Reading in the morning: Goodbye, my university.

if one day we are submerged in the crowd, we will be useless all our lives.

That's because we don't try to live a rich life, and we should have the simplest life and the most distant dreams.

even if it's freezing tomorrow, the road is far away.

-Seven Viola Years

Part 1

I always remember that four years ago, at 3: 3 in the morning on September 5th, my father and I got off the train, and there was a towering lamp post in the square, emitting dim light, and we saw the five characters "Sanming Railway Station". This is where I will live for four years. This is my first time out of the province. Actually, my parents didn't want me to go out of the province, but I came straight here and acted before acting. Since then, every winter and summer vacation, I have been running between Wuhan and Sanming, hurting my heart. Always arrive in Wuhan one day in advance, and arrive in Sanming at 3: 3 in the morning, and there is no car home on the day of returning to Wuhan.

at the station, we stayed until dawn. According to the address on the admission notice, I came to sanming university. The doorman asked me, which department are you in? I said, Department of Economic Management. He said, you are not in this campus. This is the general school, and you are in Sanyuan Campus.

the doorman asked someone to take us to the branch school. Senior and senior sisters took me to the dormitory, and at the same time, someone helped my father buy a return train ticket. The dormitory is in the South Hotel, which is said to be run by a teacher. One room for six people, bunk beds. The space is very small.

freshmen who just come to school always feel that their seniors are very good.

I was completely disappointed when I started shopping at school. This branch school is a palm-sized land. If you stand at the school gate, there is a dormitory on the left, a teaching building on the right, a canteen and dormitory behind the teaching building, and a prospect building on the high ground next to it. And then it was gone. This is my dream university. There are no dormitories to go to bed and get off the table, no bright libraries, no tall teaching buildings and no tree-lined paths.

when it comes, let it be.

Due to the unavailability of instructors, the military training for freshmen was postponed until the end of the freshman year, lasting for 1 days. Our instructor is a middle-aged man, and colleagues train three classes. At that time, it was early July, and it was hot in the dormitory. Besides, wearing a military uniform and standing in the hot sun, I could feel the sweat dripping down. I was always thinking, why didn't I faint on such a hot day? Unfortunately, pretending to faint is not that high-tech.

physical education class is a freshman and a sophomore. This is the class I hate most in my whole university. Unlike other schools, physical education has the right to choose. One is practicing sword, and the other is aerobics. In this world, there are many things that can not be achieved by hard work. Sports is one of them. Sports make me extremely frustrated and have a deep sense of powerlessness.

Freshman lives in a hotel, but freshman moves out and lives in another place. Eight people, bunk beds, no separate bathroom. There is a public toilet on the first floor. Very unimaginable place. Three long tables occupy the rest of the space. We have to sit in our own beds. The computer is on the bed, and the luggage is stuffed under the bed. It's okay in winter, so you don't have to take a bath every day. And you can take a bath in the bathhouse. One dollar at a time is still very cheap. I got tangled in summer, and I took a shower and lined up. Especially after physical education class every week, it's really hard to take a shower. Our bath water is also burned with electric heating rods.

in this place, we still lived for a year until our junior year moved into the general school. Hotels are used to comfort new students. If you stay in the current eight-person room from the beginning, it is estimated that many people will drag their luggage home directly.

Part 2

When I was at school, I was occasionally in a trance, and I was already living thousands of miles away from home. After all, Fujian is a completely different place from Hubei. The taste of Hubei is much heavier than that of Fujian, and Hubei people generally like spicy food. When I cook at home, I will definitely put pepper. It's not spicy. When I first came to Fujian, everything I ate felt tasteless. Later, I gradually got used to the taste here, and I found Sanming's food more and more delicious. Things in Sanming are richer than those in Hubei, such as fish and meat.

It is said that college is very comfortable and easy to gain weight. But when I came to college, I lost a lot of weight. Eat, sleep and play. I can't figure out why I lost weight.

When I was a freshman, my dormitory loved bread very much. Every time I go out, I bring a loaf of bread back. I also like to drink colorful milk tea. At that time, I always wondered if I would get fat if I drank such a high-calorie thing.

after entering the general school, I will go to that milk tea, which tastes the same, but I can't finish it. Some things only exist for a certain period of time. When the time has passed, you will never find that smell again.

Part 3

When I was in high school, I didn't understand why the children in those universities were so sleepy in class. Isn't the university very idle and has plenty of time to sleep? I didn't understand until I entered the university. I accidentally went to bed in the early morning at night. You're not alone. Everyone is like this. It's a university atmosphere. If there is a class the next morning, you have to get up at seven. Naturally, I am very sleepy.

in our department of economics and management, we have a wicked system, which is to sign in in the morning. The original intention of leadership is to let us get up early and study hard.

the leader must be very happy that he can come up with such a feat, thinking that he has come up with a good method. As everyone knows, if there are no classes in the first two classes, we will all sign in and go straight back to bed to sleep. The check-in every morning can be said to be a landscape. Some people are sleepy and stumble when walking; Some people wear pajamas directly; Some people wear more clothes outside their pajamas. Of course, some people are well dressed and look normal.

Part 4

The last semester of freshman year passed in a muddle. The first college exam will come soon. Final exam. A little nervous. What exam do you take? Although I said I didn't skip class, I didn't listen to any class. The book is as good as new. But before the exam, the teacher drew the key points for us. It seems that he is a teacher of political economy and an associate professor. He told us that you can take the test at will. I didn't change the test paper. As long as you fill it up, you will pass it. With a uneasy heart, I entered the examination room and found that almost all the papers were the key points drawn by the teacher. At that time, I was disappointed. It turned out that the college exam was like this, which was equivalent to a form. Because I just graduated from high school, I can't accept this way. Later, it was taken for granted to draw the scope like breathing air, but the key scope was getting bigger and bigger, so we often bargained with the teacher in the hope that the scope would be smaller.

Every time I take the final exam, I enter the examination room with the fearless attitude that "a good student like me can't pass the exam, and who else can?". The result didn't live up to my confidence. There is also a scholarship, although it is third-class. In college, the busiest time is before the exam. Usually, I have no motivation to read books, even if I read books, I can't remember them. Only on the eve of the exam can temporary memory be brought into full play. After the exam, everything was forgotten.

Part 5

When we were freshmen and sophomores, we studied advanced mathematics. The teacher who teaches this course is called Fu Youming. We usually call him Brother Youming. When you look at brother Ming's face, you will feel that it is really abstract.

Advanced math is very difficult, especially for those of us in liberal arts classes. That's really a struggle. Perhaps, every child in the Department of Economics and Management is deeply impressed by Brother Youming, which is attributed to the high number.

At that time, there was a popular saying on the Internet. Once upon a time, there was a tree called Gao Shu, on which many people hung.

Part 6

When I was a freshman, I was introduced by my senior sister and made textual research. At that time, our financial management class set off an upsurge of textual research. Six people in our dormitory even applied for two courses at one time, namely, the basis of securities and securities trading. From then on, I began a miserable career of textual research. At that time, I spent almost all my time reading securities books. The later I got, the more I felt that it was a wrong decision to take two exams at once. Two books and two exercises, completely unfamiliar things, seem to take a lot of time, and everything will be fine if you can prepare one well. When I understood this truth, I read part of the second book, immediately gave up this one and went back to focus on conquering the first one.

The examination point for the certificate is not in Sanming, but in Quanzhou, Xiamen, Fuzhou. At that time, our dormitory collectively applied for Fuzhou.

when we went to the exam, we bought tickets at four in the morning. Go away in groups. It is a very exciting thing. I was carsick, not only the car but also the train. The next morning, we arrived in Fuzhou. At that time, the six of us had three test sites, and we went to find our own test sites. I'm with Liu Mei and Zheng Nannan. The three of us lived in the school hostel, where there was a TV, and we watched if you are the one at night. When we were in Fuzhou, we were caught in a rainy day and didn't have a chance to go out to play. I remember, we went to Fuzhou Student Street, which was really crowded.

a week later, the results came out and I passed both courses. My luck is not generally good. I didn't read the second book very much. What a personality explosion. Roommates usually only pass one door.

Later, my roommate passed the certificate one after another.

among all our textual research, the certificate examination can be said to be the most time-consuming and costly one.

Part 6

At the end of the freshman year, there was a rumor that a major would move to the general school this year. Maybe it's our financial management major

you don't know how much we expected from the general school. From our campus to the general school, we need to take a bus, No.11 or No.7. We usually don't go there, but the past will only make us sadder, and we don't have a sense of belonging. We don't know where we can stay on such a big campus. We will only go there when there is something, such as taking the CET-4. In the past, fortunately, when we came back, we couldn't catch the bus at all. At that time, Liu Mei and I wandered around the campus for a long time before getting on the bus back to the campus.

As freshmen, we still have many illusions about the university. I am eager to go to the general school, which is in line with our imagination. As you can imagine, the general school is bustling with people. Thirteen departments, about 1 thousand people, unlike branch schools, which only have 4 or 5 people. I like a crowded place, even if I don't know anyone. Strangers who are busy or chatting around each other will give me a sense of security. No attention, no neglect, everyone is in peace.

Later, the school informed that the marketing major moved to the general school. We watched them with envy and dragged our luggage into the arms of the general school. We were particularly disappointed at that time, and we really wanted to find a leader to protest.

In my junior year, Sanyuan Branch moved into the general school completely. After the curiosity and excitement of freshman and sophomore, junior has quietly aged. No more hope, no more indignation, and accept all this quietly.

eight people, bunk beds, with separate bathrooms. Driven to despair, we are already very satisfied with such a dormitory. At least bid farewell to the public toilet.

Before I went to college, I saw pictures of my brother's dormitory. After going to bed and getting off the table, my brother sat in a chair, with various books on the bookcase and a computer on the desktop.

independent space. From top to bottom, it all belongs to one person's world.

This picture has been a dream of mine ever since.

however, when the dormitory arrangement came, I knew that this life was out of the question.

this is my biggest regret for four years in college.

Part 7

When I was a sophomore, I studied accounting. The teacher is Gao Xiaohong. A very sharp teacher. I always remember what she said, early death and early super life. This sentence has been my personal signature for a long time. Of course, this sentence is not to tell you to die before it's too late, but to say that many things should be done before it's too late. For example, take an accounting certificate. Many people begin to take the accounting certificate in the next semester of their sophomore year. There must be me in this. Three exams together, an accounting foundation, an accounting regulation and an accounting computerization. It's another dark two-month preparation for the exam. I'm still a little worried between exams. I spent so much time. How sad it would be if I failed the exam. After entering the examination room, I proved that I had thought too much and had seen most of the topics, so I passed the accounting certificate.

Last semester in my junior year, I took the exam to get into high school. This is the simplest certificate I have ever taken. By the next semester of junior year, four innovative credits have been filled, and there is no pressure for textual research. But in order not to be too boring, I reported it to a financial planner. When I got those two books, I wanted to give them up. They were so thick and so big, which was much scarier than accounting documents. Sometimes, convincing yourself that you must read a book costs at least 3 yuan money, regardless of how you can live up to yourself.

but later, I gave up.

before the exam, we did a cheat sheet. I'm going to try. Whether it's useful or not. Naked test is a very happy thing. Because I haven't worked hard, it doesn't matter what the result is.

the invigilation is very loose. Can I say, did we have a good time copying? Finally, the practice passed, but the foundation failed.

Senior year, make-up exam foundation. Still naked. However, the exam was so strict that I couldn't get a cheat sheet.

so, you don't have to think about the result.

Part 8

When I was a sophomore, I became the second or third batch of party activists. This is not my intention. This was reported directly without my consent. Take it one step at a time.

I know that it is impossible for me to join the party. When I was a freshman, I took the place of my roommate to attend the ideological report of joining the party. In a small classroom, there are all the activists who join the party, and everyone needs to go on stage to read their own ideological report. I stood on the podium, the more I read, the more I wanted to laugh, and finally I couldn't help it. I was so hard, so I left out a lot of content and hurried off the stage. Yu Guang saw that many people were watching me, and others must think I was too strange. What's so funny about that? Actually, I don't understand why I want to laugh. Perhaps, I subconsciously think that joining the party is a joke.

when you formally join the party, there will be a swearing-in meeting. I need someone to read those solemn vows, and I will definitely laugh.

think about what the consequences will be if this happens in that situation.

Our party members met with red songs. Are dragged to sing red songs. The school saw the needle and used all kinds of spare time to sing red songs than us. The Internationale. The five-star red flag flutters in the wind. There are all kinds of complaints. All kinds of tiredness.

Later, I went to Sangang to perform red songs. After the end, I immediately rushed to the general school to sing red songs. I remember that the weather was bad and it was raining that day. None of us have time for dinner. The school carried a lot of bread to solve our dinner.

to join the party, you always need to write a lot of materials and hand them in. Every time, I remember this before or after the deadline. I'm not a procrastinator either, but joining the party was an accident. This makes me weak.

When I was a junior, I had to hand in a lot of ideological reports and an application for joining the Party. The focus is on the application for joining the party. At that time, we bought a copy directly from Baidu and handed it in. Li Yangfan said, no, rewrite. So, let's go back to the key point, and Baidu's. Of course, I can't. Li Yangfan also looked down upon it, saying that you still wrote the Third Plenary Session of the Eleventh Central Committee.

Liu mei and I decided that we would not join the party. This is that the party does not want us, not that we do not join the party. I once asked the Communist Youth League Secretary what to do if he doesn't join the Party. She said that it would be troublesome to find Zhang Meihua anyway.