My boyfriend killed me yesterday, and I was really helpless. I don't know what to do. .

I was once as proud as you. But you know, you can't even let go of your self-esteem in front of your lover, so what are you talking about? Love is mutual humility and respect. Maybe he broke out in a flash? Maybe something's bothering him. Come on, step back. When you both calm down, have a good talk with each other and make some changes for the future, which is good for both sides. Feelings, slowly running in. Love is noisy, isn't it?