Sister Shu's prose

I was a little surprised to see you say that you dropped your hand. What happened? I am really sorry for you. Is it heavy? Which finger or wrist? Are they all in the hospital? If I am around, I can take care of your life, and more importantly, comfort your lonely mood at this time. Unfortunately, the mountain is high and the road is far, so I can only say hello: I wish you a speedy recovery and a happy mood!

If the heart can't be clean, where is Taoyuan? Sister, talk about seclusion, don't take it seriously. That kind of loneliness can't be borne by thinking about it. Think carefully, speak with caution.

People are fragile when they are sick, and they need care most, especially when you are a girl and alone. How strong can you be? I'm not a sentimental person, and I don't think how good you are. I have to look up to you with my eyes. I just think that a girl like you, despite your talent, how much people love just because of your understanding! Unfortunately, life is not complete. People are incomplete, regardless of your background, looks, level and taste. God is always fair, and will not give you everything, nor will he give you everything. There will always be some imperfections in you, and these imperfections can make most people stronger. "Suffering is white? It should give us strength. " May my sister be stronger. No matter how many friends and good friends, how can we take care of them from time to time? You're on your own. You should be in a good mood.

People, no matter how strong, also have weaknesses, especially when they are sick. Besides, you have no parents and no marriage, which is even more pitiful. At this time, I think, parents are out of reach, and a marriage that knows the pain and knows the heat is still within reach. But my sister refused to give in to her heart, fearing that the girl's concept of love first would always affect people. What should I do? Who can guarantee that there will be no more slopes in this life? At least have a lifelong career. Is it true that no one deserves a girl? Is it really hard for a girl to cross the sea? How detached this should be. I always wanted my sister to have something to do with her heart. I also know that everyone says it's nonsense. Let's leave it to fate. Fate has come and I can't stop it. May my sister's fate come soon!

I didn't come up until now. A woman in marriage is not as clean as your girl. Alas, there are too many difficulties, but they are unknown to outsiders. There are difficulties outside the city, but there are also some advantages in this city. For example, if you are sick, you always have family to take care of you. Of course, it must be a serious illness. If it is a family member of a small patient, it is indifference and does not take it seriously at all. But in my case, I'd rather ignore it, and I hope I don't get a serious illness (a minor illness has never been broken, and I've been sick since I was a child), but that's just hope. Who can let me live? However, compared with the verbosity of daily life, I would rather not have this benefit. Look at this big Sunday. I'm already busy inside and out. I won't have time to go to the computer until evening. I'll call you back when I see your situation. I don't know how many times I have been angry since I answered this early in the morning. This morning, I was sprinkled with the fatal childish tears at the bottom of a small bowl. I will call you three times after class. I forgot that she said "get up" in the morning, but I didn't do it. I'm used to it. I'm numb. I'm not serious. Life is so real, sometimes it makes you cry and laugh. Sister laughed? Laugh at those who have no self-control, take the initiative to go to town, and deserve to be squeezed? Sometimes I really want to escape from this city, but is it quiet outside? It is windy outside the city and safer in the city. Ha ha.

My sister is a smart person. I was too lazy to persuade her, but I felt a little distressed. I hope my sister can rest assured in everything. If she is ill, she will be sad, but she can't help it, can she? Who wants it? Who can avoid it? Come on, pay attention to safety, actively treat, and relax.

Good night, sister. Sweet dreams!

2

If you know your hand is like that, you don't have to answer it. I should have grown a lot from you. Although I am not as smart as the knowledge and ability you have accumulated since childhood, I still have some bitter experiences. Although I can't let go of many things, I can get through it. So don't think too much. I see. There is nothing to say. There is something wrong with your hand.

By the way, you are just too sensitive. Maybe you took care of my feelings and turned my heart to you. This is what I didn't expect. I wrote it at that time and went back at that time. I didn't think much about it either. I wonder if it's a burden to you. If so, I apologize here. However, I feel the love and enthusiasm of your good friends, which is an unexpected gain for me. As you said, I realized your "self-reliance". Thank you, sister, and thank you, too.

I didn't dare to say, even if I felt your pain, it wouldn't be a big deal to fall from your hand and keep it. Well-bred, but in your case, you are not an ordinary hand, but a pair of hands that control art. Is this kind of hand available to everyone? That's a gift from heaven! What kind of "tempering" has it gone through before it can be familiar with music, and only you can understand it better. So what falls out is not only the pain in the hand, but also the pain in the heart. You seem to have said something in the space: "You can't play the piano in the future …" I was surprised at that time, but I didn't shout it out for fear of hurting your heart even more. This is a great blow to a person who loves music, and how helpless it is. I can have a little experience, because it will make you uncomfortable. Now that it's said, it should be much more prosaic.

But, sister, life has changed a lot, and many things have not gone according to our plan. Supposedly, you have lost a lot, and you shouldn't lose it again. But God insists on throwing you down with that banana peel, breaking the hand that plays beautiful music, and God takes away your love. What can people do? Where did you expect this before? Just like an earthquake, you don't know until it happens. Without prevention, it is impossible to prevent. You can't always be nervous about what will happen next. Run away early. Life has passed, but no matter what happens, it is important to adjust your mentality and treat it correctly. Whether you can be active or passive, you have gained a lot, at least making you stronger and tougher in the future.

Did I persuade people like this? It seems to be a scar. I don't know whether being so self-righteous comforts you or hurts you. I hope you don't mind. Words may be inappropriate, but the heart is true. I wish you a speedy recovery and a happy life.

When I came back, I was stuck in the space again, and I modified it a little to keep it as a souvenir. At some point in the future, if you look back, do you have any other feelings, and then how can you become better? Leave the future to the future.

Again, don't reply to me, don't reprint. Know fairly well.

three

Sister, I seem to have found the answer to your "seclusion" in this article I just saw you today. Is this really where your heart belongs? What do you know about Buddhism? Is it "quietness" that attracts your heart, or does Buddhism recruit your people through "quietness"? Can your heart really be put down? Yes, the parents you miss most in this world are gone, the love you yearn for is gone, and your favorite violin can't fully express your feelings because of the fall of that hand ... but if Bing, when God closes a door for you, he will always open a window for you. Without parents, we can be your relatives; Without love, we can be your friends; You can't play the violin anymore. You can speak with your mouth and write with your heart ... why can't you shield it into an empty net? Kong Jing, is she really "quiet" and "empty"? Her beautiful photos are still in the book, which shows that I still can't put them down after three years of practice. It's hard to put them down! Did she do it because she had to, or was she fascinated by it? I'm afraid this kind of pain can't be explained by a day or two of interviews. Have you thought about it? Don't just go to a few Buddhist interviews and read some books about life and death and enlightenment. It is not easy. How long have your parents and your love been gone? Have you really put it down so far?

Sister, the weather outside today is excellent. The bright sunshine hurts people's eyes, but the weather inside me is full of smog, which hasn't dispersed all day. Your word "seclusion" has been mentioned again, which really shocked my heart like an earthquake. All day long, my heart hurts from time to time ... Yes, we have never met and haven't talked much, but there is an invisible fate that makes me pity you, cherish you, hurt you and hurt your pain. I can't pick it up or put it down! Therefore, a person who is clever in ice and snow, so a person with both talents and looks, so a person who is good at water, so an elegant person ... how can he "hide" from the world of mortals and how can he calm down! If the heart is quiet, where is the practice! Why borrow Taoyuan to sit and watch the clouds flow? Listen to your sister, everything is ready, and it's not too late to make plans. When people are lost, their ability to judge things correctly is easily compromised. And once you decide, for a girl, some things are hard to turn back, so leave some blanks.

Because of your seclusion, I thought I could convince you, so where can I work hard? In desperation, I took the liberty to add your teacher as a friend, but he promised me, and said that he was in Beijing, talking about a bird lawsuit that he also hated, saying that he didn't know about your temporary situation, but promised to call me back when he received your news. Kind teacher, thank him for you. Good hearts are always connected, right? Years in the Wind also said that I was worried about you and didn't sleep well all night. Then I don't know how many of your friends have insomnia because of you, and how many people really miss you without utilitarian hypocrisy. This is the result of your life, and maybe it is also a part of your heart. I will remember to talk less, leave you alone and do what you like. If you have something, you can use your sister's. Just say it. Northeasters are still cool. There are ten points. If you don't help me, you will get nine points. Remember, get your sister ready. What if it doesn't work? Remember to be kind to yourself, that is, to everyone who loves you. We love you forever, as long as you don't give up.

It's 23: 30. I am waiting for your news, but I am afraid to hear that you are really "far away". I think I will know the truth tomorrow? I hope you can change your original intention and continue to smile in our world of mortals, beautiful as flowers.

four

I stayed up late last night and couldn't sleep. Finally fell asleep, and then fell asleep again. I don't know how long it took. I was lost for two or three hours. When I woke up, I couldn't sleep anymore. I know it's your business that has occupied my heart, and it's no use telling you to change your mind. I should thank God, thank God!

Is it really God's will that touched you? You came back to me this afternoon and said, "I cried. Listen to my sister. I won't go for the time being." Thank you, your kindness will come true. What is more enjoyable than really helping others? But maybe you make me happy. Anyway, you finally changed your tune. After this difficult period, you may have another village. Where do you know fate, you know that such setbacks are not a sign of your happiness. Then a blessing in disguise is not a blessing in disguise. I wish you a good life and a safe life. I think this is also the wish of all of us who love you.

five

Sister, these are the first few real turning points in my life, because they are too small. I have no or little memory of the bumps at that time, except my love for my mother. Compared with all the setbacks I experienced later. A daughter's home, we know what is the greatest happiness and misfortune. Looking back, there were too many tears. But now, I am not satisfied with my fate, and my heart is generally stable, because no matter how you toss, you can't leave the preset life trajectory. I can't lose what I deserve, and I can face it calmly without what I have lost. Do not believe, you look back at the road you have traveled; If you don't believe me, savor the next experience with your heart ... Mom said, accept your fate. I refused to accept it, but that experience made me realize that it was my mother's experience. After experiencing it, I realized that this sentence is not "catching shadows."

On the external elegant demeanor achievement, the internal nobility and Minhui's personality talent, the elder sister is incomparable with you, and she is not on the same line. This is a truth that cannot be discounted. I'm not pretending to be modest, I'm not climbing high, I just met in the dark, and I feel sorry for you. I read your article, see where you go, where you are kind, and appreciate your "taking virtue as your neighbor" because you are better. Some of them have become my rare and precious friends because of you. Thank you for letting me meet them. When I think of your ups and downs in knowledge and elegance, I think of Park Jin-hye, whose life experience is even better than yours. It is true that she is a politician and her power is at the highest level. Who will fight for glory? But in terms of personal feelings, she also has a big gap, not as good as an ordinary family. And although you are a woman, you also have shortcomings. But who can say that this will not help you realize other interests? I don't know the future.

If I can, it is also my earlier wish. Do I have the courage to write all kinds of bitterness in my later life? I don't know. I just don't want to touch it, and I don't want to "worry about adding new words." Who is not a story? Who has no difficulty? According to wishes and hopes, what kind of suffering are you willing to taste? But this is not something you can taste, but if it is meaningful to you and people, if I still have enthusiasm, if I can find time to let me jump out and read and write from a third-party perspective, it will be much more indifferent. I want you to be my motivation to write it down in advance, I don't know.

It's been a long time, and I don't know where to start or where to start writing. Let's have a look. I don't know. I hope you can read from a noble person like Park Jin-hye and a poor person like Sister Hui that high is not low. Let nature take its course, regardless of bitterness and joy, and accept it with a smile. Write if you want, say if you want, and laugh and laugh all the way. This is life ... Sister Hui, I look down too much, but my enthusiasm for life is not too weak with my age. Anyway, care about life and live a quiet life.

In fact, you are far stronger than I thought. Why bother me with my nonsense? Because I have no brain, I, hehe. If you don't want to listen, I'll talk to myself and entertain myself. I remember Mr. Sun said that "soliloquy is also an expression", and I went down the steps, hehe.

Find a different way of thinking "never come from or go to", but don't think too much, it's not just the price of sacrificing sleep. I am a mixed person, I can't find any reason, but along the way, I am missing a lot of things. Think about it, what is lacking most is sleep. I owe it, hehe, it's hard to grow old quickly, but I can't control it.