I am an "embarrassed" person

? Recently, for some reason, I suddenly have insights into many problems in life. Let me tell you my "sorry" first!

? He has lived in the countryside since he was a child. He looks like a country man and has no talents. He is fat and stupid. The only thing he can do well is to study a little better. So I slowly grew into a fat man with a good temper that others said was friendly.

? I have never been embarrassed to take the initiative to trouble others, embarrassed to reject others.

? When I was a child, when I couldn’t understand new knowledge in class, I was embarrassed to ask the teacher for help. I was afraid that the teacher would find me annoying, so I slowly explored it on my own. When I grew up and became a teacher, I just learned that many teachers like motivated children.

? When I was a child, my deskmate would always borrow my stationery and would not return it after using it. I was too embarrassed to give it to her because I was afraid that she would no longer play with me. When I grew up, I learned that friends who always take advantage of me should have as few interactions as possible.

When people bullied me and scolded me when I was a child, I was embarrassed to talk back. I was afraid that others would laugh at me, so I would rather endure it. When I grew up, I realized that some people are just indebted. Your tolerance is seen by others as easy to bully and indebted to bullying.

? When I grow up, I am still like this. When others lend me money, I don’t want to give it but I am embarrassed to say it. I always rack my brains to think of various reasons. I am embarrassed to ask for money from others and always hesitate to ask.

Even when I grew up, I was still like this at work. My colleagues often asked for leave, and I was doing the work of two people. I was too embarrassed to ask for leave myself if anything happened.

When I grow up, I feel that I am a civilized person and I am never embarrassed to have conflicts with my mother-in-law, even if I am already furious inside.

When I grew up, I was never embarrassed to refuse when others asked for help, even if it was beyond my ability.

I am such a loser, but I am already growing, making the road ahead less embarrassing and more courageous. come on!