Sad sentence elements after failing the exam

The wind blew the leaves off, and the sky was overcast, spilling ink on the once sunny sky. Another gust of wind blew into my thin clothes and shook the pale test paper that recorded my grades. Feet like lead, walking stiffly and numb, heart, falling, falling, almost desperate. ...

The bright red score shows my disappointment, and I am arrogant. Every time I look at it, it's like scattering a thumbtack and stepping into my heart. Pain makes me tremble.

Confusion, confusion, fear, when will the dawn guide me forward again?

I am incompetent, so I will use it.