I don't want to touch my boyfriend physically, but he always wants to touch me.

I used to be a lot like you. I didn't want to be touched by my boyfriend because I was conservative. But I like to get in touch with him very much now, and I like his body. I am willing to hold hands, hug and kiss him because of his puppy love when he was a student. It has been six years since I was completely passive at first, and now I often take the initiative. In fact, these contacts are really nothing, there is no such thing as not being a good girl after doing these things. This is normal behavior. You are too conservative, in fact, you just don't love him enough, and your mind is bound too much. Sexual behavior needs to be cautious, but normal contact is completely fine. When you love someone very much, you will be willing to make some sacrifices and changes for him, even if you take the blame to care for him. Believe me, you will like the feeling of holding hands and hugging your boyfriend.