Talking about the mood of a friend's unexpected death

I feel very sad about the sudden death of my best friend:

1, my best friend, I didn't expect the last call with you to be the last. In the future, I think you can only hear this voice from the other end of the phone: Hello, the number you dialed has passed away, please dial again in your next life.

2. My best friend died, but I didn't expect to see her for the last time. In the future, you can only be happy alone, sad alone, angry alone, drinking alone, and the rest of your life will be so long that you will never be seen, touched or heard again.

The rest of my life is so long. Everything is so pale without your company. My best friend, I hope you have no disease in heaven.

As my best friend, you left me without saying a word. I searched all the communication tools, looking for the shadow of your existence. It doesn't seem so difficult to commemorate, and there are no tears. It's just that a person has been silent for a long time and her eyes are full of her appearance. Being means having it. I told myself repeatedly that I could deceive myself, as if it was the only way. May you still smile in heaven.

Get used to everything you have, but in the end you won't get used to everything you don't have. My best friend, I wish you all the best in heaven.

The rest of my life is very long. I can only be crazy alone, drinking alone and crying alone. No one will unconditionally accompany me crazy, drink with me and cry with me. My best friend, I wish you all the best in heaven.