Countdown to marriage, how to write the mood now?

The wedding date is now counting down, and the past is vivid. I don't know if this is right or wrong, but I like it after all. This is the past, not the future.

The person who once loved will care about his mood and see if he is well, but he just doesn't want to hurt the person he loves now, so he always keeps his distance from friends. It's not that you don't love, you can't love, you can't love. I am responsible for my future.

If I were sixteen, I would choose the person I love, but now I won't make such a decision. What I want is not a house, not a car, but a man with a heart, who cares about me and loves me. I am not vain, but I care more about the feeling of being loved and hurt. I don't want to cry for love, life can't torture me, and I don't want to be defeated by love. Now, I can't say I don't love him I can only say that I love myself more than he does. Please forgive my selfish heart. If he leaves me, I will be sad, too, because I care about this man.

Although we are separated from him, I know that we cherish each other and never say goodbye, although we quarrel. . .

Life, or life, is dull after all. I am still a realistic person, although my reality is not material. But I believe I will be happy with him.