What kind of woman am I now? Is it a bad woman after all?

You ask such a question, which shows that you will reflect on yourself. No one can be sure that man is a bad person. I can feel your feelings. You said you had changed. What you just did has changed. Your essence has not changed. You have not forgotten him. You just want to do these things to enrich yourself, and then you get used to it. Remember, women should know how to love themselves and be kind to themselves, and don't show their wounds to others. People are half-cold-blooded and selfish. No one will care about your story. Only the strong sympathize with the weak. I believe that you are not weak, so be yourself and support you, because I have suffered as much as you.