Only memories accompany me.

That year you were sunny, that year I was innocent. After several years, then we all grew up, and then we all changed. Then we got separated. Then, you forget me, and I can only take those memories you don't want as my life. Notes before the text of a book or after the title of an article.

one

The lights outside the window are dim and people are coming and going in the street. But I can't get in here all the time, and I can't get in this bustling city. I'm still that stupid girl in the mountains who doesn't understand the world. Live in your own world forever.

They all ask why I have been in this society for so many years, and I still can't see the reality clearly, just like I just left school. In fact, I also want to change, but I just don't have the courage to go out. Maybe this is not a good state of life, but it is a good state of self-protection. I'm rude, I'm grumpy, I'm confused, I'm an idiot, and I can't even tell good from bad. How can I have the courage to blend in with such a miserable person?

They say I love to laugh, and some people say my smile is too pale and perfunctory. I don't know their more comments, and I don't want to know. I don't laugh at them, only at myself. Smiling at myself proves that I am very happy. I don't want to make myself miserable. I'm either timid or running away. I just want to live a stable life and an ordinary and happy life. Obviously sorry for myself, because even so, I am still unhappy.

Someone once broke into my world and tried to take me away. However, the last outstretched hand was mercilessly photographed by him.

two

On the day I met him, it was raining, neither too big nor too small. On my colleagues' birthdays, I was dragged by them to sing K, a place that is neither big nor advanced, and there are many people who are not chaotic. The light inside is a little uncomfortable, but it is also very exciting, because I have read too many books and I am a little excited to be in it.

After entering the private room, I accidentally saw many people. I thought it was just a few of us, so many people suddenly appeared, and some didn't adapt. I sat in the corner and didn't answer people, because my colleague was the protagonist and ignored me. I don't mind this, and I'm not used to being the center of attention.

Sitting in the corner, holding a mobile phone, I may be out of place at this time. A man appeared in front of me with a glass of wine. Why doesn't he play with everyone? It's embarrassing for you to do so. I don't know. I thought you didn't want to come! I really can't see my face clearly because of the light. All I know is that a stone in my ear is bright and bright, and its voice is clean and pleasant. Tall and thin is my type.

He handed me a glass of wine. Would you like something to drink? I picked it up and gulped it down. Why not? I don't deny that what he said stimulated me. I never thought about giving up face. When he said that, it showed how arrogant and unreasonable I was. He looked at me for a while and sat down next to me.

Is this your first time here? I looked at him silently for a while. Yes No wonder you look so shy. No one here will eat you, and you are not attractive. He gave me a look and said while drinking wine. I'm not afraid of being kidnapped. I'm just not used to it. I bowed my head and went back. After a while, it's ripe. I don't want to sit around and wait for them to leave. It's not a bad thing to have someone to chat with me.

It seems that many people know him. People keep coming to talk to him and buy him a drink. I was not spared, and I was drunk together. I was embarrassed to refuse. I drank a lot that night, and I can't remember when I left later. All I remember is that he helped me into the taxi and I threw up. When I woke up, I was in a strange environment, but there were no men around me like those on TV. There was only a note saying that my colleague and boyfriend had left and asked him to take me back, but I was too drunk to know how to get back, let alone how to get back, so he took me to the hotel. Tell me not to leave in the morning. He will buy breakfast and send me back after eating. Suddenly feel very warm. No one has been so considerate to me for a long time. Not to mention someone you just met.

So I waited for him to come to me after washing, and soon the doorbell rang and opened the door. This is the first time I've seen him. It's not particularly nice, but it's sunny. Let's have dinner and take me home. Talking and laughing all the way, I have to say that I feel very comfortable with him.

three

I thought it was just the relationship between passers-by A and B after this time, because we didn't even know each other's names. When I get back to the dormitory, my colleagues will come up and pull me. Isn't this guy good? Look, you get along well. Her name is light light blue. We are in the same class, the same community and the same dormitory. Maybe this is fate. How come? Do you want to be a matchmaker? I squinted at her and said with a smile. No, I just think that if you want to get along, you should be together. You're all single anyway.

It turns out that being single for too long, people around you are beginning to worry. I was wondering whether to find someone to taste the taste of love with, and I unconsciously thought of him. If only I could really find an understanding person like him as a boyfriend. Interrupt forcibly. What are you thinking? People who know their names after only one day together should not have excessive ideas. I'm not sure whether we'll have a chance to meet again.

I thought it was just a short episode, and I won't have a chance to meet it again. One day, I saw him on the commuter bus to work. We actually work in a company, and I'm a little excited. I don't know what to say, so I can only smile at him. He came and sat next to me, chatting happily, and then naturally knew his name, Yang Shuai. After that, we can meet in the car almost every day, and then go to the company together every day. The seeds in my heart began to sprout, and the troubles of going to work every day turned into expectations. I fell in love with him, I said to myself. This should be a secret love. He doesn't know I like him yet.

spend freely

Tanabata arrived, and influenced by my colleagues around me, I also decided to take a step for myself. I want to be near you, I want to be by your side, and I want to know something about you that I don't know.

I prepared the oldest gift, chocolate. I prepared the oldest confession. I like you. I've prepared the most outdated plot to drag you to an empty corner. But what I'm not ready for is that you like me just right, and you have to confess to me just right.

When your roses reach out to me, happiness is about to overflow. I didn't pick your roses foolishly, but I gave you my chocolate. Because, at that time, my thought was, I don't eat chocolate. How can I give you chocolate if I accept roses? I can't waste it.

Naturally, we are together. Go to work hand in hand every day, and then go off work hand in hand. I just thought we would be together forever.

If, if you didn't see that scene. I really think I am the luckiest and happiest person in the world.

five

That night, I couldn't stop bleeding because of a nosebleed. I took medicine from the infirmary and heard someone arguing. Actually, at first, I really didn't know it was you. I went to get the medicine back. I see you are still arguing and chatting. I looked around the corner several times, and I saw light light blue. I saw her crying because I wanted to go up and persuade her. I just took a step when I heard your voice.

I was dumbfounded at that time. What are you arguing about? I did what I always despised. Listen to the corner. Listen to your quarrel. I will cover my mouth and stop sobbing. I'm so stupid. I really thought

I don't know how long I listened, but I walked away quietly. I missed my job for the first time. It's dark and I don't know where to go. All I know is that tears are flowing and my heart is hurting. I don't like you. Besides, you are with Liang Xiao now, so you are very good together. But you know I like you. If you hadn't told me you liked him on Valentine's Day. Xiao Liang and I won't have this kind of thing. It turns out that our relationship started after you were rejected. It turns out that the happiness I thought was given because you felt embarrassed. It turns out that my happiness is just my misunderstanding.

I don't know how to face you or how to get along. I don't know. Should I tell you? I know everything. I squatted at the foot of the fence, and I couldn't control my sadness. I am not an extreme person, but this time, this kind of sadness has gradually amplified in my heart. Zoom in, I can't bear it.

Land (dry)

I wish it wasn't always on, so I wouldn't have to face you. I really can't be that natural. What should I do? There is a thorn in my heart, how can I stand in front of you intact? It's not all your fault, but it really hurts me. I know I can't blame you. I know you didn't mean it. But what you don't know is, coincidentally, I like you, too.

God didn't seem to hear my prayer, but he opened it without hesitation, didn't come home all night, called in sick and went back to rest. Go back to the dormitory, nest on the bed and cover yourself with a quilt. Too long cold and long-lost warmth made my eyes dim again.

Sleeping in a daze, waking up in a daze, I don't know how long it has been repeated. Nightmares are always constant, always dreaming that you are holding hands with her and standing in front of me to speak ill of you. I know that light light blue is back, and she is doing things quietly. Maybe, she is afraid to disturb me. I heard her calling me, but I didn't have the strength to promise her. I feel someone pulling my quilt and touching my forehead. Then someone brought me medicine and twisted a towel. But there's nothing I can do. It's just tears keep flowing.

It is false not to be moved. I know she is very kind to me. However, I really don't know how to face it. I heard her sigh, then made a phone call in a low voice and went out. I don't know what I'm doing outside. Are you going to see him? Light light blue also likes handsome, right? In front of my eyes, fragments of them together flashed from time to time. It turned out that I was too slow to see it myself. If I had seen it earlier, where would I be so sad at this time?

seven

It is dawn again. I got up and went to work in the company, but I was even more silent. Seeing him, I can't laugh anymore. Light light blue came to see me for dinner, and I suddenly felt so embarrassed that I refused. I feel guilty to see her leave in disappointment. I shouldn't have done this to her. She didn't mean to hurt me.

I was drinking coffee alone in the lounge, and it took me two hours before I knew it. The day passed in a daze and I got off work in the afternoon. I deliberately delayed for a long time, but I just felt that I couldn't face you and wanted to be alone. I know it is impossible to hide like this, but I really don't know how to face it.

Betrayed by someone you care about, is that betrayal? The kind of attention you can't live without, can't let go, and then you can't control it. After paying attention, you will always get hurt. Make yourself so embarrassed, but continue to do stupid things that hurt yourself. I'm really tired. I can't go without it. I'm afraid I misunderstood you.

I don't want to see what will happen to you in the end. I'm afraid of what I want to see. I'm afraid that's not what I want to see. I was ambivalent, so I quietly decided to leave. Dragging a suitcase alone, and none of you are here. Change your phone number, change someone you can contact. From then on, I began to live a quieter life alone.

I didn't abandon this relationship. I left first, but you don't want it. I am cold and cool, and you are warm sunshine. You can't warm me, so we can't. All along, I am the one who wants it.

eight

In the past six months, I blocked everything from you in my own way. Occasionally, inadvertently, loosen your ears and listen to everything about you. Maybe I haven't fully adapted. Tell me why a habit is so easy to form. I want to quit, but it's just so hard.

Maybe I'm too determined, maybe I'm too mean. I am too mean to be perfect, so I would rather give up friendship and love together. I'd rather get hurt myself I'd rather hide alone to make up for it than let others come near me to comfort me.

Later, I heard that you called me. Then I heard you say you like me. Later, I heard that you are still with light light blue. Later I heard that you were very happy. Everything I don't want to hear keeps pouring into my ears.

I clung to our memories until I could come out completely. This relationship, from the beginning to the end, is only half a year. But I also left you at the same time, but only these six months have had such a profound impact on me. Want to forget, can't forget; I want to lose it, but I can't. I can only keep my memory shamelessly and live a personal life. Living a lonely life with terrible habits, I feel more like a ronin. Nowhere to go, just me. Only memories accompany me.

Baby, thank you for accompanying me with a love letter.

Nice to meet you these days, baby. Thank you for accompanying me. Recalling the process of our acquaintance, I smiled from the heart. It's incredible to think about the mysterious ocean and our reality. I think god arranged for us to meet.

Baby, although far apart, I always think that no matter how far the geographical boundaries are, dear, I miss the distance between your heartbeats! No matter how far away, my heart belongs only to you. Although we used to quarrel all the time, we were happy on the whole. After that quarrel, I understand that I won't quarrel with you, and I won't quarrel with you. I will love you, spoil you and be good to you forever. I want you to know that in this world, no matter when and where, my heart will always care about you and the most important person in my life!

Being apart from each other can't stop my love for you. No matter where I am, please believe that in this ever-changing world, there is an unchanging heart thinking of you all the time! Thinking of you! Although it is a bit difficult to fall in love now, I believe that one day there will be bitter and sweet times. I will give you strength and more love, and I will always be with you.

Baby, you work hard, and I will understand you no matter how angry you are. I will do better in the role of boyfriend and make you a happy woman. I hope the love between us, like the running water in a stream, can flow to the distance in a clear, calm, happy and worry-free way.

Baby, I love you! ! ! Even saying I love you is not enough, so I decided to say I love you all my life. Baby, I love you very much! !

Talking about loneliness is only accompanied by wine.

The older you get, the more scared you get. People who are lonely inside may only be accompanied by wine. Some people will still strut and torture you even if you let them go.

Talking about loneliness is only accompanied by wine.

1. When night comes, only loneliness can accompany you. A cigarette and a bottle of wine can solve many troubles.

Second, the most helpless thing for a man is that he likes the person he loves most in his life when he has nothing, but he can't find a person who really loves you when he has everything. Only regret and loneliness accompany you. One person drinks one evening, one car and one dog is the most chic life!

Third, you are accompanied by loneliness, you have stories and wine, you can write poems like Li Bai, but there is only yourself in your poems, so you are the only one, and you should appreciate yourself!

Fourth, gradually found that the original lonely night, only wine is the best companion!

Five, another night of being drunk alone. I was only accompanied by wine, cigarettes, and a lonely night with light rain.

Six, lonely night, there is no lover around, only accompanied by wine and smoke, endless loneliness.

Seven, in this world where people eat people and don't spit bones, in this world where no one wants to, only inferior cigarettes and mellow wine accompany them from work. Lonely past.

Eight, it seems that I only have loneliness and wine, looking forward to the future and going back to the past.

I have no porridge in the morning and no wine in the middle of the night, only a lonely wolf accompanies me.

Ten, some happiness, others may not understand; Some sadness may not be felt by others. Some tired, tired in the body, some tired, tired in the heart; Some tears hang on my face and hurt my heart; I have been single for a long time, and I can't find anyone to tell me about my sufferings. Only loneliness and alcohol anesthesia accompany me!

Eleven, smoking posture is becoming more and more casual, the way to open wine is becoming more and more skilled, but there is only loneliness around.

Every time I finish drinking, I have a strong feeling that in this huge city, I am the only one with company, but I can't avoid loneliness. But I still like Guangzhou. Well, don't forget your key next time, so you won't be so sad.

Thirteen, many things are your own business, and I gradually understand that I don't need other people's advice and companionship. My world is just me. I hope all wandering people have wine to drink, and lonely people have singing.

The so-called letting go may be when you are drunk and sentimental, telling how much you expect the company of your friends, how lonely and sad you are, and only simple comfort. How sad I was before.

Fifteen, listening to the silence of the night, a little lonely, a little comfortable, a little relieved, only at night can you be inspired. Is it lucky to always wake up at night and be inspired, or is the story too long, too much wine and too little talk about dawn? Maybe it's not just waking up suddenly, but it's hard to sleep anymore! Good morning ~ ~

Sixteen, I ate my senior's graduation wine today, and I was full of melancholy. I think I will be alone next year.

17. Only when you have really experienced loneliness can you understand the meaning of companionship. We meet many people every day, talk a lot, laugh a few times and drink good wine, but how many people can understand you?

Maybe people are doomed to be lonely. The wine is speechless, and the more you smoke, the shorter you smoke. At this time, only one heart is calm, and it seems that loneliness can be enjoyed.

Nineteen, I know I am stupid and naive, and everything is self-righteous. Why? There is no room for me in this world. I only have wine to accompany me. I don't have many friends. I am afraid of loneliness. I just want a real friend to accompany me. I don't like talking since I was a child. Talk nonsense when you grow up. Maybe that's why I didn't like talking when I was a child.

Twenty, wine is a good thing, whether you are tired, sad, lonely or confused, only she can accompany you to sleep at any time and anywhere, or accompany you until dawn.

Twenty-one, in recent years, a person has traveled a lot and seen a lot of scenery. I've never felt lonely and lost like tonight. People and things around you are changing. I don't want to numb myself. I don't want to escape for a few years. If you are tired for a long time, you suddenly want to say it. Looking around or looking at the lonely figure. I just haven't drunk for a long time. The amount of alcohol is not as good as before!

Twenty-two, don't like the taste of wine, don't like the feeling of alcohol stimulation. But silently, I learned to get drunk at lonely nights and got used to the company of alcohol. Maybe only in this way can I fall asleep in the empty night. The glass fell, the ground shattered, and the tearful face fell asleep peacefully. You'll never think of me like this again.

In the past, many ways of making friends were not just drinking, but also drinking. How much do real friends know after drinking? Fall into a state of not being drunk for a thousand cups and having fewer friends, and the more you drink, the more lonely you become. He was accompanied by alcoholic hepatitis, hyperlipidemia and hypertension. ......

On a cold winter night, it rained heavily. When I was sad, I squatted in the corner alone, accompanied by only cigarettes and wine. No one can understand this loneliness. I hope you'll be fine after 20xx.

Twenty-five, the only things that accompany me in the middle of the night are lonely wine and lonely smoke, and good night after mumbling.

Twenty-six or two years ago, I fell into an ice hole and couldn't climb out again. It was particularly cold and lonely! Only wine and dogs accompany you every day! That day will come soon, and I will climb out!

Twenty-seven, not afraid of loneliness; Not afraid of setbacks; So I chose a person to stay in this strange city; Only cigarettes and wine can accompany me.

28. Suddenly there is a sense of loneliness in a foreign land. Loneliness is not terrible. The terrible thing is that there is no hope. I can't breathe. There are only cigarettes, wine and neon lights outside my window. Night after night, day after day, the world is boundless. I don't know where my home is, it's a vast sea of people. We have to look for it all our lives.

Twenty-nine, when you rummage through the address book and circle of friends, you will find that you are helpless and don't even have a speaker. Even if someone is so late, you can't disturb her. This time you will find that the world is abandoning you! There is only alcohol and tobacco around you, maybe loneliness is around you!

Thirty, have some wine, maybe I can calm down. My friends around me seem to be in a mood, so I won't go to the appointment. Let's solve it in the shop downstairs. Perhaps loneliness will accompany me for a long time, and only loneliness can calm me down. I shouldn't live like this anymore. I am kind, but it doesn't mean that I can always be kind.

Thirty-one, girls are lonely, accompanied by a bunch of people, boys are lonely, only accompanied by alcohol and tobacco. How many bottles of wine have I drunk these days on National Day?

Thirty-two, the last thing I don't want to accompany myself is the smoke in my mouth, the wine in my hand, and the loneliness in the long night. It's good that we have a common home.

We are at the top of the Western Hills, and the wind at night is charming and heartbreaking. We looked at the city that has been accompanied by bubbling beer and cool breeze blowing in our ears, and quietly looked at the lights at the foot of the mountain. Loneliness and loss, troubles and melancholy all go with the wine, and drift away with the wind. There is no sadness with you, only the evening breeze and wine.

Thirty-four, no more greetings, no more grouping, only myself and maybe loneliness and wine are with me.

Thirty-five, a person has been lonely for a long time, only accompanied by wine, there is no empathy in the world, and the needle is not stuck in others, so you never know how painful it is, so being a single aristocrat is vague about the status quo and afraid of the future!

Thirty-six, I am afraid of festivals every time. Who can understand a person's loneliness? Only wine is the best companion.

Only people's hearts are buried by time.

1, having your son is an unforgettable time for me. When I miss you, it is my sadness and happiness alone.

Every tear has its meaning, and my tears will gather for you.

Love you too much and ignore the people who love me.

Don't miss a person who betrays you. Don't believe what a man who betrays you says. What he said was an excuse.

5. How can I be born proud like me?

6. Have you ever seen me cry? Have you ever seen me collapse in an instant? Have you ever seen my fragile appearance?

7. Loving someone without reservation is like taking off your armor and fighting on the battlefield.

8. Sometimes we can comfort others with the same words, but we can't convince ourselves.

9. Don't engage in porcelain without Jin Gangzuan, and don't wear short skirts without golden hoops.

10, smiling in the sun, running in the wind and rain, pursuing him in the dream.

1 1,. I have heard people say that people are invincible! I didn't believe it at first, but after meeting you. I fully believe in this theory;

12, the old former life led the wrong red line, and Meng Po broke the world of mortals in this life.

13, a person can't succeed in this life. It depends on the memorial service.

14, love comes and goes in three words, either I love you or I'm sorry.

15, exchange the memories of the past few years with the happiness of the rest of my life.

16, every love has a romantic beginning and a bloody ending.

17, I'm not afraid of being alone, but when I get used to being alone, someone will disturb everything.

18, if one day, you are tired, you are tired, as long as you look back, my smile will be in front of you.

19, it is his disappointment that makes you infertile.

20. Do you feel that you are still the person you once laughed at?

2 1, he was old when I didn't meet him, and his warm hand was holding someone else's hand.

22. You said you didn't have me in your heart. What am I doing so stubbornly?

23. I was absent-minded several times and told the truth very superficially.

24, the mushroom is cold, heartache, why do you still miss him?

Because it's a joke, everyone will know the result in the end.

26. Many people yearn for and blindly follow the trend of the times, but unfortunately fall into a fatal whirlpool.

27. Be a person with a smile on his mouth and a happy heart.

28. I ate a small apple today, and I feel cute!

29. Play your memories in your mind like a movie. Your diary is all about you.

30.: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ Not disturbing each other is our present situation.

3 1. Restrain yourself and leave others alone.

Love is a vine that grows in our hearts.

When the crowd suddenly gets out of control, you find that you are tolerant enough.

I tried, but you didn't see it.