My mother’s temper makes me suffer

According to your description, your mother is a very strong person. She became like this because you did not meet her expectations, especially since you have not worked in the past two years. Most parents will be worried, not to mention she has a personality like yours now. It is best to adjust your mentality and find a job to make your mother feel at ease, and then have time to care and comfort her. I believe her mother will change her personality