you are?" She didn't look back, but still listened carefully and took notes.

"I am a good friend of jelly. Everyone calls me Mao Mao. You can call me that. Nice to meet you. " I won't talk back this time.

"My name is Danny, and you are my cousin's student body president? Nice to meet you. " She turned and looked at me in surprise. He turned quickly and smiled with his head down. I was captured by this smile at once. Although she is not a perfect beauty, that moment is my favorite beauty, beautiful enough.

Just as Einstein explained what relativity is, with such a girl sitting beside him, time passed much faster and the first class was over. "If you want to study at night, you can read here. If you have any questions, you can ask me. I hope you will be responsible for yourself after paying the money. I hope that you will gain something in 20 days and your grades will be significantly improved. " What the teacher said before class made me feel that the money was not wasted. I made up my mind to study by myself every day.

I am here to teach myself. Unexpectedly, she was there. Muttered in my heart, I unconsciously sat behind her with my schoolbag. Sure enough, my legs are braver than my mouth. Because I have a rest after a class, I dare not poke her in the back to say hello. At the end of self-study, she turned and saw me. "Hey, there you are!" I muttered to myself, I came early, and now I have been found. Really?

"You are a science student, and math is definitely better than me. How to do this topic? Teach me "and smile at me.

Eyebrows move, this is not an opportunity! No jelly introduction! When I read the topic, I found that I couldn't do it either, but I did it, and there was a reference answer.

I said, "hmm ... ok, can I take it back and do it?" I'll tell you tomorrow. " Now I have some unfinished tasks, and it seems that time is coming to an end. "She agreed. The next day, I wrote her the steps to solve the problem in detail and told her step by step. In fact, I admire her very much, and feel that I study well and am excellent. I am happy, too. In this way, after 20 days unconsciously, I didn't feel the coming separation.

One afternoon, after class, I went to the study room next door to study and read. There were few people in the study room that day, and the sunshine at 5 o'clock in L City became so warm and Burgundy. Maybe a summer rain took away a lot of heat. The environment is pleasant, and I pay special attention to reading. I don't know how long Danny stood at the door. When I encounter problems that I can't solve, I will look up and look around for inspiration. I saw Danny standing at the door. At the moment when his eyes met, everything seemed to be still. I didn't want to be disturbed by surprise, joy and warm happiness. This friendship lasts for ten thousand years. Sunset sprinkled on her lovely face, clear eyes, hands behind her back, smiled and walked slowly up to me, reaching out and handing me a photo of her.

"Here, I just took this with my friend and gave it to you." I immediately turned and ran away, leaving me with a jumping ponytail and a beautiful background. I took photos, but I can't remember anything.

It was August 2009 1, the last day of the cram school.

We haven't seen each other since then. The next day, she was gone. I walked alone in the empty classroom, remembering the countless forests here. How I wish, like on TV, she could suddenly appear behind me and look at each other for an instant. I kind of hope that she can appear in front of me and sit with me, just sitting like this. I hope we can go for a walk in the park, so that we can walk together for a while.

Later, we were both senior three, and the contact was only intermittent through mobile phones. After I entered senior three, I continued to enroll in cram schools there every weekend. People think I'm sprinting for the college entrance examination. In fact, I just want to go back and see the place where we study every week and miss what happened here.

Every weekend, I try to contact you. I don't leave messages in your space, on your QQ or send you short messages. I thought you were busy studying and your mobile phone didn't work well. Maybe you don't really like me, so you won't miss me and contact me. But I prefer to believe that you are different, and mobile phones are not inseparable from you like most people. It took me ten days and a half months to reply to my message, or even longer. Because it has been like this for years. So our communication is intermittent and sporadic.

Later, I failed in the college entrance examination. If I am in the abyss, I will feel cold in summer. One day I stayed in my room and lost my mind. I want to call you and ask how you did in the exam and which university you applied for. But I didn't contact you because I was too proud. Because I guess you will apply for a big city like Beijing and Shanghai, but I won't. Suddenly I feel that I don't deserve you. Later, I regretted my lack of foresight. If I had bravely made a phone call and filled in the same wishes as you, maybe I would be with you now.

I went to Chongqing in college, but you are in Zhejiang. Not only because of the distance, but later I learned that your home is as rich as a jewel, which makes it difficult for me to catch this candle. It also makes my feelings for you more disillusioned. We have a little contact from time to time in college, and you are still the same. In addition to calling directly, it usually takes a long time to wait for your reply. I'm glad that we call every traditional festival. Either I call you or you call me and speak my hometown dialect, which makes my homesickness feel warm.

Because you are so kind, I only worship you as a goddess, but not as brave as I used to pursue. I talked about several relationships in college, and it's all over. It's really hard to start a new relationship with one heart on one person, although we have always been good friends.

Freshman, I still remember a QQ video, which was the only video. The light on your side is so dim that I can hardly see you clearly. You made a gesture of love to me with a faint light. I had a girlfriend at that time, and I really wanted to buy a plane ticket and fly to your side immediately to tell you this long-lasting miss. I resisted the impulse. I didn't think I could do it.

I never said I liked you. I remember one rare time, when you were by your mobile phone and we chatted. I said that in fact, I have always had you in my heart and have had a crush on you for many years. You are the goddess in my heart, and I dare not go near you. Unfortunately, I have a girlfriend now. Why do you think I didn't do it earlier? She said I was a shy person, and I needed to take the initiative in this kind of thing.

In my junior year, I tried to fall in love with my girlfriend at that time. I decided to break up with her, and I didn't want to delay someone like this, because I didn't love her so much. I also want to know the taste of mutual love.

One day, you suddenly sent me a WeChat. You said you were exhausted when you went back to the dormitory after shopping in the supermarket. I wish you were here. I forgot what I answered. I remember that the screen was locked and the phone was silent for a long time.

One day you wrote in QQ space, "If Mao Mao and I are in the same university, I want to pester him when there is no class on Sunday, and take a short time to accompany me to the library to read. Don't talk or chat, just sit quietly next to me and read carefully. The final exam is coming. I hope he can go to the library with me to study hard. If Mao Mao is really in the same university, I also hope that he can recite it every day. "

I finally bravely wrote you a letter and sent it to you by express. In the letter, I wrote down in detail when I began to like you, what I like about you, and how much I miss you. There is a sentence in it that I will never forget. "After many years, if you are unmarried, if I am unmarried, let's get married!"

I never thought about having you right away, and I never thought about liking you in exchange for liking me. What a silly girl you were at that time, pure as water, never in love, like a wet behind the ears little princess, afraid that you needed a boyfriend just because you were lonely.

I have been waiting for your reply since the letter was sent. Finally, I got a call from the courier one day. I guess it was your reply. I put on my shoes at once and ran to the reception room to get the express. It takes more than ten minutes to walk from the dormitory to the school gate, and I arrived in five minutes that day. As a result, I didn't bring my student ID card and wouldn't let me take it. I ran back to my dormitory in summer and called my roommate on the way to help me throw my student ID card away from the upstairs. Going back and forth, it's already full of sweat, so don't mention the excitement and tension of holding the courier in your hand. I have been hesitating whether to go to the dormitory or go back to the dormitory. Finally, I can't help feeling anxious. I sat down in the school Woods and opened the express. It was a book, and I turned it over at once. There are no words on the first side, no words on the second side and no words on the last side. What does this mean? Think hard, is it a wordless gobbledygook, should it be soaked in water? I shook it a few times and didn't catch anything. Finally, I found a sentence in the middle page:

"Many years later, if you don't marry, if I don't marry, let's get married! -Danny "

It is conceivable that my mood at that time was completely confused, and I didn't expect such a reply at all.

One night a few months later, you said that your family introduced you to a blind date and you didn't like it. Show me the ring your mother bought you. You can be your boyfriend that night. It took me a long time to reply to your wechat at 4 or 5 in the middle of the night. Because I was sitting alone on the stairs of the dormitory, smoking a cigarette and thinking for a long time. I was stupid again and turned you down. Because I still can't overcome my inner inferiority, I'm just a poor scholar, and my family is poor and rural, so I really don't deserve you. Although you say you don't care, we can create a life together. I thought at that time, when I graduated, found a job and achieved something, my potential began to show. If you are still single, I will not hesitate. I give myself three years.

Maybe for so many years, you have always had me in your heart and have a good impression on me. But I have never been active, and my timidity has made you lose hope. One day, you sent a message saying that you have a boyfriend and told me his name. He also said that if we go to the same university, maybe the outcome will be different, even if it is a university in the same city. .

I blessed you then. I am still dreaming that if we are not married, our agreement may still come true and there will be a day when we are destined to share.

Half a year later, I saw your marriage certificate in QQ space. Then I saw that you have a lovely daughter.

Youth is used to prying into each other's minds, and the acquired mind never asks to wait for each other. Everything came suddenly and unprepared. Even if you spend all your youth on unrequited love, you can't catch the best love. We know that it is fate that two people can be together, and we all know that it will be like this in our hearts, just like a dream.

Later, I had a new girlfriend, very virtuous, very sensible, very fond of me, quite suitable, very different from you.

2015165438+1October 22nd was Sunday, and you sent a wechat that afternoon, which was an invitation.

"Mao Mao, can you come when you are free? Bring your family. " Your first sentence.

"65438+February 3 1? What a coincidence that day, I went back to L City to get a marriage certificate. I'll come when I'm free that day, and I can't bring a red envelope. " I read the news of your marriage the other day, but I didn't expect to be invited.

After such a long time, it is also a puzzling feeling to receive her wedding invitation. Later, I learned that on that day, not only did she have a wedding, but I also got a certificate. Coincidentally, the ex-girlfriend also received the certificate on the same day.

"I hope you can come. With your blessing, I will hide it in my heart and print it in my mind. " This sentence makes me want to witness that scene more.

That day, I still came. I took my fiancee to her wedding, watching her wearing a wedding dress from a distance, without saying hello to her. Sit there quietly and watch the whole wedding. When she came to propose a toast from table to table and came to my table, I stood up and wished her a happy and long marriage and introduced my fiancee who came with me.

The fairy-tale agreement now has an ending.

The fate is unknown. If you miss it once, you will never meet it again. I will never forget these regrets.