Sadness under the fence

? Winter has passed and the weather is getting warmer. In this spring season, I not only didn't feel the warmth brought by the season, but also sent out bursts of chill from time to time.

? Due to the epidemic, this holiday has become particularly long. I thought I could reunite with my family at home and make up for my debts when I was studying abroad, but after all, I forgot more about the inconvenience caused by relying on others.

? As my family are working outside, I don't have much holiday, so I temporarily settle down in my brother-in-law's house to eat and wear. I thought I wouldn't stay long and I was enthusiastic, but I forgot that enthusiasm is nothing compared with personal interests.

? For me, who almost depended on others since I was a child, I thought I could adapt to everything, but I overestimated my ability after all.

? I felt satisfied with the time I spent eating at my brother-in-law's house, and I didn't know how to cook, so I cooked all my usual dishes and chopsticks. In my spare time, I not only help them with farm work, but also serve as a voluntary tutor.

? I thought everything was satisfactory, but after all, it was not as good as my family. I was really unhappy when I was a tutor. Because my brother-in-law's children are still in primary school, they are not sensible, and they are often dissatisfied with their families because they don't do their homework seriously.

? Although many times I am dissatisfied, I know that there are rules under the fence of sponsors, so many times, even if I am wronged again, I can only hold back.

? But maybe sometimes it is. The more you compromise, the less you will be treated equally. Although my aunt knows my little brother's personality, when it comes to learning problems, the responsibility is directed at me. I don't feel well. I want to say why I try my best but I still don't please.

? But I didn't. I resisted all injustices, because I knew from an early age that relying on others was not just talk. Because I depend on others, I am doomed to endure all the sadness and leave everything to myself to digest.

? Never rely on others again if you can.

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