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Senior and Little A: Imaginary enemies of soul mates
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Opinions are like the tide flowing against the current, but the voice of the heart remains unbroken
Text | Jason
Senior Little A
What is a soul mate? Does it really exist? Can you provide evidence?
I can't. Soul mates may occur in the realm of nothingness, invisible/impossible/non-existent. But it started from a boring chance encounter and a cookie-cutter conversation.
——Hello, senior!
——Hello!
——My name is Xiao A. You look a lot like a person I have known for a long time.
——Ha, really? ! It seems that many people have said the same thing to me~
——No, no, no, senior. You've hit on me before. Swear to God, that should be you.
——Huh? ! Why don’t I recognize you now, I’m sorry, sorry...
The senior laughed inwardly, encountering too many similar approaches, starting with the same cliche and ending in silence. Just know it, just know it, don't take it seriously. Seniors know that all chats are just stones thrown into the journey of life. The ripples that seem to be shaking at first are quite big, but eventually they will ripple in circles and then fade away.
The senior almost forgot about Little A’s existence until he was getting ready to go to bed at around 1 o’clock that night when he happened to browse a song posted by Little A 1 minute ago on Moments:
< p>I have devoted my youth to you for so many years/In exchange for a thank you for your fulfillment/
I have fulfilled your chicness and adventure/
Fulfillment My blue sea and blue sky
?——"Chengquan" by Liu Ruoying
The senior decided to like this circle of friends. He likes Liu Ruoying's songs very much. Sometimes the story happens like this, and the "butterfly effect" of a like is setting off a storm.
Little A’s Perspective
1
My senior liked this song in my circle of friends. I posted this song at one o’clock in the morning.
I met my senior not long ago. That day at the Starbucks in People’s Square, I was holding a cup of Mianyun cold brew iced coffee. I liked how the cold milk foam floated lightly and softly in the cold brew coffee. It tastes as light and dense as a cloud. After one sip, I met a familiar face. I knew it was him, but I wasn't sure. Is he someone who has struck up a conversation with me before? Why do I feel like I have seen him somewhere, and there is a very familiar feeling about him, but he doesn't look at me, and his eyes don't linger on me at all. Yes, he must be someone I know, and I decided to get to know him again.
After adding WeChat, I knew he was a senior, but I forgot why I knew him. It was just an inexplicable feeling. I knew he had taken the initiative to know me, but that exact I'm not sure about the time, mainly because I can't remember clearly. But I know one thing for sure, he likes to listen to Rene Liu’s songs, especially late at night. So I decided to post a song "Chengquan" sung by Rene Liu late at night. After seeing this like, I decided to chat with him privately.
——Senior, you didn’t sleep so late?
——Haha, no, I’m not sleepy yet.
——Do you also like Milk Tea’s songs? I especially like to listen to her songs at night. Transparent and open-minded, it is easy to have inner peace.
——Yes, I like to listen to Milk Tea’s songs, and I also like to sing her songs. I think she depicts the beauty of love.
——I agree, I have compiled milk tea songs before, and I have put together all the songs I like about her. Senior, do you want to take a look?
——Okay, you can send it to me to take a look...
Late night is a time of emotional emptiness, and the mind will instantly become emotional. The first time my senior and I A long all-night conversation happened at this time.
I remember that I had a lot of chats with my seniors that night, including the stories of Rene Liu and Chen Sheng, and the current situation of Rene Liu, but most of them were about songs. I put my favorite milk tea song list together into a short storyline. This is my current situation. The plot is as follows:
You "Know or Not", "I Heard" and "When Love Is Close" ”, we will all be “crazy for love”. When we meet each other, we always like to express our inner love through singing.
If you don’t believe it, “Listen! Who is singing? It's a pity that God always plays tricks on people. Even though "I love you very much", "We are not together". I thought that when I met the right person, I would sigh "So you are here too" and finally get rid of "a lifetime of loneliness". However, in "Traveling Apart" in "Later", I did not say the sentence "So you are here too". I'm waiting for you", but decided to "accomplish". Come on, goodbye!
The senior felt that the playlists I provided were all of interest to him, and he chatted a lot as if I had started a conversation. He said that in addition to Rene Liu, he also liked Eason Chan, and he even learned I made up a little emotional story about a medley of golden songs. I admit that the senior is indeed very smart. He learned it immediately. The content of the story he made up is as follows:
When I was young and frivolous, I used the singing method of "Exaggerated" to become a singer. Named "The King of Karaoke". But since "Ten Years", there is no "Stable Happiness" under "Love Transfer", and I have also learned "Don't Talk" in ordinary days. Recently I just want to take "Your Backpack" to "Under Mount Fuji", take "Red Rose" and my "Distant Her", and say "Long time no see".
——Hey, senior, I didn’t expect you to be quite interesting. You said you like so many songs, can you sing them all?
——Harmful! I can just hum a few words.
——When are you free to discuss things and have a meal together?
——Okay, but I don’t quite remember your appearance. Then you have to call me, haha...
Two
Every time when you are in love Getting closer/
Feeling that he is hugging you tightly/
He is stirring your heart/
Covering your eyes/
I won’t let you know where to go
- "When Love Is Near" by Rene Liu
While eating, I lost my composure. Not only did I forget what I had eaten, but more importantly, while the waiter was waiting for me to reply, I never answered. Because I kept staring at the eyes of my senior, who has a pair of smiling eyes, I often felt unresponsive that night, and my whole person was confused. That person is not me. I usually react very quickly. Hey! Unexpectedly, the first time we met, we would make a big joke. The seniors must think that I am stupid and stupid. I am not in good condition. It is really not good.
——Senior, I’m sorry for tonight, my reaction was a little slow and made you laugh.
——I think it’s very good. You know a lot of things and have a lot of experience.
——Mainly because you are so nice, I was a little scared, so I was confused.
——Huh? ! I'm such a nice person, but you're still scared. It turns out you are not afraid of bad people or good people!
——No, I’m afraid! I'm afraid I'll fall in love with you.
——Huh? ! Your joke is too late, hahahahahahahaha...
Unknowingly, starting to chat at one o'clock in the morning has gradually become a long-established habit between the seniors and me. We talk about everything, food, movies, music, travel, photography, making money... Yes, of course we have to talk about making money. When you have money, you can have a lot. The only worry is that you will go back to the present without money. The lifestyle of the rich has always existed in the fantasies of the poor, but the rich cannot dream of the lifestyle of the poor even in nightmares, because in the world of the rich, poverty is unimaginable.
My senior and I always like to eat Thai food. When we go out, he always orders green papaya salad. He said he likes the green feeling, which is very similar to the feelings of students, green but pure; And I prefer the strong flavor of Tom Yum Goong soup, because I like the intense collision of taste buds, which is very similar to the saying: Only when you are drunk can you know the wine is strong, only when you have been in love can you know the weight, and only after it is stimulated can you know that it is plain. real.
The night view of the Bund is indeed beautiful, but the wind is also very strong. The turbulent flow from the Huangpu River takes away a lot of the heat. My senior and I started talking about this river again:
——Senior, do you know? This river looks beautiful, but it is actually poisonous.
——Huh? ! How to say.
——You see, the rivers flowing through the city center are relatively gentle, making them a holy place for viewing. Take the Pearl River for example. The river is very slow and it's okay even if you fall. But the Huangpu River is different. If you fall into it, you won’t be able to catch it up. The current is too fast.
——I don’t quite agree. On the contrary, I think this river is very wise and even has a philosophical flavor.
——Huh? Senior, please tell me.
——The ancient Greek philosopher Heraclitus once said, "One cannot step into the same river twice." If a river is too calm, wouldn't it be true that if a person falls in, he can be fished out in the same place? Is there any suspicion of "carving a boat for a sword"? Now this river is good, it has the flavor of philosophy, and it is a practitioner.
——High, really high, haha...
It was a bit cold that night, and the tourists dispersed one after another until about one o'clock, but the two of us were still looking at those jumping In the neon light, the senior hugged me and hummed a song. I still remember it very clearly:
I want to ask you if you dare/
Just like you said Love me/
I want to ask you if you dare/
Be crazy about love like me
—— Liu Ruoying's "Crazy about love"
p>I remember saying that night: "Dare! Anyone who dares is a puppy. From now on, he will be punished for only playing barking!"
三
——Senior, come here and style yourself!
——This is not good, it costs so much and does not suit my aloof status.
——If you don’t come here, I won’t take pictures anymore. With a head as big as yours, you still have to be picky.
——Come on, come on. Don't pinch my ears, hey! It hurts.
- Believe it or not, you will come and thank me in a day. Only I can help you take such beautiful pictures.
——Isn’t this just false packaging? It's like creating a star.
——Get out...
The senior said let’s cook a meal at home. It’s been a long time since we made delicious food together. I silently gave him a look and said that my cooking skills only allow me to make two kinds of pancakes and scallion pancakes. You choose one! As expected, he shamelessly chose the scallion pancake, but I did make it well. The appearance is hard to say, but the taste is still good.
The senior is really good at cooking. He made avocado fried chicken salad, crispy ribs, butterfly shrimp and medium-rare pan-fried steak all by himself. Everything seemed to be fine except that the steak was too tough. , worth eating. Of course, I didn't help him during the whole process, mainly because I didn't know where to start and my cooking skills were not good.
I don’t know if that bottle of Bordeaux is really good for me, or if the senior’s drinking capacity is too poor. Seeing his red face but full of sarcastic remarks, I just want to laugh. We nestled together on the small sofa we bought at IKEA last month. The sofa was very soft, sinking as if there was no support, and we sank as if we had no bones, until we sank deeper and deeper into each other. I remember the movie I watched that night very well. It was a love story about a pair of super innocent young people. No, it should be about the pure first love of a pair of children. It was called "Pumping Heart". Yes, we watch movies about children's love affairs, but we do things that are inappropriate for children.
If it weren’t for your longing eyes/
If it weren’t for my redeeming mood/
Meeting in thousands of mountains and seas of people/
Oh It turns out you are here too
—— Liu Ruoying's "So You Are Here Too"
After fighting for a long time, I finally applied with my senior to have a ragdoll cat in my residence. The ragdoll cat is really a divine pet given by God. It has a cute appearance and big watery eyes. It will also lick its long hair coquettishly from time to time. But if the seniors are not allergic to cat hair, everything will be different. All easy to handle.
The senior likes this ragdoll cat very much. He buys the best cat food for it and even arranges a super cozy warm cabin with stuffed animals shaped like dried fish. But the Ragdoll cat doesn't seem to like this nest very much. What it likes most is my knees and the sofa. The cat nest seems to have no other use except for occasionally scratching its paws.
——Senior, let’s give Tata to our friends!
——Why, you know that I love Tata the most. Have you ever seen a cuter kitten than it?
——You are allergic, and having a red nose every day is not a solution. Let’s send it away.
——No, I’ll try not to let myself get allergic, of course our little stuffed animal will stay at our house. How could you give your precious son away?
——Haha, you are the only one who knows how to talk...
But I admit that there are still bumps in the relationship between us, and it all started with that wedding.
I attended his friend's wedding with my senior. I decided to show off his handsomeness a little more. I arranged the buttons on the suit, carefully ironed the trousers along the trousers line, and pinned a fresh red rose on the collar of the shirt. . The senior may not know that the most sincere kiss I ever gave is still on the rose. As expected, the senior received a lot of admiring looks that night, but those looks were like bayonets, piercing me.
The senior student that night was a member of the groomsmen group. He exuded charm and quickly became the object of everyone's attention, including of course the bridesmaid who was his partner. The girl is tall, but not thin, with a curvy figure that is the favorite of men. More importantly, she has a pair of big, radiant eyes, which make her nose and mouth even smaller and more beautiful. Her eyelashes With a splash, the earth-colored eye shadow seems to be scattered with a little sparkling gold powder, which is reminiscent of the glitz and glamour. The senior and she have definitely become an exquisite couple among the best man and bridesmaid group. Apart from the bride and groom, they are the ones who attract the most attention. Everyone says that they are talented and beautiful.
I was very happy at the same time and very unhappy at the same time. There was a song that fit the scene very well, "It must be a special fate that makes us a family." But what I find doubly ironic is that the senior and her are indeed more suitable. Everyone thinks they are perfect for each other, more than one. People feel the same way.
On the way home, my senior asked me why I was depressed. I didn’t say anything, but took one of the earbuds I was listening to and gave it to him. We quietly played this song on a loop:
I think she is indeed/
a woman more suitable for you/
I am not gentle, elegant, mature and sensible enough/
If I Return to/
The position of a good friend/
You no longer need to be embarrassed like this/
I love you very much/
So I am willing to let you/
fly to more happy places.
——Rene Liu "I Love You Very Much"
Four
I actually know why I neglected my senior. The senior is too good. People will feel that the object of their favor is too excellent, and excellent people become gods. Gods can only look up from a distance. When he comes to you, the light is so bright that you can't lift your head and open your eyes. Don't open your eyes.
——You haven’t paid much attention to me recently. Did I do something wrong?
——Senior, you didn’t do anything wrong, I did something wrong. I think you should belong to everyone, not just to me.
——Why do you say that?
——Because everyone says that you and her are better suited, right?
——You just believe what others say. It’s not like you don’t understand what I think.
——Everyone says you are more suitable for her, why don’t you go find her? You are a match made in heaven~
- You shouldn’t do this. Let me tell you the story of my loneliness in the past...
I don’t have the answer/
< p> The sky is blue/I will look up/
The more complete the movie, the more I cherish the sadness/
The more time I have, the more I get used to it Uneasy/
Because I will always be lonely/
Living a lonely life
- Rene Liu's "A Lifetime of Loneliness"
I I accepted the senior's reasons. Of course, the ultimate reason was to forgive myself. However, the senior admitted that he would not be tempted by others, but he could not prevent others from being tempted by him. As expected, that girl became the person who violently pursued the senior. Apart from the superfluous me, the senior had no other shortcomings in being with her. Under this choice, it seems that only I am redundant.
I admit that sometimes I care too much about what others say, but I feel like I can’t control other people’s liking for my senior. More and more people are throwing arrows of love at him. I feel like Sooner or later, I will lose him, but it is this worry about gain and loss that makes the senior think that I am not in love with him anymore. He offered to share any ideas I had with him at any time. I knew that the seniors were beginning to doubt my current mood, so I offered to take a trip to Tokyo.
Love is a matter of two people/
I don’t like your doubts/
Doubts about love are terrible weapons that murder love/
It was sunny and nice weather when I was here
Black Black Heart, Send my heart to you/
The plan was to travel separately, why did it end like this/
I understand that I am in your arms
but not necessarily in your heart/
It rained all day in Paris
—— Liu Ruoying's "Traveling Apart" 》
When I was counting down in Shibuya, Tokyo, there were a lot of people. The senior was wearing a big scarf I bought for him, and his eyes were smiling like a crescent moon. I suddenly felt that he was very silly and a total idiot. A foolish man. I deliberately made him giggle and took one freeze-frame photo after another, following the bustling crowd.
On the street before, I asked him a question, are the spring cherry trees in Japan beautiful? He replied that it was the most beautiful picture in the world. I laughed. Sure enough, the senior has never seen much of the world. I asked again if there was a girl wearing a kimono underneath the cherry blossoms in spring, would it be more beautiful? He nodded stupidly, this was the most beautiful picture. I laughed again. If the cherry blossoms blow down at this time, there will still be a girl wearing a kimono underneath. But if you see this scene while soaking in the hot spring next door, wouldn't it be more beautiful? This time it was the senior's turn to laugh, he knew I was teasing him on purpose.
——The countdown, the countdown! Make a wish quickly~
——Senior! Senior, do you have me in your wish? ! !
——No!
——That’s great, there is no senior in my wish.
——Huh? I just lied to you!
——Me too...
五
I didn’t pay attention to the New Year’s countdown wish that night.
Because I was thinking about the decision in my heart, I decided to separate from my senior.
On the surface we still love each other deeply, but in our hearts we are troubled by suspicion and fear. I hope he can take a better path in life, and on that path, it must be without me, and it's time for me to leave.
Goodbye, senior! We probably will never see each other again~
How do you remember me/
With a smile or in silence/
Over the years, is there anyone who can remind you? Not lonely/
Later I finally learned how to love/
It’s a pity that you have already disappeared into the sea of ??people/
Later I finally understood it through tears/
Some people will never miss it once they miss it
——Rene Liu's "Later"
Senior's Perspective
1
Little A is an eccentric child. I'm not referring to his age, I'm referring to his personality.
He disappeared again this time, but this time is special. I can't seem to find him.
I have forgotten how I met Little A. I only know that we stayed together for many, many days and nights, and we chatted together late at night every night, rain or shine. But why did he just leave? Without him at night, I feel like my insomnia will worsen again.
After getting to know him, I feel that I have learned to start to examine everything I do. Some of the strange things that Little A mentioned from time to time always make me think. I feel very familiar with him, but also have a very strange feeling. This feeling is really strange, but his sense of mystery has always made it difficult for me to let go.
Little A’s job is a mystery to me. He doesn’t seem to have any fixed working hours or even a fixed schedule for going to work. But he seems to be extremely particular about food and clothing. Where does his income come from? Why did he stay up so late? He kept talking to me. Was he trying to tell me something?
Two
I remember the night I had dinner with Little A for the first time, I made an incredible discovery.
I think I met him on the live broadcast platform, but it seems, I'm not sure. But is this person who appears on the live broadcast platform and shouts, "Babys, hurry up and vote for me," really Little A? I'm not sure.
The person in the live broadcast, speaking many buzzwords enthusiastically, and being bombarded by so many Xundi's beauty, is completely different from the little A in my impression.
I vaguely feel that the person in the live broadcast may be Little A, but the Little A who I am talking to is completely different, so he is real at this moment, and the person I am chatting with late at night is just to cater to my needs. Disguise? I don't think it's like that. I have no virtues and abilities, and I need such a laborious disguise. I'm just an ordinary person, an extremely ordinary person.
I decided to find the answer about him myself. Who is he?
Three
I finally live with Little A, but even so, he will occasionally disappear from my life for a few hours or a few days. I feel like he has been doing some amazing things behind my back. Yes, with his logical thinking, he will definitely do something he thinks is fun. But when I repeatedly confirmed with him whether he was doing a live broadcast, he refused to respond directly to me.
I am not rejecting it, nor am I incomprehensible, but why is he unwilling to tell me frankly? I can completely participate in it with him, unless, unless he has never been willing to trust me, and has always had his own mysterious realm. Haha, after all, he still doesn’t love me enough.
Four
I was angry with Little A.
Since attending Shen Wen’s wedding, he has been encouraging me to be with Zhang Yawen. Anyone who is not blind can see that Zhang Yawen likes me, but I don’t like Zhang Yawen. How could Little A not see it? He repeatedly encouraged me to be with bridesmaid Zhang Yawen, which made me very angry.
What weird plans did Little A have secretly? I had to record them. I decided to buy a DV and record them all.
Five
I didn’t expect that he would disappear after counting down in Japan.
At the foot of Mount Fuji, he disappeared along with the cherry blossoms in the sky.
I returned to China, but Little A never came back. I found a handwritten article that I recorded in QQ space ten years ago. It actually mentioned the story of meeting Little A, but there was no follow-up.
So I really know Little A? I am increasingly suspicious that Little A is a fictional story of his own.
Until one day, I registered an account on the Internet celebrity platform and sent it out, and found that everyone really called me senior Xiao A. Are the senior and Little A two real people whose souls match each other, or is it one person who has found a part of his lost self?
What is your answer?
I don't know. Not knowing is not an escape or an excuse, it is the truth. Not knowing is the normal state of life, and so are emotions.
-END-
■? Editing and typesetting |? Jay, I really want to love this world!
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