See through everything. Tell me about it.

I see through everything in this world, but I can't see through myself. I don't want to see through the world, I just want to protect myself. Seeing through is growth. -Han Han. You thought I was invulnerable, I thought you were invulnerable. You don't have to worry about me. Let's go. -"I thought" Our relationship is that if you don't take the initiative to find me, I won't take the initiative to find you. If you don't look for me all the time, I won't take the initiative to look for you again. That's it. If you ignore me, I won't ignore you. I don't like talking, but there is no need to talk and laugh with everyone. I don't like this world, I only like you. I see through everything, but I can't see through myself. I don't understand you and I don't blame you; I don't understand myself and I don't blame myself. I can't see through the world and I can't see through myself. I can't see through everything in this world, let alone myself. I don't want to see through the world, I just want to protect myself. I thought you would understand, I thought you would understand … but you don't understand, you won't understand.