The price of cheating is too heavy. Orally tell the story of my cheating with my lover.

Cheating, I believe these are the two words that couples least want to hear, because its appearance will break up a complete family. Many couples must have experienced spiritual cheating in life, but such things have become a norm. If it was just mentally derailed, there was still a bit of room for redemption. But if it continues to develop, I'm afraid things won't be as easy to solve as imagined. After all, I am a living example, but the price of cheating is so heavy that I have no face to face my husband.

I live in a very happy family. My husband loves me and loves me very much. After I gave birth to my daughter, my husband didn't want me to go to work, so he asked me to take care of my daughter at home. At the beginning, it felt pretty good. I didn’t have to go to work and could just look after my children at home. But as time went by, I inevitably felt bored and wanted to find something to do to pass the time.

Six months ago, I fell in love with the Internet. It was precisely because of my addiction to the Internet that I fell into the vortex of cheating. Because my husband is usually too busy at work and has no time to accompany me. After coming home every day, my husband would just wash up and fall asleep, ignoring me at all. And when I was angry, I found a lover on the Internet. At the beginning, he and I were chatting quite well. As we chatted, we made an appointment to meet, but I didn’t expect that we would have a relationship, and I was just I want to stimulate my husband in this way.

Afterwards, I felt that what I had done was so wrong. Even in my dreams, I never thought that I would cheat on my husband. I have never gone online since then, thinking that this would make me forget what happened that day. Whenever I lie in bed late at night, I can't help but think of everything that happened that day.

I didn’t dare to tell my husband, so I planned to keep it hidden from him. During that time, my husband's attitude towards me was not very good. I was very afraid that I thought my husband knew about me, and I was always on tenterhooks every day. After a while, my husband's attitude towards me slowly improved, and I finally felt relieved.