I want to escape from my present life. I want to escape from my present life.

1. Sometimes, I suddenly want to escape from my present life, pack simple luggage and go wandering.

Sometimes I feel that I am out of place with this world, and what I have been insisting on has been unrecognizable overnight. Sometimes, I suddenly want to escape from my present life, pack simple luggage and wander. Sometimes, I have many dreams, but I can't. Sometimes, I suddenly can't find myself and lose myself.

3, sometimes, inexplicably in a bad mood, do not want to talk to anyone, just want to be alone. Sometimes, I suddenly feel irritable, uncomfortable to see anything, bored and panicked, desperately trying to find an exit. Sometimes, I suddenly want to escape from my present life and pack my bags and travel regardless. Sometimes, when I am weak, I want to hide alone and don't want others to see my wound.

I think I want to change because I don't want to live in the status quo. Slowly, I forgot my original intention, and the harder I worked, the more I wanted to escape. I can't find an exit, or even a corner where I can stop, perhaps to escape, so I have been making excuses for myself. Later, I found that sometimes I am out of the track of life and can't find the original appearance.

I even want to escape from the real world. However, when I have insomnia for many nights, I tell myself over and over again. I can't escape from this world after all. Because I always wanted to live. You see, I am so poor now, I have to work hard. Because rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea have been around me. I can't lose touch.