I have doubts about my feelings now, and I have been depressed recently. I want to talk to someone and see what I should do. Who can help me?

At this moment, parents are the biggest reliance.

If you are in a foreign country, a trustworthy good friend is also a shoulder to lean on!

Most importantly, you should get through it, relax, read more books, read some good articles, go for a walk and enjoy the moon at night. Travel when you have time and see the great rivers and mountains. Gradually, you will forget everything and feel better. I think sometimes you have to figure it out for yourself. Others can only comfort you, but they can't solve substantive problems for you. You can also go to the wilderness and growl like a wolf.