I don't like excitement, but I long for a grand birthday.

An unusually blue sky, a few drifting white clouds, walking from the bridge to the end along the spacious road, overgrown with weeds, a few short wild trees, a dozen houses and a chessboard-like field. If you want to see something else, you can't do anything more. This is my hometown.

? If a family in the village gets married, builds a new house and is admitted to a college student, the whole village will congratulate them, and every "big event" in life will become the focus. Internally, except for the birthdays of older elders, no one in the family mentions birthdays. On children's birthdays, they add two eggs to a bowl of noodles. Even after their birthdays, their parents' birthdays were not mentioned at all. I lost 20 birthdays, so humble that I forgot a little, let alone the carefully planted Lycoris radiata.

Today is my birthday for a friend, which reminds me of the birthday I left in the middle of nowhere. In the evening, she invited me to celebrate her birthday and have dinner together. I asked, "How many people?" "Pull some people you know, I know you don't like lively scenes." She does understand me a little. I like being alone. At the sumptuous banquet, several people talked and laughed for more than an hour. Finally, she brought a little Doraemon cake (her favorite cartoon character, I know her), made a wish and turned off the light, leaving only flickering candlelight in the whole room. How beautiful, but I hurt my eyes. There is a sudden pain on my left.

? Born in a warm and cold December, I was lucky enough to meet this world and grow up silently. There were thousands of lights on that day, and it was so brilliant and long. Today, there are no more sparse stars and gorgeous fireworks that night.

? Maybe I forgot myself. It's cleaner than a rice basin licked by a cat. After so many years, fortunately, there are always a few good friends' blessings to comfort me. I think that's enough. I've always hated places where there are too many people, because the throngs of people take a breath of waste gas and suffocate me. It's inhuman torture for me to be in full view. If I have to talk to a group of people, I might as well die. I'm so melodramatic. If you really hate me, you can drag me into the crowd and yell at me. When all eyes are on me, you will get revenge. I have told you how to deal with me. You can invade me like this at any time. Anyway, I won't allow you to be as hard and soft as before, and throw a piece of ice heart into my pot when people are unprepared.

I am a little paranoid and unpredictable, just like the tide advancing and retreating in a powerless silence, isolated by mean people, just like a critically ill patient who is easily infected, waiting for a desperate bacterium to die at any time. A stagnant pool sometimes needs a drop of water to cause ripples.

I don't like excitement, but I am eager to have a grand birthday. I think there will be warm sunshine and soft clouds that day. If the wind blows on my cheek, it will also become soft. My hand-raised Manjusha Huaduo put on beautiful makeup, and everyone I met was full of warmth and sweetness for a lifetime. There are still some people, whether they love me or love me, even if they are only familiar with a name. Just give me a sincere and warm heart, and I will escort you with dozens of good wishes and love you tenderly.

? Maybe everyone who likes to be in a daze has a pure world. I like being in a daze all the time, just as I love the clouds and sky in my hometown. I never have a bottom, and I am addicted to temptation in my fantasy spare time. Lonely personality, unchangeable nature, but indulged by a shy soul in my heart.

? Every birthday has an unforgettable reason, even if it is just a simple blessing. I think, no matter who you are, you must have a grand birthday, because then, when you are bitter in your heart, it will be sweeter to think about it.

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"Go to bed early tonight."

"Why are you so early? I have to play the king. "

"Because the little fairy dream today, there will be the taste of candy. Good night. "