How can I continue this marriage?

I am her husband. It's lucky to see my wife here publishing our journey so attentively. First of all, thank your wife for marrying me and giving me your life. This is a girl's greatest love for me. I've been busy, and now it's a little quiet. I can also talk to you quietly about my family. My mother had a stroke and the family spent a lot of money. Later, I borrowed some money from my friends and relatives and bought a car, not for publicity, but for business convenience. After buying a car, there is no money at home. I'm looking for ways to make money. Later, after many failures, I succeeded. My father is very busy. My business has just started. Later, my mother was anxious for me to find someone. I found several, but I was not satisfied. One day, my good friend said that she met a woman online, which may be the kind you are looking for. She looked smart and met her. Chatting online is better, and her interests seem similar. That's settled. We need souvenirs when we get engaged. They have different customs here and there. We bought it when we got married, but I didn't know I had this concept in my mind. Maybe I'm a countryman. My business will start soon after the new year, and I need funds. There is a big shortage of funds, because business is very good this year, at least10 w. Anyway, the more the better, the family is borrowing. I'm thinking that my wife has 3W there anyway, and it's no use putting it there. I can discuss it with her. I dare not say much about how much she said. Just got engaged, so say 3W. As a result, she was unhappy and gave me 2W. I want to explain, but I don't have the strength to take wedding photos and buy wedding jewelry. I want to take pictures in the future and buy them later. I don't mean later, but before I get married. I want to use this money to turn around. I often buy goods by credit card, but the credit card is only 8000, and I am very tired every time. All the red envelopes were given to her when she got married. She is my wife. What can I worry about? As a result, she left all the red envelopes of relatives and friends for me. I said, what are you doing separating these red envelopes? They are all family members. Will you still share it with me? I wasn't angry at that time because I didn't think she did it on purpose. Private money! It is normal for girls to have some private money. Private money is my husband doesn't know it's called private money. I know all about your money, but you haven't made it public. What is that? I won't take your money. I took the engagement money, and I am trying to build a family, a well-off family. Now I have done it, and our money is growing exponentially. From a year ago, it can be said that all the money borrowed was borrowed, and now it is 60W. You know, we borrowed less than 10W, and 40W is our money. By the end of the year 100 W, you will go out to work for others. You said you gave me yuan to do business because I was worthy of your trust. I don't drink, gamble or spend money indiscriminately, but I don't know why I got back 5000 yuan. The way I spend my money at home is to put it in one place and take as much as I want. No one will care. Neither my parents nor I care who gets the money. There is a bad smell at home, and you can't help it. You can go to work, but all I ask is that you can come back when the smell of home is gone. . . . . . . (Follow-up)