Are there any websites with better gender columns?

Let's talk about our painful SY experience. Think of it as atonement for the evil English you committed before. I hope those who are or will be SY will pull back from the brink and not ruin themselves.

In the eyes of my parents and relatives, I am a good student. Since I was in junior high school, girls have liked me, and teachers have praised me for my fine features. At that time, I listened to my parents and had no evil thoughts. Adolescence, freshman year, accidentally came into contact with evil Ying. The reason is that a boy in the class brought a girl back to our dormitory (I lived on campus at that time, and there were two people in a dormitory). I was pretending to sleep that night, and they kept * *, about four or five times. After that, you should know that I slept under the quilt three times. Since then, it has been out of control. Download H novels and H movies from the Internet. Once a day on average. After the game, I was upset and very forgetful. I always want to sleep and don't want to talk to anyone. Within a year, karma came. Occasionally urinate and find that the urine is bifurcated. I felt the seriousness of the situation, so I looked it up on the Internet. At that time, there were many articles about SY harmless theory and SY relieving prostate pressure and promoting prostate rehabilitation, which gave me a reason to continue * *, and then I intensified. My academic performance plummeted, from the initial focus on seeds to the last junior college (this is my eternal pain). By the year I graduated from high school, I had prostatitis. Symptoms are bifurcated urine, drops of urine, white urine, premature ejaculation, low erectile hardness, low back pain, no pleasure after shooting, forgetfulness and listlessness, and the whole person looks lifeless like a dead body. At that time, I checked online again, but it was still harmless. I still said that SY twice a week is helpful for recovery. I was defeated by the experts again. I found a girlfriend in the summer vacation, crazy ZA, but I finished it in 2 minutes every time. Sometimes when I first entered S, my girlfriend didn't say anything, and I realized that I might really have a problem. But self-esteem forced me to buy an aphrodisiac, barely 10 minutes. After the summer vacation, I went to a junior college. At school, I vowed to quit SY. Less than two weeks after I quit SY, I suffered from spermatorrhea three times, which hit my self-confidence. Moreover, the university is too free, and it is easy to get in touch with the H source. My dormitory classmates basically have * * in their notebooks. I have fallen again. I had bad luck in college. I failed in the exam. I was either fired from my part-time job or I didn't like to communicate with people. I am not familiar with my classmates and dare not talk to my female classmates, but I have appeared in QJ countless times in my mind. The whole person looks like a skeleton, very obscene. I'm just wrapped in layers. I 177 weigh less than 60KG. When I go home during the winter and summer vacations, my neighbors and relatives don't want to see me.

By chance, on my way back by train, a man next to me spoke to me, and the first sentence startled me. He said, young man, you are a short-lived person. I was angry and wanted to scold him, but I held back and asked him why he said that. His words awakened me. He said that my body is very cold (my eyes are dull, my eyes are black, my eyes are dark, my ears are dull), and the reason is that you indulge too much, resulting in a serious loss of kidney essence. Without kidney essence, the five internal organs will not work. Your spleen and stomach must be empty. You are prone to retching and diarrhea when you get up in the morning. You always feel dull pain in your liver and frequent pain in your waist. Feel your ears. If your ears are soft, then your life is similar. If your ears are hard and thick, then your life is particularly hard. I touched my ears after listening, and it was really soft (you SY patients can touch your ears).

I panicked at that time. No one ever told me. I asked him if he was a doctor, and he said yes. He said that today's doctors have no medical ethics, rarely speak in public, and all take what patients are willing to accept. He went on to say that if this continues, there will be only one result, renal failure, uremia, and then either kidney replacement or death. The couple sitting opposite us looked at me with strange eyes, and I almost cried. I asked him if it was too late for me to quit now. He said that you were born with a good kidney essence, otherwise you would have been a teenager, and it is not too late to turn back now.

Whether my words are a blessing or a curse here is up to you. Remember to abstain from sex before marriage and after marriage. Like you, the kidney essence is seriously lost, and you can't have sex like SY until I am 28 years old (I am a horse at the age of 22). It is suggested to eat about 10G of black sesame every day, 5G every day after one year, and 1-2G every day after recovery. If you insist on eating, eat cooked black sesame seeds.

I almost cried, so I got up and left my seat. Hide in another car until you get to the station. When I got home, I restrained myself a lot and began to quit. Suffering from the lack of access, I just quit blindly, and the nocturnal emission at both ends of the day makes me very scared. I even want to die early. After returning to school, I worked as an intern in the unit and came into contact with the rule of abstinence from color.