When did I start to lose all yearning for the Chinese New Year?

When I grew up, I didn’t have any specific aspirations for the New Year, because when I grew up, I was under a lot of pressure. As soon as the New Year came, my wallet would become deflated, and some people were ignored by their parents during blind dates. , and during the New Year, forced blind dates, etc., after these pressures in life grow up, I gradually lose some yearning for the New Year