What kind of experience is it to get drunk in a strange city alone?

The picture is beautiful, from Phoenix.

Walking in the beautiful ancient city of Fenghuang is like being in a picture scroll, and the reflection of every step in the water is so enchanting that there is no sense of disobedience.

It takes one day and one night to travel from Guangzhou to Changsha, Changsha to Jishou, and Jishou to Fenghuang.

This is my first time to Phoenix. I saw it in the daytime and at night for the first time.

However, I got drunk in such a picturesque place ...

After watching the bonfire party, I got lost between Hongqiao and my residence. My little sister along the way was braver than me. She came to find her boyfriend who broke up. I asked her to find him, and I gave her all my courage.

the same place, the same situation, probably the same mood, we both have a feeling of loving each other.

Tell me why I came to Phoenix, because the person I like is in Changsha, and I want to pass by his city and feel his breath.

people who can do such a thing are either crazy or young.

I'm looking for someone I've only known for less than two months. I don't know what I'm trying to do. I told myself to give up! Everything is fine, you may just want to say something to him in person that you can really give up, instead of procrastinating and wasting it!

My hands are cheap on the road. When I think of him, I don't want to send him a message, because he hasn't replied to me for a long time, so I'm the only one talking to myself in the dialog box. This time I opened it, I just looked at his circle of friends quietly, like countless times as usual. Look!

But I saw a horizontal line. I don't know what I thought. Is it blacking out? Or shielding? Should I be glad that he finally remembered me and finally remembered to blacken me or delete me? I really think so sometimes, even if he blacked me out or deleted me, at least it proves that he remembered me at a certain moment.

Phoenix is really beautiful.

But after I saw that horizontal line, I was basically absent-minded. I just wanted to go back to my residence quickly and think nothing.

The little sister who was in a similar situation along the way finally decided to go to see her boyfriend tomorrow and bravely clarify those misunderstandings. She came from Chengdu to Phoenix, except for blessings. I especially hope they will have a good result.

We started chatting all the way. When we arrived at our residence, she asked, Would you like a drink? I don't know whether this wine is to cheer for her or to celebrate my deletion. In short, I will leave and continue to go out to the right.

Phoenix, like all small literary and artistic attractions, is full of songs at night, and the pub is very lively. We walked and watched all the way ...

We both thought that drinking cocktails and listening to songs was too elegant for us, so we drank snowflakes in the place where we ate fried powder silently. I said I felt it after three cups, but then I drank four bottles, and the result was that I threw up directly in the boss's shop, crying my head off and shivering with cold.

This is the first time in my life that I was drunk, and I was drunk in a strange city for the first time in my life. I used to do this kind of operation when I was drunk, crying loudly and throwing up.

to be honest, it feels good to burst into tears, but it feels bad to throw up, so the whole experience is unforgettable.

the younger sister across the street keeps saying: I shouldn't let you drink.

The owner of the store said: Well, there's nothing to pass, just cry for a while!

the owner of the accommodation said: how really drunk! A person who laughs and laughs during the day really has something in mind!

I didn't understand those people who drink when they are in conflict in their feelings, but now I seem to understand that it is that moment when you may be encouraged by alcohol to do something you dare not do, such as calling him and sending him WeChat, or telling him that you miss him.

of course, I didn't do any of this!

before I got drunk, I said, I wouldn't believe I was drunk in the phoenix if I killed myself!

the younger sister of my colleague said: I don't believe I can meet this similar you in Phoenix even if I die!

The feeling of getting drunk in a strange city is probably that you can drink, cry and tell your story without restraint. You don't need to care about whose eyes or opinions, let alone whether you will be sad when you go to work tomorrow, let alone worry about your parents and friends.

it's also a difficult experience to come to this beautiful phoenix alone and get drunk. Maybe our original intention is not to get drunk, but it's no use getting drunk!

beautiful Xiangxi, phoenix remains the same,

love is deep and shallow, and there is nowhere to complain about acacia.

a thousand miles here, the glass goes first,

a loner, cold into hunger.

Tomorrow you will still be you and I will still be me.

No one will remember who cried in this city.

I cried to pay homage to my bravery;

I cried and gave up my strength;

wine is not good to drink. You need to warm it with your body temperature when you drink it, so wine is not a good thing.

Just like him, he came and took away my enthusiasm, my courage and my stubbornness. I need to recover slowly! Probably people who fall in love for the first time are impulsive, so they are impulsive like me!

I gave him all the strength I had accumulated for more than 2 years, and then I got drunk once, so I will probably remember it later!

I keep telling myself that he doesn't like you, and it really has nothing to do with whether you are good or not.

But I don't understand more and more what love is, and why I can magically come to two of a kind and spend my life together, loving each other more than myself.

I've seen all these.

However, I have never felt ...

So I am confused. Love is probably the mystery of the century to me, but I have been drunk for it, and only when I have felt it myself is the real experience.

If one day I feel love, I will definitely bring him to this city and tell him: Well, I came here alone, suffered a lot here, and then I went back. Fortunately, I didn't give up my life, so I met you and felt what true love is.

this person may never come back, maybe he will come back tomorrow.

-written on February 7, 218.