What is the number of 300 words in my own composition?

Everyone has his own self-esteem, pride and ideas. Sometimes I always feel that what I have been doing is right and I don't accept criticism from others.

When I was a child, I was an innocent and carefree girl. I have never restrained myself from being naughty, but now I am different.

I have my own temper, my own constraints and my own self-esteem. I will never forget what my mother used to say: "If a person doesn't have his own temper, restraint and self-esteem, he doesn't live for himself." Vent in temper, restrain in behavior, and find yourself in self-esteem. Now let me tell you something about myself.

Now I am a lively and cheerful girl with my own standards in my heart. I am a strong person, I don't admit defeat, and I don't like to accept criticism from others. Teachers and mothers all say that it is not easy to be an excellent self, and it is even harder for you to get rid of your temper, but they don't know who doesn't want to be an excellent self. In my heart, I always feel that I have failed, but the teacher said, "If you want to be yourself, you must constantly improve in failure, so that you can become yourself in your heart." Everyone wants to be excellent, but I think this standard is too far away from me. Now my heart is full of anxiety and self-distrust. A famous person once said that if I have confidence in everything, I will succeed, but I am depressed. I want to destroy myself and keep escaping from reality. I wonder if I still have myself now?

But the reality is cruel. If you want to survive in cruelty, you must find your self-confidence, find yourself and face the future bravely. No matter what is in your heart, please believe in yourself, even if you are wrong, you should face it frankly. Believe that you are the most beautiful!