Are you okay in heaven? Prose essay

Grandma has left us for many years, but I can still think of her from time to time in my heart. Her kind face is still vivid. Her kind words, like spring rain, moisten my heart. No matter where I go and how my life is, there is a deep affection that warms me from beginning to end, and a ray of warm sunshine shines on me. The person who shines warmly on me is my closest relative-grandma.

Grandma was born in the 1920s. If she were still alive, she would be nearly a hundred years old. Grandma's girlhood was the darkest and poorest time in China. At that time, warlords were in melee, soldiers and disasters were linked, and there was sorrow everywhere, and the people were in hot water. In order to survive, when my grandmother was young, she followed her parents to plow the fields, collect firewood and herd cattle, get up early and get greedy for the dark, day and night, never wore a new dress and never had a full meal. Grandma struggled in poverty and hot water, suffered all kinds of hardships and suffered countless crimes.

Because grandma's house has no tiles above and no space below, grandma has never entered the school gate and has no formal education. She is a typical illiterate and doesn't know a word. However, grandma's memory is amazing. As long as she has heard words, idioms or famous sayings and aphorisms spoken by others, she will soon be able to remember, recite and even be completely accepted and used by her. Therefore, grandma sometimes makes a long speech and makes a reasonable argument. People who don't know the details think that grandma has read a lot.

Grandma's fate has not changed much after she got married, because her grandparents have many brothers and sisters, heavy burdens and difficult living conditions. Especially after separation, due to grandpa's poor health, the burden of life of a family of seven is all on grandma's weak shoulders. Have children in the fields during the day and do housework at night. There are five children to be cared for by education, and the hardships of life can be imagined. Although my grandmother is illiterate and blind, she has the traditional virtues of the Chinese nation: hard-working, knowledgeable, a good wife and mother at home and an expert at work when she goes out.

In the era of large collective, because grandma's family worked hard, earned less and naturally ate less, the family's life was unbearable. In order to solve the problem that the whole family's dishes are green and yellow, grandma asks for leave in spring and takes her uncle and aunt to pick vegetables and dig bamboo shoots. Go to pick wild mushrooms and catch river fish in summer; In autumn, I dig wild kudzu to pick wild fruits, catch sparrows and gophers in winter, try my best to subsidize food and nutrition, and barely feed and warm the family. Grandma is such a person who is good at overall planning and careful calculation.

In order to provide for their uncles and aunts to go to school, grandma racked her brains to raise tuition for them. She used the rest time of others at noon to cut wood and grass in the mountains and sell them to the school cafeteria, collecting waste products from house to house and selling popsicles. In that era of "class struggle", grandma was accused of "taking the capitalist road" and became the object of "dictatorship" of the proletariat, and was taken to wear a top hat and paraded in the streets. In order to make money, grandma does everything except violate the law and discipline, no matter how dirty, bitter and tired. In a word, grandma can give anything for her family and her children, and she has no regrets. Grandma is such a kind and selfless person. She thinks too much about others and too little about herself. She gives too much and takes too little!

Because grandpa is in poor health and has a particularly bad temper, he gets angry with his family when he is slightly unhappy. Grandma is the first, followed by uncles and aunts. What's more, my grandfather sometimes even runs wild and beats my grandmother. Grandma, on the other hand, has a very good personality and is especially considerate of grandpa. In the face of his rudeness, she insisted on scolding him, fighting back, being patient, keeping silent, swallowing tears and caring for him as always. In the eyes of others, grandparents never bicker and fight, and they are model couples, but I don't know how much injustice and suffering grandma has suffered for this.

Grandpa lost consciousness in his left arm and left leg due to hypertension and stroke in middle age, making it difficult for him to take care of himself. In the face of grandpa's procrastination, grandma has no complaints. She shoulders the burden of taking care of her grandfather's daily life, washing her face and wiping her body, preparing water to feed medicine, massaging acupuncture and pouring urine. She always does everything by herself. In winter, grandma helps grandpa go out in the sun during the day and prepares hot water to rub his feet at night. In summer, grandma shakes the fan for grandpa to cool down, and puts on talcum powder for fear of prickly heat on grandpa. In a word, grandma takes care of grandpa and thinks about him all the time. Everyone in the village said that grandpa married a virtuous wife like grandma, which was his blessing in his last life; Grandpa is often proud of this, so grandma's reputation is also famous in Shili Baxiang.

My home is not far from my grandmother's. When I was a child, I especially liked to go to my grandmother's house. The reason is that my grandmother has two cousins the same age as me. Secondly, every time I go to grandma's house, grandma will try to get me something delicious. When I was about five or six years old, I once quarreled with two cousins at my grandmother's house over toys and finally made them cry. Grandma knew, first of all, she pulled the two cousins apart and said to the two crying cousins, "Dear grandson, the cousins are guests and you are the host. The host must ask the guests to order. You should understand this truth. You can't compete with my cousin for toys next time, you know! It is his fault that my cousin hit you today. Don't cry. Grandma will ask my cousin to apologize to you later. Grandma will fry a big golden and delicious egg for each of you in the evening. " The two cousins cried and laughed at grandma's words.

Grandma coaxed my two cousins to stop crying, then turned to criticize me and said, "You are my cousin and they are my cousins. You are older than them and should know better than them. Tell me yourself, how can my brother bully my brother? " You know, you must not hit two cousins next time! "Listen to grandma, I also know that I was wrong. I shouldn't be rude to my two cousins, blushing and saying, "Grandma, I was wrong. I shouldn't have hit my two cousins. "Grandma inspired me again:" It is a good boy to know that you are wrong and correct it. What should you do next? " I thought about it and said, "I apologize to them. "Grandma listened to my words and touched my head kindly and said," Good boy, what a good grandson! " "This is how grandma educates us with love and patience, asking our younger generation to be polite and love each other.

Another time was a Sunday, when we were already at school, about eleven or twelve years old. On that day, I took my two cousins to play in grandma's village and walked to a farmer's house. Suddenly, I saw persimmons in their yard, Huang Chengcheng's, golden, beautiful, lovely and attractive. When the three of us saw it, our mouths watered and we wanted to eat enough. We sneaked a look into the yard and found that there was no one in it. We think this is a golden opportunity. So we discussed it, and the three of us worked together: I watched the wind outside the yard, two cousins went into the yard to pick persimmons, and the persimmons were divided equally.

Soon, two cousins each picked five persimmons, and I took off my coat and wrapped ten persimmons for fear that others would find complaints. Later, the three of us found a remote place to share the fruits of victory, because I am a cousin and my two cousins are very loyal. I divided them into four, three each, which was very kind and difficult. As a cousin, I have to "do my part". The three of us ate ten persimmons completely, and then went home after playing enough. When we returned to my grandmother's house, I saw my amiable grandmother staring at the three of us with a serious face, which was completely different from before. We were startled at the sight of grandma's stern eyes. It is estimated that we may have been caught stealing persimmons from others. The three of us "have a guilty conscience" and suddenly turned pale and stupefied.

Grandma pointed to the three of us and asked seriously, "Tell me honestly, what bad things did you do today?" My two cousins looked at me and said nothing, because I was the "boss" and I didn't speak. They dare not speak. I guess someone at home complained. It seems that it's no use trying to hide or quibble, so we have to be honest and tell the whole story about stealing ten persimmons from someone else's yard. After listening to my words, my grandmother suddenly flew into a rage and pointed at the three of us fiercely and said, "You three go away and give me a brittle life. I'm so angry!" " "Grandma looks a little scary today, which is a far cry from her kind and kind appearance before. None of us dared to speak or beg for mercy. Let's line up and reflect honestly.

After about a meal, grandma woke the three of us up, continued to stare at us with stern eyes, and said earnestly, "Son, it's easy to be a thief, but difficult to steal melons." You are still young and weak, but you must not get into bad habits. " You should remember what the ancients said: "Do it when the evil is small, and do it when the good is small." Be a man with backbone, do things with principles, and be sure not to be selfish and harm others while living! Otherwise, your reputation will be destroyed and you will be remembered for thousands of years. "After listening to grandma's philosophical words, all three of us felt ashamed and ashamed, and we couldn't be calm for a long time. We vowed never to steal from others again, to be honest, down-to-earth and be an aboveboard person. My grandmother is such a serious person and a principled person. Behind the affability, she also has a selfless side. She cares about us, but she doesn't spoil us. She is kind to us, but she doesn't spoil us!

Grandma is in our hearts, not only our relatives, but also our first teacher. Her ideological quality and moral concept have always guided our growth path and life trajectory.

? After my grandfather died, my mother was worried about my grandmother and wanted to take her to our home, but my grandmother said she was free and didn't want our home to be bound. I know, in fact, grandma doesn't want to cause any trouble to our family. Every time my mother buys new clothes for my grandmother, my grandmother is always reluctant to wear them. She folded them neatly and put them in the cupboard. It was not until the holidays or visiting relatives that grandma finally took out new clothes and put them on, then washed them and treasured them as treasures.

Later, in order to take care of grandma's health and enrich her spare time, her mother bought her a washing machine and a color TV. In order to save electricity, grandma seldom watches TV and never uses the washing machine. Grandma always insists on washing clothes by hand. We asked her why she didn't use the washing machine. She always said that the washing machine was not washed by hand and it didn't cost electricity. In other words, she is still reluctant to spend money. Until her later years, grandma kept her room clean and things neatly stacked. My grandmother is not only a diligent and clean person, but also a thrifty housekeeper.

Once, my grandmother's foot was broken and needed surgery. Generally, after anesthesia failure after surgery, the patient is very painful; I saw two patients crying and grinning after the operation. However, after grandma came out of the operating room, she looked calm and seemed to have no pain. Later, I asked my grandmother, "Grandma, did you have any pain after the operation?" Who knows grandma smiled and said after listening to my words: "Silly grandson, why doesn't it hurt after the operation!" " "I asked curiously," grandma, why don't you cry? "Grandma looked at me seriously and asked," Will you stop crying? "Can crying solve the problem?" I said loudly, "No!" Grandma stubbornly said, "since crying can't alleviate the pain and solve the problem, why should I cry?" So I want to be strong, and I want to say no to difficulties and pains! "After listening to my grandmother, my heart was suddenly enlightened. Yes, crying when you know that crying can't solve the problem will only increase your troubles. This is a sign of cowardice, and it is also a mediocrity.

Later, I finally understood that although my grandmother experienced the hardships of the old society, the pain of planned economy, the blow of middle-aged widowhood, and the sadness of old-age widowhood, she remained indomitable and stood firm because of her unyielding personality and never-say-die spirit!

Although grandma's life has experienced numerous twists and turns and encountered many hardships, she has always maintained a cheerful and peaceful attitude towards life, adhered to a strong and optimistic philosophy of life, bravely struggled with difficulties and never retreated! This is my grandmother, a person who will always strive for self-improvement and never give up.

Grandma, my dear grandma, we went home to see you again in Tomb-Sweeping Day this year. Do you remember your naughty grandson?

Grandma, my dear grandma, we are all fine. Are you okay in heaven?

Grandma, my dear grandma, may you rest in Jiuquan and be happy in heaven!