The leukemia girl was abandoned by her parents, and looked at her brother's photo and cried: fortunately, it's not you who is sick. what do you think?

2018165438+1October 15, in a rural area of Jiaocheng, Shanxi Province, Wang Rujing was full of tears and gently stroked the photo taken with her younger brother when she was a child. Tears did not fall, but she smiled first. "Fortunately, it's not you who are sick, otherwise my parents will feel even more distressed ..."15 years old. "My brother is my parents' only son and their hope for the rest of their lives. I am glad that God chose me instead of my brother. " Wang Rujing's smile is actually a kind of self-comfort.

20 18 10, Wang Rujing just entered the third grade, and she couldn't stop nosebleeds for several days. She had a premonition that the situation was serious. Her mother took her to Shanxi Grand Hospital, and Wang Rujing was diagnosed as acute myeloid leukemia by M2. In the hospital, Wang Rujing's high fever lasted for more than a month, resulting in almost failure of heart and lung organs. In order to survive, she can only risk chemotherapy to control leukemia. Wang Rujing received chemotherapy four times in a row. Although the toxicity of chemotherapy drugs made her beautiful black hair fall off, fortunately, she controlled her illness.

The good times didn't last long, and Wang Rujing was told that leukemia had recurred. "The doctor said that it is meaningless to continue chemotherapy. Bone marrow must be transplanted immediately, but we have to raise the money ourselves." Every time I recall the day when I took my daughter home from the hospital and gave up treatment, my mother burst into tears. Bone marrow transplantation needs at least 500 thousand, plus late rejection even millions. This huge treatment fee is far from what this poor rural family can afford.

Wang Rujing's father works in the city all the year round, and her mother is responsible for taking care of her and her brother at home. The family's economic conditions are average. The family lived happily until they learned that their daughter had leukemia. As the eldest daughter, Wang Rujing was obedient and sensible from an early age. Since giving up treatment and returning to her hometown in July, she has stayed at home every day to recuperate. When she feels better, she will read and study for a while. In Wang Rujing's mind, she doesn't blame her parents for choosing to give up on themselves, because she also knows that the previous treatment has cost 300,000 yuan, not only spending 80,000 savings at home, but also owing a foreign debt.

Myeloid leukemia M2, the best treatment is bone marrow transplantation. In the doctor's mouth, this is the only way to keep Wang Rujing alive. However, for this poor peasant family due to illness, it is really out of reach to raise 300,000 yuan in the early stage and borrow all relatives and friends, and now it needs 500,000 yuan for bone marrow transplantation. On the one hand, there is hope of survival as long as bone marrow is transplanted, on the other hand, the cost of transplantation is out of reach ... Why doesn't Wang Rujing, who has never really experienced all kinds of life, want to live?

Wang Rujing also has a 12-year-old brother, who is the person she is most worried about except her parents. "growing up, no matter what my mother bought me, he always took my things, even my doll ... but now I regret it. Although I am my sister, I have never let him go once. " Wang Rujing said that she had never bought a gift for her brother. Now her biggest wish is to buy an Altman, because this is the toy that her brother wants most.

"I'm glad leukemia didn't happen to my brother. My brother is the only son of my parents. If he unfortunately gets this disease, how can my parents live? " Looking at the photo with his younger brother, Wang Rujing's eyes were full of tears. She tried to comfort herself with this reason. Wang Rujing gradually pulled away from the shadow of illness and learned cognitive life again. Now, she wishes her brother good health, safe life and filial piety to his parents in the future.

My brother has become more sensible since my sister fell ill. He not only gave all the 200 pocket money he had saved for many years to his parents, but also gave it to his sister first, instead of grabbing the remote control from her. My brother's grades are poor, and he counts down in the class all the year round, so Wang Rujing waits for his brother to come home every day, and then actively helps him with his homework. "I study so well and I don't want my brother's grades to be poor."

In order to prevent infection, Wang Rujing basically doesn't go out every day, but she sometimes looks in the mirror with a wig. Even without beautiful long hair, she still has a heart for beauty. Behind the poverty caused by illness is deep helplessness. Perhaps with this 500,000 yuan transplant fee, you can get a fresh life, parents will not lose their daughters, and younger brothers will not have to bear the pain of "separation" from their sisters.