I found that the boyfriend I talked about recently was just talking about loving me. In fact, I don't love me at all. I won't take any medicine after that, to save face.

You just talked recently, and you think you love him very much? Is it a bit arbitrary? Maybe some of his external factors interest you and produce a feeling similar to love, but I think true love can only be obtained through the test of time. Girls should learn to protect themselves, don't start a relationship too casually, and carefully screen before making a decision.