Look at old photos and talk about it

Photo of a 20-year-old. When I weighed 110 pounds, I was very strong, ate a lot, and could endure hardships. Looking back, I saw that I had endured a lot of hardships without knowing it. It’s good to swallow all the hardships you’ve experienced as blessings.

Talk about looking at old photos

1. My mom said she had dimples when she was young, so I started looking through old photos to see if I had dimples. In fact, they were still very shallow. Yes, but you can't see it in the photo.

2. When you are stressed, just look at old photos, and you will think that things will get better and better

3. I saw my great-grandfather’s name, Guo Mingcai, in my hometown yesterday. I just found out the name yesterday after seeing the photos. My brother said that the name was chosen very well, unlike some people whose names have very popular words. After all, he is a landlord, right?

4. I looked at the old photos of the museum with Uncle Wenhua and a few colleagues, and the sense of time came to mind. I really want to go back to the year I was born to see the Qing Dynasty exhibition. Oh, now

5. My partner dug out the old photos, wiped them clean with a towel, and dried them in the yard. I took a look, ah, I found that when I was young, I was still a little bit handsome.

6. Hahahaha I looked through the old photos and laughed every time I looked at the last one. How could there be such an ugly cat? Hahahahaha.

7. Looking through the old photos, to be honest, I can’t hate you. Maybe you will never see these words, but I still want to say it. When I had you in the past, I I feel quite at ease. I don’t know how I got to where I am today. I feel very sad when I think that the person who will accompany you in the future is not me. I admit that I am petty, but it’s just out of care. Maybe it’s not the right way. After experiencing loss, I have grown a lot, but the price is too high. I still can’t believe it. But the fact is, I don’t have any ability to turn the situation around now. I feel very powerless. I thought about what I lost to. Reality, I have really made a lot of money recently. When there is bread and love, love is lost. I think we lost to loneliness. In the last period, I was busy with work. It is quite silly to think about it. A well-trained lifelong partner was If someone else takes it away, that's enough. No matter what, I hope you are happy. As for me, I don’t know if I will fall in love with another woman. I don’t think about it now. I used to want to find someone who shares the same joys and sorrows, but after being gone for so long, I feel lost. Now I just want to find someone who can stay with me forever and who will never leave me no matter what. When I think about it, the corner of my mouth slightly rises and I wait. What is supposed to come will eventually come. I lost you, a very reliable girl. You also lost me, and I am also very reliable. May you be happy for the rest of your life. I will wait for my never-ending girl. Finally , I wish you happiness. Thank you for appearing in my life, thank you for loving each other deeply, thank you for teaching me a lot of truths, thank you, I now say from the bottom of my heart, cherish it, and wish you happiness for the rest of your life.

9. I accidentally looked back at the old photos on my mobile phone and suddenly laughed. I never imagined that life could be so interesting! I have forgotten it, but the photos tell me that it really existed, a beautiful time. People should have memories to be perfect. From this moment on, I want to collect its footsteps. I want to take more photos and record my life. When I get older, I can slowly reflect on what the dream I am pursuing is. A wonderful journey through life. Thank you to everyone who grew up with me.

10. I have almost forgotten the joys and sorrows in the past. When the melody comes together, my mood explodes. The joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of more than 10 years come to life. It is like looking at the photo diary and essays from the past.

11. Memories are always beautiful. I have been looking at old photos and diaries these past few days, and it turns out that I used to be so beautiful.

12. In the past, I always entered other people’s QQ spaces again and again to see if they had posted new photos, read new comments, analyze whether they were doing well, and whether they had made any friends. Girlfriend

13. Yesterday, I took my child to the hospital for dental checkup. He always liked to go to the window to look for his father’s photo first. His father used to be very thin. The child suddenly asked me: Mom, why did my father used to be so thin? My face was oval, now it is round?

14. I unknowingly turned to old photos, compared them and found that my figure has changed.

15. Take more photos, take more photos, take more photos of all kinds! It’s really, really interesting to look back at the old photos now, and my memory will fade. Only photos can record the years. I will take more photos in the future pS. I found that things have become better since I became an aunt < /p>

16. I looked through my baby’s old photos and looked at myself now. I instantly felt that I was so beautiful before.

17. I used to laugh every time I looked at this photo, but now I cry every time I look at it. I seem to see my brother’s loneliness and helplessness. I hope everything is fine with you. Day 19 of your news.

18. Looking back at old photos, it seems like my face has really gained weight. . . My weight has not changed. . . So embarrassing.

19. The person I like is handsome in a suit and has a cute smile. I like his sunny and smiling face when he was 20 years old, and I also like his seriousness in military uniform when he was 30 years old. I may not chase you like before, look at your photos, or stay in front of the computer every day to read your news, but I know you will always be you. Happy birthday to oppa who is only one day older than me.

20. I looked at the old photos and found that they didn’t look as good as you.

21. I accidentally looked through the photo album and saw the photo of my first boyfriend. After reading it, I remembered a lot of bitter and slightly beautiful memories from the past. If time has memory, I can go back to the past. , I will never shrink back when something happens...Goodbye, memories

On the 22nd, I looked back at the old photos with my roommates at night and laughed so much that I got cramps. It was the first time I cooked it in the dormitory. There are also stills of the first video shoot between Fan and his roommate. . .

23. I don’t know when I started. When I am quiet, I like to look through the previous chat history, like to look at the old photos, and like to miss the old days. Maybe I am really old.

24. I really can’t look at the old photos, Weibo, and Moments. I feel terribly sad when I look at them. Similarly, there are also WeChat chat records from the early period. Life is too painful. . Repeatedly deceive and forgive. Why do I always get cheated? Why forgive again? Talk about the past. Talk about the past and now.

Talk about the past.

1. I don’t know what happened. Recently, I keep thinking about the time I spent with you. .

2. When I first got together with him, I didn’t know how to put on makeup, skip school, stay up late at night, and hang out with other boys. After he left, I now know all the things I couldn’t do before.

3. I have never understood before why so many A-share listed companies are obviously there for deception, yet there are still people willing to pay the bill. Later, I finally understood that it cannot be said that the investors were stupid. They did not really regard those stocks as stocks when they bought them. There is a society with the kind of citizens it is, and the market is like the kind of investors it is. In English it is called desert, and in Chinese it may be translated as you should be.

4. Sure enough, there is no harm without comparison. I worked overtime until late at night, and two of the three of us were answered. I was the only one. Not only did I have to go home alone, but I was also locked out when I got home, and no one answered the key phone calls! I just don't understand! Why don’t I want to cry at all? Why do I become numb! Why did I not care about the outside world after you left? In the past, I would have been so aggrieved that I cried and made trouble! I have already felt sorry for myself!

5. It is either cloudy or raining. The clothes washed in the heated house have been damp for several days. I used to look forward to rain in Yinchuan, but now I look forward to the sun. I feel the gloom firsthand. Uncomfortable feeling in humid environment. The old guy is on a business trip this week. It's so boring to be alone. I'm going to make some bread to eat tomorrow morning and have to go through a few days of training. I feel like training is much more tiring than going to work. I can’t get enough of Xi’an’s rolled dough and want to eat a bowl every day.

6. After the midterm exam, I changed my seat. My former deskmate said that July 1st was the National Day. The teacher gave her a lecture. It seems that my deskmate still affects my IQ.

7. In the evening, several families gathered and had dinner together. drink wine. A said: My wife has gained N pounds again and is not as popular as before. B put down his glass and said: If it doesn’t work, change it.

8. I used to think that the greatest thing about loving someone is waiting. Today I discovered again that the greatness of love, besides waiting, is acceptance.

9. I remember that a long time ago, someone said that I sang very well, but now some people say that I sing very much like Pakho Chau. Although I said it as if I was showing off, I also listened carefully and felt that I really didn’t feel like a very good singer. Maybe time will change everything, the past is gone, right?

10. EXO: I deceived myself and thought that I don’t have to be sad if I don’t think about it. I see the tears you shed before and I shed the tears now.

< p> 11. If one day I am silent, will you miss the laughing me before?

12. Although I have gained some false reputation in the past, my love is real. The life of being alone and living all over the world actually started three years ago. As a prodigal, I think I can just leave without being too pretentious.

13. It’s snowing! I remember when I used to watch Korean dramas, it would snow every Christmas day. When it snowed, the male and female protagonists would kiss. Even the all-American mermaid and Heo Joon Jae in The Legend of the Blue Sea were scheduled to meet at the same time on a snowy day. Such logic Will I have a date with a handsome guy tonight? Hahahaha looking forward to it

14. I can’t understand why so many people can’t accept that you have to pay to listen to music. In my opinion, this is the same as having to pay to eat other people’s food. In our country In the past, we couldn't keep up with the times in the field of copyright. Many people were used to eating and drinking for free. Suddenly one day you told her that she had to pay for it, but she suddenly turned against her and refused to admit it. She complained on the Internet or to friends, like this How unreasonable, I want to say what’s wrong with this world?

15. It was my first time to go to a bar, and I saw all the things I had only heard of and never seen before. I didn’t like the environment inside, it was too noisy. It’s too bright and feasting.

16. I’m going back to Zhengzhou today. I want to watch a movie in the evening, maybe alone. I also want to drink, maybe alone. Why would I bother him? Nothing is like before, I haven't changed, maybe it hasn't changed either! I’m so heartbroken and upset, what more do you want from me?

17. The innocent me I used to be has been killed by you. From now on, I will live for myself. .

18. When we were in love before. My mother often reminds me to pay attention to safety measures, but I don’t want to be a grandma yet. All right! I have been single for three years now. Mom said again, if you like a girl, get pregnant, and you don’t have to worry about other things.

19. Forgive me for stabbing your mother with the sharpest words like a cruel lion. Happy Mother's Day

20. Whenever something related to choosing a job comes up, I I will be entangled to death. Reluctant to give up the weekend for a new job with a higher salary. I used to think that I wanted to be a strong woman and focus on my career. However, when I really had to give up all my weekends and have time differences with Lao Wu, I suddenly felt very reluctant to give up. Thinking that the two of them spent time together during holidays and weekends before, but now they don't even have the chance to play ball together, I feel particularly unwilling. Once you get into the horns, you can't extricate yourself.

21. Later, while chatting and laughing with friends, there was an extra word before your name.

22. Your future life will definitely be better than before, after I leave.

23. Can you make some more sincere promises before leaving?

24. When I got home yesterday, I heard some questions about my children. My heart was very heavy. Recently, we Only then did I realize that this problem of my child needs to be taken seriously! We cannot ignore this situation and let it go, and what I have repeatedly warned myself before is to cultivate children's thinking carefully and must be implemented in practice.

25. When you feel depressed, you will think that you should not treat certain people well before. Why not think about it for yourself, others will never understand your inner feelings.

26. In the past, people had a misunderstanding about obesity in pregnant women: if the mother eats well and grows fat, the baby can follow the nutritional supplements. That’s why the elders let the expectant mother eat a variety of nutrients, but the expectant mother has no choice but to have a great appetite during pregnancy. As a result, it turns out that being too fat will harm the fetus! These five methods can help you.

Talk about the past and present

1. Valentine’s Day! ! ! I lived a normal life before. . .

2. We are family friends. I used to play chess with your grandfather. Once, your grandfather only had one elephant left, and I only had one knight left.

So, I suggested that both the elephant and the scholar should be allowed to cross the river, and your grandfather agreed. Your grandpa will use his elephant to imitate me, and I will use my sword to mock your grandpa. Your grandpa used his elephant to imitate me again, so I will use my sword to mock your grandpa again. Your grandfather is like me, and I am like your grandfather. Your grandfather is like me, and I am your grandfather

3. When I am drunk, I become more and more awake. At night when I can't sleep, I habitually close my eyes and quietly miss someone and a face. I will think of the words we said together before, the road we walked together, and everything we did together, and a person will giggle, and then feel extremely heartbroken. Perhaps, the most beautiful thing is not to keep time, but to keep memories. I hope that time is just like the first time we met. To the one I love the most

4. I simply thought it was still the same as before~ Because I am still me! But I was shot in the back twice. I was really stupid. It is essential to be on guard against others~ Come out of the simplest environment. Meeting her was really great~ It taught me that sincere efforts will always be rewarded. Last year, I met her. Taught me that people only know how to get along with each other. Meeting her this year taught me how to be deceitful. If you don't want to be bullied, you have to fight back.

5. I used to always want to keep everyone around me, but later I discovered that whether it is your childhood friends or new friends, you don’t have to force yourself to be willing to accompany you when you are at your worst. You can't drive away those who are willing to pour cold water on you to wake you up, and you don't have to keep those who are just words. Willingness is more important than anything else and lasts longer than anything else.

6. In the past, we agreed to go to Yunnan and abroad together. We agreed to design a DR diamond ring. I promised to buy a Porsche when I have money. We agreed to hold a beautiful wedding. However, in the end it couldn't match reality.

7. It’s time for me to grow up and learn to be sensible in the future. I can’t be as ignorant as before.

8. I used to think that a positive and optimistic attitude like mine would not cause depression, but now it seems that women really cannot survive the depression period of ten months of pregnancy. During pregnancy, Lao Wang still feels depressed. I drink and smoke every day. Because I have a baby, no matter how hard I try to dissuade me, it still doesn’t work. I’m really anxious. Besides, when it comes to work, I can’t run or jump. I’m very annoyed with a bloated belly. If I don’t go to work, I’ll be alone at home. Will kill people. I’m really tired, I want to be free

9. I used to think that I was happy to be with him; then I felt that I was very happy to be in the same city with him; and now I can live with him in this city. There is already happiness in the world.

10. I used to love sports and play football, but now I am lazy, old, tired, and ugly.

11. I used to stick to you and pester you shamelessly, but now you don’t have my greetings or my entanglement. You must be happy.

12. Thinking about the rhetoric that I used to guide my life, it was just a sign of lack of self-confidence. At that time, I would never have thought that I would criticize myself now. No matter how bad you were in the past, you are still at a certain stage and cannot be abandoned or continued. Move in a better direction and be the most authentic and diligent self at this stage.

13. I used to look forward to receiving roses and big dolls as a surprise. When I actually received them, I wasn’t really looking forward to it. Maybe I was just looking forward to that person.

14. You used to be very concerned about me when I was sick, but now you don’t even ask if my position in your heart is no longer important.

15. In the past, you used to use words like this The tone spoke to me, and I thought it was okay! But now you still talk to me in this tone, I am so angry. Maybe it’s because I’m really unfamiliar or I’m not used to you anymore. There’s nothing I can say sorry between you and me~ It’s not that I have changed, it should be said that neither of us has changed. It’s just that time has changed and everything has changed. Not going

16. I used to think that she didn’t drink milk powder. Today I saw her drinking milk powder so deliciously, and I felt inexplicably disappointed. It seemed that I was no longer needed by her, and I no longer It was something she had to do, and I felt inexplicable sadness and loss mixed with guilt. I was so incompetent at being a mother. I really want to be by her side all the time and participate in her growth and changes every day.

Looking through my phone, I have been at work for four days and I haven’t taken a picture of my daughter in four days. I used to find interesting things about her at home every day and take countless pictures of her

17. Have you ever Are you jealous of him sitting next to me? Are you angry? Are you like me before?

18. On Valentine’s Day in the past, she had to face all kinds of caring phone calls or greetings. Text messages, this Valentine's Day this year, this phenomenon disappeared without a trace because of his appearance. On the morning of Valentine's Day, she secretly said to herself that today she finally didn't have to be jealous and could receive fresh gifts. The package arrived as expected, and when she opened it, she found that there were only some farm specialties and a note, Happy Birthday to my daughter!

19. I hate who I am now, how much I want to answer the innocent and innocent me before, who had no worries, some people were kind to me, and I was kind to others, but I can’t come back.

< p> 20. When I used to drink, you were always there to stop me. Now, even if I drink until I vomit, no one will frown.

21. Thinking about it now, it seems that how crazy I was for you before and how sad I was after being left out by you have nothing to do with it now.

22. Does anyone hope that the world will end soon? In this way, we can do things that we didn’t have the courage to do before.

23. The more people want, the less they get. I used to look forward to getting married for love, but now I feel like I am looking for someone who is similar to me. Living together seems to be easier and more rational. I used to think that life is so short and I need to be with interesting people. Now I feel that I am lucky to find a down-to-earth friend. But no matter what, you should stay true to yourself, right?

24. I used to like to show off how many friends I had. But after becoming a fan of these five, I always feel very disappointed. Because I don’t have any friends like them. No wonder my husband has always despised my way of making friends

25. My world is much quieter, because the people living in it have moved back to their own world, and there is no more noise like before. People come to make trouble for me and torment me

26. Before I got together with Greg, I would break down and want to die whenever I had insomnia. I described to him more than once the kind of waiting for the sun to come out and looking at the watch before going over. Five minutes of despair used to be too lonely. This kind of loneliness is amplified late at night and is unbearable now. I can’t stand it anymore. Even if I occasionally lose sleep, my heart is very peaceful. Maybe I still haven’t found anything, but I don’t want it anymore. Looking back at the road we have traveled, we have changed a lot

1. When I am willing to let you blindfold me, I hope you bring me surprises instead of fear

2. When we are young and have dreams, we can go for it. If we have love, we can fight for it. It doesn’t matter if we fail.

3. Because my heart is cold, I am not afraid of this cold world.

4. I insist on not changing my mobile phone number because I am afraid that you will not be able to find me one day

5. Have you ever suddenly thought of someone, giggled for a while, and then felt lost

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6. You can still go down the wrong path, but you can give up if you love the wrong person.

7. People are either vulgar or lonely.

8. Happiness is another kind of pain pretended to others, and carnival is another kind of loneliness left to oneself.

9. Is it because I am not good enough that you think No one will stay with you quietly

10. Looking back at the road we have traveled, we have changed a lot.

11. Some wounds always hurt because you always touch them. Some scars always hurt because you keep touching them.

12. What hurts is not that I don’t want to be with you, but that I can’t be with you.

13. After going through all the memories, I found that I was happier before than now

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14. It turns out that no one can stay out of the matter whether you love or not love. Yesterday and tomorrow are no match for the present.

15. Being alone is actually quite good, and you won’t cry or make trouble.

16. How could I know from just a quick glance that he would live in me for the rest of my life?

17. I don’t want anyone to affect my emotions. After all, I don’t want to have any weaknesses.

18. The greatest luck in my life is knowing you, but the greatest misfortune is not being able to have you.

19. I will use my forced smile to live a life of incomparable arrogance

20. Don’t blame others for disappointing you, only blame ourselves for expecting too much. I miss my old self and talk about it

I miss my old self and talk about it

1. I think many human skills will gradually degrade if they are not used. Such as being angry. I have forgotten the feeling of being angry. Sometimes I miss my old self who would get angry.

2. You are a man, and you have to take responsibility for what you do. No matter what, you have to face it, but I really start to miss the old days!

3. In fact, it is better to be single. I miss my old self very much. If I have another chance, I will choose to be single. . . .

4. The older I grow, the more I miss my fearless self.

5. I really miss my old self, the one who loved to shed tears whether I was happy or sad.

6. I miss my former healthy self who could run, jump and jump. Since my relapse, I feel like the colorful world outside has nothing to do with me. Trapped in the hospital and at home every day. Cancer is really scary. Destroy body and mind.

7. I just want to miss my summer self. If you find that your past self was better than you are now, it means you are regressing. Need to change!

8. Maybe I have been living on campus for a long time. Now I really wish I could have some private space of my own. I miss the past when I could go home as soon as school was over, throw away my schoolbag, and follow the smell wafting from the kitchen to run to my mother's side to talk to her. Let’s talk about some things I encountered at school today. If I’m not happy, I’ll be coquettish and ask for a hug. I still miss those days when I went home and squeezed the time to watch Entertainment Unlimited. Although I was urged to do my homework quickly, I still had to bite the bullet and finish it. As soon as the door is closed and the curtains are drawn, they sit there quietly and write. When they can't sit still, they find excuses to go out to get something to eat and ignore the TV series they are watching, and then slowly continue to do their homework. Such a wonderful time.

9. At that moment, you find that you interact less and less with the people around you, and you are too lazy to explain too much. The people you are close to are not around, and there seems to be no need for deep friendship with other people. At most, you just nod and chat when you meet. Hello, when you are bored, just look at your old status and Weibo, and start to miss the past. You deleted many things that you were reluctant to delete. At that moment, you didn’t know what was wrong with you. Maybe as you grow, you become more and more accustomed to it. one person.

10. It’s been a long time since I did something I like, and I miss the carefree days before.

11. Don’t know what you want? A person always misses the past, the time in college.

12. There was a moment when I really missed the person who was the best to me in the past. He put me first, put me first in everything, and would consider me first in everything, putting the best first. As soon as he gave it to me, I used to feel that he had nothing and was very disgusted. Later, when I met other people, I realized that I had lost the best thing. Slowly, I realized that I miss him in the past, but if I can't go back, others will have long since awakened to the person he loves. Not her, sadly.

13. I found myself turned into a lump of sticky cream. This feeling was disgusting and terrible. I missed the days when I was still a lump of ice.

14. Every time you miss me, you are re-identifying with your previous plot. You just like what you were familiar with before and what you think is good.

15. At that moment, you find that you interact less and less with the people around you, and you are too lazy to explain too much. The people you are close to are not around, and there seems to be no need for other people to have deep friendship. At most, you nod and chat when you meet. Hello, when you are bored, just look at your old status and Weibo, and start to miss the past. You deleted many things that you were reluctant to delete. At that moment, you didn’t know what was wrong with you. Maybe you grow more and more. Get used to being alone.

16. I really miss my former arrogance. Even if the whole world thinks I am low, I still go my own way and stand up for myself. In the end, even if I walk alone on the road, I can bring up a gust of wind. I won’t bear with anyone. Isn’t it right? It feels so good to be worried about everything.

17. The feeling of growing up is probably to envy the middle school students on the bus who eat fried skewers and gossip without caring about their image. I envy the girls who are naked and have ordinary short hair but are still youthful and invincible. They never meet new people at parties. I’m not embarrassed and can’t speak. I’m sick and think it doesn’t matter. I just need to sleep. I miss the beauty and ugliness in the past and feel that it has nothing to do with me. I just want to eat happily every day. The little fat guy thinks of you, but I no longer feel that I have to be in charge of you.

18. Why don’t you choose to believe him! ! The lawsuit is obviously still going on, so why not wait for the final result? ! Moreover, it has been officially stated that there is no suspicion, so why do you have the nerve to say that you are a fan? Missing the glorious past? I'll get out of here early, you two!

19. I really want to cry. Let me cry for a while. I feel like I have a disease called camouflage. I really miss my old self. I’m not doing well. It’s terrible. ,Where are you?

20. Sometimes I wonder if I have to fall in love, or you can say that I want to relive that exciting feeling. Recently, I always miss the days when I was in school. Is this old? Yes.

21. I always call my relatives when I have nothing to do. Nowadays, with the development of communication, the contact between people is getting less and less. I miss the days when I was in college and wrote letters to my parents excitedly. Go to the store to buy envelopes and stamps, calm down, and tell your family about your eating, drinking, drinking, and mental journey for a period of time, which can easily be five to six thousand words. Everyone is lonely, and loved ones need more care. It just feels like speaking without words is more warm and lasting. A sigh.

22. The day is finally coming to an end, and I remember my wise words from the past, life lies in stillness. How difficult it is to be still now! I miss the days when I could carelessly say that life lies in stillness!

23. I used to be unable to tolerate others speaking without saying a single word to me. Now I think they want to say whatever they want, say something nice, or be indifferent and unresponsive. I used to miss playing with friends and talking nonsense every day. Now I just want to spend time on myself, and sometimes I even feel that I am quite strange. Although it is difficult to change a person's personality, it will still change. Take me for example, haha.

24. I always lament the past days and miss the people in the past, including my former self.

25. I think back then, I was also a literary and artistic person. Maybe I'm lazy now and don't like to think about things that are there but not in my imagination. Missing my former self, but still moving on, is such a contradiction. It has always been this contradictory and has not changed.

26. At that moment, you will find that you have less and less communication with the people around you, and you are too lazy to explain too much. When you're bored, you just look at your old status and Weibo, and you start to miss the past. You deleted many things that you couldn't bear to delete, and at that moment you didn't know what happened to you.

27. I miss my hardworking self in the past. Because I only have 16G, I delete photos and clear cache every day.

28. I always think that once I become strong enough, I won’t be disappointed. This is also the motivation for me to become independent. Now I particularly miss the time I used to sit in Burger King and watch the people coming downstairs. When people are in a daze, they may have the courage to leave after they have accumulated enough disappointment.

29. The past is the past. It is impossible to miss and think about the past. Why should you let yourself wrong your current self because of the past and help you in the past?

Thirty. Now that I think about it, I really can’t figure it out? Why did you choose marriage in the first place? Since choosing it, you have chosen a cage and trapped yourself here. I really miss the freedom I had before. I feel like now I have reached a dead end and am confused. The only one who can comfort me is my precious son! !

Thirty-one. When there is really nothing that can hurt you, things that you don’t care about too much, and you have no emotions, you will start to miss the desperate hold, the desperate one that will tear your heart. Split lung myself.

Thirty-two. Goodbye is not an emotion, what can’t be let go is just the previous feeling in my heart! It’s not worth celebrating or remembering. All that’s left is the fear of all emotions! In this way, I can walk alone from now on. I only hope that I can be strong enough to not need anyone in the future.

Thirty-three, I miss myself two years ago. Before time went too fast, I was quite handsome. I stayed up late tonight to write my thesis.

34. I find that I am getting lazier and degenerate. I can wear one outfit for several days in a row and tie my hair up in ten seconds. I am too lazy to get up in the morning to put on makeup and go to bed as soon as I go to class. I miss every day in the past. I have to think about what to wear and I have to struggle to get up and put on beautiful makeup in the morning. I must be in a positive state at that time

35. Missing the days when I lived alone and reading a book , draw a picture, be quiet or cry loudly, sit by the bed and be in a daze, it belongs to one's own mood and space, and does not want to be disturbed. The older I get, the more I find that there are really very few people who are willing to understand me, including those closest to me. The feeling of grievance that needs to be wrapped up slowly spreads throughout my body and pervades my entire life, becoming more and more intense. I don’t know how to comfort myself, and I don’t have anyone to talk to. I don’t even want anyone to see my tears.

36. No matter whether we played well or not in the past, looking at the photos from that time now, they are full of memories. I regret not getting along well, I regret not making so many friends, and I miss the time that is gone and will never come back. I never said regret to myself before, but the older I get, the more I know how to cherish it.

Thirty-seven. I miss my former self. It seems that if I work hard, everything is hopeful and can be changed by myself.