Paying off debts _ the ending of the novel

Paying off the debt, the novel ends with a serious injury and Lin Shao crying.

Hearing this, Shao Lin shook and threw the knife out: What kind of logical nonsense are you talking about? This is what Lu Yuxi owes me. Why should I return it? I owe Yuchun, too, so I came to pay him back. I should give you an explanation. I'm sorry I kept it a secret until now. Since you dare not do it, I'll do it myself.

Xi is also a decisive person. Without hesitation, he picked up a fruit knife and stabbed himself in the heart. The fruit knife is not sharp. He chose the most cruel way, not to plunge in suddenly, but to send it in slowly and bit by bit. Soon blood beads appeared on the tip of the knife. She was scared silly from the beginning, and now she has come to her senses.

"Don't-"she screamed and quickly grabbed the knife. She only looked at his heart with nervous eyes and looked at the brilliant blood, and a stream of blood was in full bloom. Fortunately, the wound is not deep.

That's good. She breathed a sigh of relief and the knife slipped from her hand. Xi _ looking at her eyes burning and deep: unwilling. Lin shallow wanted to refute this, but couldn't find any words. Yeah,

I just can't stand it. And fear, fear that he really left. She didn't have an accident, otherwise Xi _ wouldn't leave it at that.

She just couldn't swallow the tone in her heart and wanted an explanation. She doesn't want to hurt herself. She doesn't need this explanation. He's obviously pushing himself. Bastard, this bastard. She closed her eyes in pain, and a line of hot tears fell.