WeChat official account, tell me about it.

Just write what you think, what you think.

Warm an inch of time

What do you want to give up? Tell me about it.

Adele || Wen? Adele || Figure

Some time ago, some readers asked me, are you still making an official WeChat account?

I'm still doing it.

Sounds a little forbearing. There's no need to hide it. Compared with giving up is a decision full of relaxation and pleasure, persistence is often accompanied by psychological experiences such as pain, struggle and unwillingness.

Too often, I think reading more books is a painful thing, even if it is compared with lying in bed or being bored. It's like you're in a nightmare and you can't wake up quickly, just like you know you're moving forward but you can't walk away forever.

It sounds a little sad, but I did have the idea of giving up many times.

Until today, I haven't given up, just because the original intention doesn't allow it.

Over the past year or so, I have read many official WeChat accounts, and many owners who were as excited as I was to get some color have long since disappeared.

Last week, I deleted all my fans, and we were all lost in falsehood at first, giving ourselves illusory motivation. When I sent them a message saying that I wanted to get the customs clearance form, I found that most official WeChat accounts stayed at 20 18.

There's still time. They're gone and I'm still here.

(Morning in Beijing, photo by Auntie)

Miss Adele is not my first official WeChat account. As early as the postgraduate period, I registered an official WeChat account "Wild Mang" and wanted to be a wild and edgy woman. However, this is just a follow-up behavior, and I will forget it after playing, which is especially in line with my three-minute enthusiasm.

Last summer, I suddenly realized that I haven't written for a long time, and my soul is about to be abolished, although writing itself may not have much meaning. But I need to use one thing to prove that I can persist.

Yes, it's that simple, my original intention. I just want to see if there is one thing I can insist on.

I can persist for more than a year, although I always want to be lazy and give up. But every time I put aside all vanity and go straight to the original intention, I will know: I can't give up.

There is no reason to give up. In addition to sticking to my original intention, I have always felt that these 600 readers are another motivation for me, although I know that I am just an ordinary person buried in their subscription number information list, or at the bottom of the list, I am too lazy to read it, let alone delete it.

But what if readers really expect me? What if some readers can get happiness and strength from my words? What if the reader sees himself in me? What will they do if I leave?

Every time I want to be lazy, I always fantasize that readers are waiting for me to update. I can't stand it. I feel that writing more is no longer just a way to satisfy my desire to express myself, but also to let others get emotional satisfaction or * * *.

Being needed is also the value of my official WeChat account. Although, in most cases, this demand is wishful thinking. In fact, there is no physical care!

For everyone who is an official WeChat account, the mood will fluctuate with the data: the number of fans and the amount of reading. These are two very fatal or happy questions, and most of them are fatal.

Walking, you forget the way you came. This sentence is very sad because it is so right. The same is true for the official account of WeChat. At first I told myself that I didn't care how many people watched it. I just want to find a way to stick to one thing. But once we contact the official WeChat account, our mentality has already flown, and many times we are trapped in this mentality without knowing it.

Why do others have so many fans? Why didn't I? Especially when you find that someone writes worse than you, although this comparison may be subjective.

Therefore, you will also join various mutual reading groups, leave the name of your official WeChat account on various websites, sincerely wait for other hosts to hug each other for warmth, go to major websites and articles to learn from them, and use them whenever you want, so your WeChat friends will suddenly increase dramatically. Congratulations, you almost don't know who you are.

I don't know how many official WeChat account owners have fallen in. I really went in. Now I don't think it's a shame, but I think I know it's futile to jump in. It's my nature.

In the final analysis, it is ignorant vanity, vanity ignorance.

Why do so many people pay attention? In order to reach 5000 fans as soon as possible, I started a traffic master, thinking that it was not far from realization.

Why do you need so much reading and praise? In order to make their articles appear popular, it seems that they are really recognized by so many people. Sometimes people are really strange, and it is really easy to believe when deceiving themselves.

How long will this last? Everyone is different. At the beginning of the opening of the official WeChat account, I wanted to have more than a month, and I was anxious to see my official WeChat account completed, so I pretended to be famous and met many people. I was also very excited and motivated, but the time was not up.

I don't know whether I am awake because I am lazy or because I have a clear mind. After this lasted for more than a month, I suddenly got tired of this disguise, disguising myself and the data.

Why not make it simple? At least I'm not tired of living. At least, subtraction makes life easier.

Just like after I spent money to open a traffic owner, I thought that every reader could help me get rich with a little bit. Obviously, I think too much. I'm too lazy to point myself, let alone others? At first, I even bothered my friends and asked them to help me. Now I want to regret it.

How boring! It is this indifferent interest that makes me see through the essence: the more I want it, the more tired I will be. Think about your simple original intention, but the result is a detour. The so-called avenue to Jane, but that's all.

(The yellow in Beijing, photo by Auntie)

Confused, impetuous, anxious, vain.

But the only thing I am happy about is that my writing style has never changed. I always write about my heart, what I think and what I want. I have pursued illusory data, but I have never made my own official WeChat account to cater to other people's tastes. I am very proud of this, just like I would chase hot spots and write current reviews at first, but when I realized that most news was distorted and self-satisfied, I was afraid to write hot articles. First, do not know the truth; Second, I know the truth too well; Third, I am afraid that I will become a keyboard man and attack for self-righteous justice. Even if my article has a small audience and limited dissemination, it is really difficult to feel at ease if it really hurts people.

Of course, I don't want to write about celebrity entertainment. Articles like those in which celebrities believe in love when they get married and don't believe in love when they get divorced are not suitable for me. Others have the freedom to write, and I have the right to give up. The more things you know, the more you find a lot to laugh at and less to believe. A little sad.

I may also write with my head down, and I don't like to earn royalties. I don't know if such a thing will happen. Let's just imagine, don't set limits for yourself. After all, I am a person who is divorced from work and life, from material life and spiritual life, and from survival and conscience. Strange to say, many friends who know me say that I don't eat fireworks. You are really wrong.

Off topic again. What I want to say is that if one day I write an article I don't like, it will also be used to earn the manuscript fee. As my private house, Miss Dai must ensure that she will always be clean, and the words here must be sincere. Only in this way can I feel that there is a pure place in my heart. Offense and defense are the most comfortable situations.

I once said that my dream state is that I can write both laughter and scolding, even if any of them contains personal charm. I don't know such a person. Just now, I suddenly understood that if I had enough knowledge, enough personality and enough life experience, I wouldn't have so many personal charms. So, dream less and do more.

If you tell me that you like me not because of my article, but because of me in the article, then I will go crazy with happiness.

Last week, I saw more than 20 fans receiving each other, so I sincerely sent a message to each official account host of WeChat, saying: I suddenly felt that there was no point in clearing each other up, and I planned to take it. If you like my official WeChat account, please pay attention. If you don't like it, take it decisively. I wish your official WeChat account better and better!

After sending it, I feel much more relaxed. This kind of relaxation means that I can finally be myself, and I finally return to the matter itself.

You have to go out of the data in the future. The official account of WeChat is my private residence. Since I didn't run it as a product from the beginning, I naturally don't have to expect her to help me realize my dream of getting rid of poverty and becoming rich.

When I think like this, I feel that I can spare myself!

How boring! People are so tired! Fortunately, I won't give up!

(Plums brought from home, photo by Adai)

Finally, let's end with a quote from Bai:

"Silence, is a more risky thing? In this open era, no one's words can rejuvenate the country, and no one's words can help. His own voice is just one of thousands of voices. I hope that it can converge into a force for promotion and construction, and play a role for other lives and our society ... Think about your own growth, and many epiphanies often come from the audience. "

? -Bai's "Bai Shuo"