I just want to take the opportunity of Chinese New Year to talk to you.

The biggest feeling these days is that people who can't say a word at ordinary times have started to connect with traditional festivals. You may not dare to talk to your tutor at ordinary times, but you can pay a New Year call to him through festivals, as well as your ex who broke up but couldn't get over it. You can ask her how she is doing on this day of universal celebration.

In short, in the eyes of some people, the Chinese New Year is not just a reunion, but a window to talk to someone who misses but dares not disturb. My sister once said to me, "If the person you like doesn't say a word to you on such an important day as Chinese New Year, it may prove that you really don't matter."

On New Year's Eve, my friend sent me a picture, which is a screenshot of a boy's circle of friends. The boy wrote on it: "Baby, I will love you more in the new year." Here are 9 neat pictures. In the picture, the woman is shy and immature, and the boy in the military green coat on the left holds her shoulder.

After reading the photos, my heart tightened, and my friend sent me a few lines: This is the result of my waiting.

I was speechless for a moment. A few days ago before the Chinese New Year, my friend asked me again and again, "What do you say? Should I send him a New Year greeting? What should I say? " If I just say' Happy New Year', then I have nothing to say next, but if I say too much, is it too late? "

I have had several relationships. But at that time, she was in a dilemma like a little girl who saw something she liked but lacked money.

She can't communicate with the boy she likes normally. She was afraid that it would be wrong to talk too much, and it would be boring to talk too little. But six months ago, she was not like this. She just met this boy six months ago. That boy is a few years younger than her, and she doesn't have the composure and prudence to step into the society. But what attracted her was this unusual gay boy.

That summer, because of boredom, she went to class with her junior. On the seventh floor of the building, there is an indescribable boredom in the room. She was sitting on the sofa reading a magazine at the door, when the breeze blew through the door and the boy just came in. Wearing white short sleeves, clean and bright, she put down her magazine at first sight. Later, she went again, and the boy took the initiative to add her WeChat. When she came back, she said to me, "I just like meeting him. He is not tall, but he has a pair of peach eyes. "

I smiled and asked her, "What kind of eyes are peach blossoms?"

She said, "It's the kind where your heart sinks when he looks at you. If he smiles at you while looking at you, you always feel as if you are having an affair with him. "

At that time, everyone around her called her Amy, and only he called her Xiaomi. Helpless, she frowned and asked him, "Do you show off in an ostentatious manner? If you let me hit you like that again. "

But every time she turns her back, the corners of her mouth can't help rising, because he doesn't want to call her like others, which proves that she is special.

At that time, she wouldn't have thought that such a distinctive name was just an ambiguous game of an immature boy.

Once, she wore a short sweater with a V-neck. At noon, when they were eating hot pot, she was in a hurry to pay, and the collar of her dress fell off, but she didn't notice. Embarrassed, the boy said seriously, "You don't have to pay, just put on your clothes."

When she came back to learn from me, her eyes were filled with irresistible joy. I asked her, "Why are you in such a hurry to pay?"

She said, "There are gains and losses. He must be embarrassed to invite him to dinner as a big boy and girl, so that I can find a reason to go out with him next time. "

During that time, she has been in a state of falling in love, and every time she speaks, she can't help but transfer her fingers to that boy, and her eyes smile and bend into a crescent moon.

Sometimes they often talk late, but sometimes she sends a message that the boys don't reply at all, which makes her confused at all, but the most fatal point is that they are all single, but even the closest boys never confess.

Once I was at her house, she told me happily that they might go out to see a movie for two nights tomorrow.

The next day, there was no news from the boy, not even a message. She was afraid to ask. Before four o'clock in the afternoon, she finished painting makeup, got dressed and looked at her mobile phone again and again.

After a while, the boy sent her a message saying, "Sorry, I fell asleep. Go next time. "

For an instant, she just sat on the bed like a deflated ball. Later, the number of meetings between the two gradually decreased, and the boy never mentioned that there was another movie to make up for her.

But she never gave up and said to me, "What if there is still a chance to be together?" .

I have too many regrets in my life, and I don't want to add them myself. "

The midsummer half a day ago has gradually dissipated in the breeze. When she said this to me, it has become a biting deep winter.

It happened to be New Year's Eve. She sent a message to the boy: "What are you doing? Who are you spending New Year's Eve with? "

After two days, the boy still didn't reply to her. From the beginning of intimacy to now, there is no news at all. She panicked like a child who didn't know what she had done wrong

Ronghao Li wrote in the lyrics:

"We should forget everything,

How wonderful it was at first,

Girl's sadness and taste,

Come to a stubbornness that will accompany you all your life.

Come to a lost, even don't want to escape.

Happiness? I don't know. "

After New Year's Eve, it will be New Year's Eve. She showed me a screenshot of the boy and his new girlfriend Xiu En 'ai. I can only comfort her: "I have to say that the New Year is really a good time to show love. He has been hiding for so long. "

The girl in the photo looks very simple, a single eyelid girl who is not very good-looking. As far as appearance is concerned, she is far behind my friend. My friend is a very affectionate girl. She is slim and looks good in everything. Her dark brown hair has shiny curly hair.

But even this is not special enough, especially in the eyes of that boy.

That boy never remembers saying Happy New Year to my friend, not because he was immersed in the joy of the festival and he forgot, but because he didn't care at all.

People are looking forward to the New Year in China. Many times, they are not looking forward to the festival itself, but looking forward to saying a word to the person who is afraid to disturb at ordinary times.