Talk against the sky

Nice to meet you! This is the only way I can show you the letter. I've always wanted to write you the letter we met for the first time, but I didn't give it to you, not because I didn't have the courage. Actually, there used to be a lot of things I couldn't say in front of you. Just express yourself in a letter.

I don't know when I started to pay attention to you. It seems like a long time ago, just yesterday, but I locked you firmly in my mind for the first time. Do you know what I was thinking when your figure appeared in front of my eyes? I was wondering, do you have a boyfriend? Who is so happy? I was angry when you told me about you and your boyfriend. I was angry when you told me that you wanted to make up with your boyfriend. Is this kind of man worth loving? I don't believe you will regret a man who has social contacts with him. Actually, I don't know what you're thinking, but I didn't think so much. Because I heard that you want to make up with your boyfriend, I feel that I have no chance to choose you now, so I am so indifferent to you. I can see from the photos you sent me that you are a very good girl. I don't seem to have the idea of chasing you when I have no money. Yes, there is a big gap between us, but I really can't control myself. Who stipulates that boys who have no money can't be happy? If this is my destiny, I will violate it! The first time I saw you, I locked you in my heart. Your figure floated before my eyes, and I saw your smiling face, full of kindness. Your eyes make me intoxicated. At that time, there was only one thought in my heart: I want you to be my only one! But I hope you will give me a chance. Let's start with friends, and I will let you know everything about me. I've never liked someone as much as I do now. I like you. Is this called love? What should I do? I seem to be in love with you. I am like a man and a woman immersed in love, feeling full of ups and downs and uneasiness. When one day you told me that you wanted to leave a message in my space and told me not to delete it, maybe I thought you were keeping your thoughts. When you stayed, I went in and took a look. I saw the words you left deeply touched my heart. The content of that picture made me feel very excited, as if we were really moving the truth. From the day I fell in love with you, I remembered the content of that photo. "Legend has it that I found a four-leaf clover." A leaf represents prayer; A leaf represents hope; A leaf represents love; The last leaf represents happiness; I hope I can give you happiness and make you happier. You are my happiness, and I am your clover. "You" is my happiness, "I" is your four-leaf clover, which belongs to you only, and I really made you a four-leaf clover. "I swear I will never forget these words, because this is the happiness you want in your heart and I can give it to you."

I think I have known you for a long time. Now that we are together, I was very excited when we first met. I know that the furthest distance in the world is not the distance between life and death, but that you don't know I love you when I stand in front of you. Affection is a heavy burden that I can't bear, and love words are only occasional lies. I love you, and I am willing to give up everything for your happiness. Although I believe that love is selfish, I don't want you to. I hope we can go on better, because I only want to love this once in my life. I always want to talk to you when I'm not around, and I don't know if you want to listen. I was very happy the day I first met you. I swear to love you, maybe you. I don't know what you are thinking. Today I want to tell you what I think. From the day I first met you, I couldn't sleep at night, because I was wondering if we could do what we agreed to do for a lifetime. I can do it. Maybe I was wondering what you were thinking. Some love is not just sweet talk, so forget it. Love needs more training to last forever. I think we have more tests to face. As long as we don't give up, I believe we will be very happy in the end.

I am in a bad mood today, too. Although I am not very happy with you these days, just because you mentioned the past, the time I spent with you made me feel very warm! I really hope you can take care of yourself while I'm away! I hope you can take care of yourself, otherwise I can't forgive myself. I think it's my turn to do too much, and I can do too little. As your boyfriend, I am very incompetent. I can't always take care of you by your side. Some things can't help you, which makes me feel bad. In the days without you, I often call you with a voice that is gentle enough to make me cry! I haven't been with you for days. Have you ever calculated foolishly like me? I don't know what you are doing, and I don't know if you think of me, but we are in love. Yes, I believe you miss me as much as I miss you, because you said that your love will always be by my side, just like every birthday, forever! I know you are in a bad mood these days, but don't lose your temper with me, but I should have called. All my friends on the Internet asked me what I should have asked. I thought my friend would lend me money when he got paid, but I didn't expect my friend to forget someone when he was rich, so heartless. Even my friends are unreliable, but I think what I said to you is too disappointing and I am incompetent. I've always felt bad and incompetent. Comfort you, but when I give it to you, you always face me with anger and bad temper. I didn't know what to say when I heard your voice, but I always cared that your health would not be affected by it. I've been meaning to ask you if you fell asleep while I was sleeping online, but one day I knew you saw my message asking if you were there, but you ignored me. I don't know if you still care about me. I thought a lot at night, and I really want to know what you are thinking. But we can't be angry with me for it. I am not a toy. I can do anything I want with it. But at least I know that my girlfriend is not angry but distressed. From the day I love you, I have been distressed by you. Maybe you don't feel much pain. Because of this, I can't find so many friends. Even the desktop computer has been at home for so many years, and no one wants to play, but people say that the host computer is broken and the display is less than 100. I'm really sorry. I didn't want to call you the day I came back, but I didn't want to keep you waiting, but I don't think you will be happy with such bad news. I don't know how to help you. I'm sorry. I almost went on a hunger strike this day, because I think about it every day. I don't know how happy you are when you watch it day by day. But when I am very unhappy, you always mention your ex-boyfriend. I don't know if you have forgotten this person in your heart.

Xiaolan, you should be happy no matter what, don't do this. If you want to do this because of this, I am very dissatisfied with you. I don't know what you are thinking there, and I don't know if you have thought about me. I silently bear the dribs and drabs of missing, the accumulation of years, tears of love or giggles. It's as light as here, as light as your laughter, as heavy as the occupation of souls from generation to generation. Just because you are so unhappy, you dare not call to disturb you, because things really make us so quiet that we can't hear the sound. You know, I love you and have always wanted to know whether you are happy or unhappy. I want to take care of and ask all your questions.

Let's work together to realize our wishes.

I love you-"She" ......

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