I want to find a best friend to talk to me about what’s on my mind

When I was very young, my parents divorced because of personality differences. In the beginning, I was like their connection line, because they all cared about me, so the relationship was pretty good. Without me, they would have gone their separate ways. However, they eventually separated.

Now I am in a dilemma. Mom and dad are competing for me, one wants me here, the other wants me there. It’s true that dad thinks one thing in his heart and says another. He often told me: "Don't go with mom, stay with dad." But every time my mom came to see me, he always told her to take me away. I'm really worried about myself. Could it be that my fate should be manipulated by others? But if I really had to choose, I wouldn't know what to do.

People often ask me: "Who is better, dad or mom?" I always hesitate and don't know how to answer. Dad can be very cruel sometimes, but it's always because I've done something wrong or I'm upset, but I know he's doing it for my own good. As for my mother, because she rarely sees me, she regards me as her darling and depends on me for everything. I am already in sixth grade, I can understand their psychology, so I can't choose, I know they all love me.

I have been working hard to restore our broken family as soon as possible. Unexpectedly, Cheng Yaojin came out halfway and a man appeared and married my mother. My dream was shattered again. How much I want to live with my parents. Whenever I see other people happy with their parents, I shed tears, but I never let anyone see me.

I often see on TV that when men and women get together, the man always talks sweetly, and the woman always obeys, but in the end they go their separate ways. It's really strange, why did they stay together in the first place? How much harm did they cause to the children. I've been an example and I really don't want others to be hurt like this.

Dads and mothers, please protect your families, love your children well, and don’t let them suffer too much pain at a young age.