Memories about Zhengzhou

Dreams have withered with the leaves, leaving joys and sorrows.

I remembered my face when I looked at it, as if the years were like turning pages.

The rest of my life will gradually tell what the past was like.

It is the end of a year and the beginning of snow.

? Forty-six years have passed, and the past is shocking and dreamlike! The past cannot be traced, the years are changing, things are different, the evening is cold, and the heart is sad. I feel that this article has poured myself into my chest!

Unique traveler, I occasionally listen to silk and bamboo tears on the towel! In this lonely and cold winter night, the beautiful and sad melody of "Memories about Zhengzhou" sounded in my ear, and the past came to my mind like a flood.

Since the snowy night forty-six years ago, when I accidentally landed in Zhengzhou like a grain of dust, my fate and feelings have been completely intertwined with Zhengzhou and will never be separated. In my carefree childhood, my friends and I went to Jinshui River to catch loach, to catch cicadas in People's Park and to fly kites in Greentown Square. During the six-year middle school in Zheng Tie No.2 Middle School, my classmates and I worked hard to learn the words "China's rise" in the classroom. We went to Mangshan Yellow River tourist area with our classmates and enjoyed the magnificent mountains and rivers of the motherland. We went to Henan Medical College and Anti-aircraft Academy of Grain College, sweating like rain and struggling hard, showing the passion and joy of youth on the football field. I still remember 1989. On the day when the college entrance examination notice was issued, after I received the college admission notice, several classmates and I rode bicycles and sang loudly in the streets of Zhengzhou until three or four o'clock at night. In Zhong Zhen, there is a kind of pride that "the spring breeze is proud of horseshoe disease, and I see all the Chang 'an flowers in one day"; I studied hard in Xi for four years. After graduating from college, I returned to Zhengzhou, my haunted hometown, and began to work. Here, I had an unforgettable relationship with my first lover. She is a beautiful and clever girl like lilac. I accompanied her to the Oscar movies, went to Xinhua Bookstore to choose our favorite books, and went to the library to review for the bar exam. The deepest memory is that night more than 20 years ago, when the north wind roared and the snow was falling heavily, I took her home by bike after work. She held my waist and sat in the back seat. We talked about ideals, life, poetry and the distance. I just hope this road will never end, the boy riding a horse in a snowy night. Although we finally broke up, I still deeply miss and thank you. You let me taste the ups and downs of love and let me grow up. I was happy when I said goodbye. Goodbye, we are still friends! May Day, 1998, a good girl who loves me and understands me, will always hold hands and grow old with her son. On August 2 1 65438, I waited anxiously for four hours in front of the delivery room. When my wife was pushed out of the delivery room, she smiled and told me that it was a boy, so I called it "figurative" after you. The joy of being a new father makes me very happy. Seven years ago today, I sent lunch to my mother who was seriously ill in the hospital. My mother is very weak, but she drinks eight-treasure porridge happily when she sees me. Because I had a big case to hear the next day, my mother urged me to go back to the unit to prepare quickly, and my third aunt was by her side. I hesitated to go back to the unit again and again under my mother's urging. As a result, my mother died of heart failure in her sleep at five o'clock in the afternoon, which is the biggest regret in my life! I wasn't with mom when she left! Sadness is the most blue guest, tears see Gao Tang no one! Forty years ago, the person who brought me to this world and loved me the most left, and I have since become an orphan in the world! Forty years of life has taught me a lot, and also made me really understand the "intersection of sadness and joy" in life, but I still live strong and happy, with memories and pain.

? I have nothing to do when I am old, but I remember acacia! In recent years, I often think of many details of my past life, people who passed by and left, and those memory scenes that have been mottled, so real but so illusory. Maybe they have peeled off and lost when I was not paying attention, and become an irreversible past that seems to have never existed. However, they once existed so truly and accurately, but I can't tell you the validity of those memories, because even I have forgotten them. Let me use this affectionate words to record the past dribs and drabs in order to pay homage to those people and things in my life that I will never forget!

? Romain rolland said, "Most people die in their twenties and thirties. They became their own shadows and kept repeating themselves! " Camus also said: "To be generous to the future is to give everything to the present!" Time is always moving forward. We have ourselves, the present me and the future me. The reason why I recall the past and miss my old friend is not simply to remember a specific person and thing, nor to remember and repeat today's old self, but to be reborn all the time and constantly awaken my soul. If you are willing to "walk out of the rest of your life and come back to be a teenager", I prefer to live on the road, Do not forget your initiative mind, and never forget the future. My life sentiment is: don't alienate anyone or yourself, only you and yourself spend your life together! When I come to the end of time, I hope that every moment of my life has every moment of understanding, and every year there is every river. One day, I will return to myself completely, and I will leave this world alive and enter my life!

Ok, let's sing in the song: time has changed a lot, nothing, let me hug you again, my friend, my lover, my Zhengzhou!

2065438+0865438+1In Laba's winter night study on October 24th.

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Memories about Zhengzhou