What kind of experience is the job arranged by parents?

I was once arranged by my parents to be a small clerk in a small unit in my hometown.

The first experience is that others know that I came in through relationships, and I am afraid that others will talk about myself behind my back. There are not many people in the unit, and there are only about 20 people coming and going. You will recognize them all in a few days. First day at work, busy recognizing people. Those people are very enthusiastic to see me, and they are not surprised to see a new person. This forced me to think in my mind, will it, in fact, everyone knows that I came in through relationships?

The second lesson is that if you work harder than others, others will see your efforts. I don't know if other people arranged by their parents are serious at work, but I am serious anyway. I work very hard. When I want others to see me, I don't just think of other people's daughters, but the girl who did a good job. I work harder than others because I don't want to lose my parents' face. I don't want others to think that I am nothing but relying on my parents.

The third experience is that I dare not resign casually. Life in this town is boring. I watch a motorcycle go to work every day, stay at home after work, and my parents will arrange my life. My peers have all gone to work in big cities, and I can't even find a friend to chat with in afternoon tea. Feeling a little out of touch with society, the town naturally sells clothes from a few years ago. Such a day can be seen from now on, and it is the same monotonous year after year.

I want to resign, but I am embarrassed to resign, because my parents have been looking for a relationship for a long time before they put me in this unit. If I leave soon after I come in, people will think that I have little patience and can't do things well. In this case, not only my reputation, my parents' reputation, but also the reputation of references will be damaged. I struggled for a long time and didn't know whether to go or stay. I struggled for another six months.

In the end, I chose to go because I thought I was suitable for a big city, but I shouldn't be in this small town.