A very sad day

The very sad day is finally over. Now I am sitting in front of the computer and turning on the computer. The clock just past midnight has started a new day. Yesterday was a very sad day. Although I got a satisfactory haircut, and although I specifically allowed myself to watch sweet dramas, at this moment I am sitting in front of the computer typing, and I still want to cry.

It was in the afternoon that a colleague told me that there was a plane crash in the news on my mobile phone. I didn’t pay attention to it at the time. I was thinking about the recent international war and turmoil, or the ancient past events in some country. Plus the work content was quite complicated. I didn’t care...

When I went home and looked at my phone at night, I saw the video of the plane landing vertically, and I burst into tears. It’s really hard to imagine the hearts of the passengers and crew on the plane at that moment. How desperate...

I made a video with my parents at night and talked about my grandma who is very strong and loves to be clean. Now she is tortured by Alzheimer's disease in her later years and can't take care of herself at all. When I went back to my hometown and saw my grandma, Grandma has been lying on the bed with messy hair. She is no longer the grandma who has no stray hair, neat bun, clean clothes, spotless house, and is very strong... Every time I think of this, I feel that life is too impermanent, so strong, How could the clean-loving grandma be in such a situation in her later years? She also thinks that it is a slightly better thing that grandma is not conscious. If she is conscious but unable to take care of herself, grandma's strong character will be so painful and tormenting. .. Just like that person on the Internet who is a high paraplegic but only has a clear mind. Living may be just endless pain for him...

Someone in the news said that he fell vertically 8000 meters in 3 minutes. Meters, some people say it is a vertical descent of 5,000 meters in 2 minutes. I am not very clear about the specifics, but the measurement unit after 2 and 3 is minutes. I want to cry. Two or three minutes, is it two or three minutes of being completely awake? If so, how desperate and helpless it must be? Or is there a miracle? I sincerely hope for a miracle...

In addition to this vertical landing, which is extremely distressing, I learned from online messages why planes usually crash in the mountains and forests, because the first duty of the crew is to protect Passenger safety, if it is irreversible, the second duty is to minimize ground losses and die calmly...

In other words, the captain of the crashed flight did the same thing before the plane crashed, that The trajectory shows that he worked hard to control the plane and did not land in the city center. This popular science is very sad. The crew must be more sensitive than most passengers...

I have been really busy at work recently. Yes, I didn’t pay attention to this matter seriously. It was so shocking when I saw it. I watched the scene of the vertical fall again and again. I could feel the despair and helplessness through the screen. It was really hard to imagine the airplane. People on...

How I long for a miracle to happen... The past two or three years have been tossed back and forth by repeated epidemics, coupled with the turmoil in the international situation, coupled with this very sad news of the plane crash, it’s like It was said on the Internet that I suddenly didn’t want to do anything and felt so sad...

Recently, I have devoted myself to the handover work, and the dozen or so memorandums on the work plan are almost overwhelming. Filling up the paper, the leader still arranges for himself to do the errands. Even if I don’t need to do these tasks, he can just happen to pass by and do it. Even if it can be done for a few dollars, he has to let me ride. I wanted to go get my electric car done, but they called me one after another on the way. I really wanted to say something, how about I pay for the errands?

On the way to run errands, I happily thought about my plans for study, work and promotion this year, and really wanted to motivate myself to give myself a satisfactory answer at the end of the year.

As a result, the next second, the leader's ruthless ridicule made me stay where I was. I don't know whether it was intentional or unintentional, but accidental injury is also an injury. This is the first time I have encountered this kind of naked mockery at work, in front of you. Disdainful at a glance...

To be honest, I feel very sad, although I understand that whether this is intentional or not, I should not be affected. I will continue to do my job seriously, and I will continue to do my job seriously. I can prepare for the exam I want to take. Of course I can do it, but I still feel a little disappointed. I don’t understand why you have to mock so ruthlessly in front of others. What’s more, you don’t understand it at all. Your performance is a bit... Hypocrisy, and at the same time dampened my enthusiasm for work...

But when I feel uncomfortable because my leader does not understand me and ridicules me, on World Sleep Day, some people may bring their own dreams And enthusiasm, unexpected encounters, and those things you want to do will never have a chance again. Some people may sleep long in an accident, but I feel uncomfortable because of this "bruise"...

The two people who did not board the plane may have used a lot of good luck. Life is really unpredictable. You never know which one will come first, the accident or tomorrow.

I am just very sad and immersed in a very sad mood. I really hope that someone can talk to me and talk about it, but in the end I can only type it out... It is a very sad day for me. Try to wait until midnight of the new day. A very sad day has passed. I hope there will be good news from now on... I hope there will be a miracle... I am eagerly looking forward to it...

By the way, I also saw a passage from Teacher Fan Deng today. , very suitable for myself who is struggling at the moment, "If you want to be stable all your life, you may retreat if you don't advance. You must be brave, you must continue to enrich yourself, try hard, work hard, there is nothing you can't learn! Every day Individuals can be reborn, and everyone can grow into something they can't imagine..."

Read the songbook while riding a donkey, and we'll see!