After the daughters were hospitalized one after another ...-(Health and Happiness Series Course 1)

Real salvation is self-salvation, real self-healing.

I remember, when I was pregnant with Dabao, it was just the rising period of my work. I was mainly at work at that time, and I was also a fast food in the company. I took a few bites of fast food if it didn't taste good. I fainted more than a dozen times during pregnancy, and the first few times were taken to the hospital because of nervousness. Later, just lie down and replenish water and food, and you can wake up slowly. In this way, when I was in the hospital for two weeks to have a baby, my daughter gave birth prematurely. When I first met her,

After my daughter was born, I worked hard for my so-called dream. Start working within 100 days, often work overtime and stay up late to practice driving. My daughter has been weaned for a long time without breast milk. Later, my daughter has been in my hometown, and I worked hard in Shenzhen, saying that it was for my dreams. However, my dream road is full of thorns. Without healthy body and cherished thoughts, I will give up halfway sooner or later and fall miserably.

So, after working for six years, I left without looking back, taking away my thin and sick body and extremely tired heart, and the punishment that my daughter came to me two years later.

The girl came to me when she was two and a half years old. She was naughty and rebellious, and the most important thing was that she was very picky about food. Her body issued an early warning every three days.

20 18, it was a year when all kinds of things were mixed together and made me physically and mentally exhausted, but on the surface, I was still very calm, because I knew that only I could solve all the troubles that bothered me.

In the second half of 20 18, I was hospitalized three times in a row within three months, all with slight cold, cough and fever. The child lost a lot of weight at once, and it was the early days of my business, and there were many things. Sometimes I come back from the company at 9 o'clock in the evening, change clothes and go directly to the hospital, and stay up all night at night to check the child's status at any time. The child didn't eat or drink, lost his temper, and once let me hold her and cry in the shade of the hospital.

A child is a piece of meat that fell from its mother. When I became a mother, I didn't know what was the connection between mother and child. The first time I was helpless, the first time I panicked. I have never been a mother, nor have I been trained. So I keep feeling this frustration. I am so strong that I never thought that I would cry helplessly because of my child's illness.

But there is nowhere to release it.

On the evening of September 20 14 18, I lay in my hospital bed and wrote the following:

At that time, I was grateful to have so many friends who cared about me and gave me advice when I was most miserable and helpless, and I also realized the root of the problem, that is, my body lacked nutrition and the nutrition of love was extremely lacking, not only for my children, but also for myself.

I'll give you this essay again.

Please click: My "ignorance" made my daughter suffer a lot.

In fact, children spend so much time before and after hospitalization. The most painful thing is that their appetite has been declining and they have been losing weight. Mothers want to bear all this for their children.

The most puzzling thing is that there are too many inpatients, and only nurses come to have intravenous drip every day. I tried to find a doctor several times, and the doctor vaguely told me that it was a virus and bacterial infection, so I stayed and treated patiently. But I just want to know why. Is there anything we can do? What should I pay attention to? Is it because our resistance is too poor or what we haven't done? Instead of constantly relying on hospitals and relying on potions.

My daughter also has rhinitis and is introverted. After studying holistic natural medicine, she realized that it was caused by disease.

Repeated visits to the hospital really cured the cold and fever, and the symptoms were contained.

and then

100% of children have chronic enteritis, chronic rhinitis, pharyngitis and bronchitis. Their appetites are getting worse and worse, their personalities are getting worse and worse, and they are becoming more and more introverted. Only after the research did I know that this is the result of disease treatment, not the so-called complete nature. Make excuses for yourself, because the disease has not been cured, and the body is no longer working.

During my hospitalization, I changed to two hospitals and lived in three wards. All I see is the children's various illnesses and the parents' haggard waiting. I remember that in Shenzhen Children's Hospital, the little boy in our bed couldn't even get out of bed, his neck couldn't move, and he groaned when he moved. His mother secretly wiped his tears. Another little girl as old as my daughter was transferred to the municipal key hospital when she moved in. Because it may involve brain problems, it may need further investigation. My mother heard that she would be transferred to another hospital as soon as possible, and cried bitterly about the possible problems.

I remember an article saying: Go to the hospital for a walk, and you will be afraid of life if you change. Life is no big deal. Health and happiness are the original intention of life.

I believe that everyone lying in the hospital will suddenly put everything down, cherish the healthy days and themselves, and then forget the pain once the surface recovers. I used to be like this. After leaving the hospital, I feel that I have to struggle when I am young, yes, but it is not contradictory to my health. Who says fighting must be based on sacrificing health?

Right?

On February 3, 20 18, 18, a decision was made in the early morning.

That's the one who was tossed again, a promise to himself.

Don't make excuses for yourself, first adjust the nutrition of yourself and your children.

Adjust and influence more people through learning,

This may be something worth doing and more meaningful.

So there was a trip to Shanghai in 65438+February, and all my next plans, and I didn't care if others understood me.

I know the pain I have experienced, and I know the way to go, even if it is difficult and rugged, it must be firm and beautiful.

But in fact,

Have a good trip,

With the beautiful scenery along the way,

Meet more people with the same frequency along the way,

Meet more loving sisters,

Help you move forward.

Teach me, what is love, what is love for life, and what is love for myself?

What did I discover during my trip to Shanghai in February 65438 and the subsequent exploration?

Let's talk next time!