I don’t want to graduate because my four years of college were wasted.

As a senior, I will leave the campus where I have stayed for four years next July, go to a strange city, and meet new people and things.

I can’t find a job, and I can’t even figure out the topic for my graduation thesis. It’s so annoying. I really don’t want to graduate... I think most people are like me. They usually complain that they don’t want to go to class, but now I finally can. I no longer have to go to class, but I am full of anxiety and reluctance. I don’t want to graduate and face the future alone.

The reason why I don’t want to graduate is because I don’t cherish my four years in college. This kind of unwillingness is the remorse and regret for the wasted time.

I am a scumbag from elementary school lurking in 211,985 colleges and universities. In college life, I clearly realized the gap between people, whether it is family background, vision and ability, or various skills, talents, connections, and natural appearance. In such an environment, I feel inferior, and what is more terrible than inferiority is being content with the status quo and not doing anything.

In terms of looks, I can barely tell my gender. In terms of grades, I can only occasionally win the lowest scholarship. In terms of talent, I have no talent. In terms of connections, I am not good at getting along with people. When it comes to dealing with people, I am just such an ordinary scumbag, a scumbag with no shining points.

Four years in college are enough to change a person too much. I hate myself for not living up to expectations and doing nothing, and wasting away the precious four years in a daze. People's laziness can really destroy people. In the past few years, I have been too lazy to do anything, too lazy to participate in competitions, too lazy to find internships, let alone studying. This resulted in me having nothing to write except basic information when making my resume.

My high school classmate A, his grades in high school were not as good as mine, and he went to a second-tier university in the province. However, in the past few years in college, he not only worked hard to achieve excellent academic results, but also used his spare time to learn professional auxiliary knowledge and software, spent a lot of time forming a team to participate in competitions, won many awards and several national scholarships, and In my junior year, I started to serve as a freshman counselor. Of course, he got an offer from a famous company early. If a person is excellent, he doesn’t need to worry about his future at all. Only when you are not good enough, you will look forward and backward with fear, because you chose comfort during those times when you should have worked hard.

The reason why I don’t want to graduate is because I am afraid of facing the unknown future, and I am afraid that I am not strong enough and will lose the right to choose in the face of reality.

After living carefree on campus for so many years, I have nothing to worry about except studying. But now, facing graduation, I am no longer a child.

I follow recruitment websites every day, attend seminars, and submit countless resumes, but very few invite me for interviews. After so many days, I only receive one that has nothing to do with my professional interests. Among the offers I'm interested in, the ones I'm interested in don't want me, and the ones who want me don't want to go. You see, a bad scumbag like me is ugly and has a lot of troubles. There is no way ╮(╯_╰)╭, why do I not have a sparkling resume, let alone solid abilities and skills. I can foresee that before graduation, I will probably choose a job that I am not very satisfied with. If I don't work hard, I will only be chosen, chosen by work, chosen by society, and even chosen by love.

So, little brats, college is definitely not for sleeping in, playing with mobile phones, and certainly not for playing games. In four years, you can make good use of this time to make yourself better and become better. Maybe none of us will be the best, but as long as you have the courage to change, I believe that you will be better when you take the next step. At the moment when you are in college, you have no regrets or regrets. What you have is confidence, a beautiful vision for the future, and expectations for yourself.