Suddenly looking back, Iraqis met the next day.

If I could start over, I would choose to fall in love with you. It happens that you still love me. Please help me wipe away the tears on my face, so that our love will no longer have tears, like an unbeaten lily, lasting for four seasons.

Mo Hanhan, we agreed to go down together. But you, why did you break your word?

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The first time I met Mo Hanyan was on the third floor of the Dynasty nightclub.

I helped Chixiaoyang celebrate his birthday that day. I saw Chi Xiaoyang in the crowd, and she looked at me again. Then I pretended as if nothing had happened and turned around and left.

Afterwards, Yang introduced Mo Yan to me.

Chi Xiaoyang pointed to Mo Hanhan and said to me: This is my classmate, Mo Hanhan.

Then, Chi Xiaoyang pointed at me and said to Mo, Well, this is my brother. How about being silent? Isn't it handsome?

Mo Yan nodded coldly and gently, and then carefully asked me,' Mo' Your name is' Mo' and suddenly turned around.

I shook my head and said yes, sinking the silent stork.

Oh ... Ah ... I see. Mo Hanyan looked very surprised.

A few simple and abrupt words ended my first meeting with Mo Yan.

I still wonder, if my name is' Sudden', will the conversation between me and Mo Hanhan be different?

Since then, Mo Hanyan and I have gradually changed from strangers to inseparable. Finally, with the help of Chi Xiaoyang, Mo and I came together.

In the days to come, I will ride my bike around a big circle every day to pick up Mo Hanyan who is far away from my home. Mo Hanyan always conjures up a lot of breakfasts like magic, and then smiles and says to me, Hey, I'll give you some breakfasts as your feat.

Mo Hanyan, why don't you take me to ride a bike! I'm afraid of the last time, I jokingly said to Mo Hanyan.

I remember, the last time I rode my bike and ate the breakfast that Mo Hanyan brought me, Mo Hanyan sang wildly as before. As a result, I accidentally rode into a ditch, but the car died.

Leng Mo said, I won't take you. You are too heavy. Besides, I can't ride a bike.

If I can't ride a horse, I can teach you.

Mo Hanyan, why are you so stupid?

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Don't look around, Mo Han Yan. Just look ahead. ...

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Mo Hanyan, you are an idiot.

Hum! If you call me an idiot again, I won't learn. What's the big deal?

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Hey, hey! Don't let go! ..... ah ...

Silently, you wait for me.

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That day, on the way to Mo's home, I saw Mo riding a brand-new bike exactly like me, followed by a teenager about my age. In the sunshine, the young man's face is clearer and more charming.

Hum! If I had known this, I wouldn't have taught you to ride a bike. I can't help complaining.

I took out my mobile phone and hit Mo Yan's cold.

Then, I heard the voice of the boy on the other end of the phone. Who are you looking for?

I pretended to be calm and said, Mo Hanyan, where have you been?

1 sec, 2 sec, 3 sec, 4 sec, 5 sec. ...

The other end of the phone is quiet, but my heart is beating without rhythm.

I clearly saw that Mo Yan turned to look at the boy and his mouth twitched a few lines.

Then on the other end of the phone, the teenager said, Oh, Mo Hanyan went to her grandfather's house, you want to see her. ...

At that moment, my heart seemed to be trampled by thousands of ants in turn, and it ached faintly.

Since then, I haven't looked for Mo Hanhan, nor has Mo Hanhan looked for me.

Finally, I couldn't let go of my thoughts about Mo Hanyan and went to Mo Hanyan's home. One day, the boy sitting on Mo Han Yan's bicycle opened the door.

There you are. The teenager was calm and seemed to know that I would come.

I asked, Mo Yan is cold.

The teenager didn't speak and led me to a room.

That's Mo Yan's cold room. The room is full of cold photos of Mo Yan and me, as well as gifts I gave her. I vaguely saw that the gifts were covered with a fine layer of dust.

Finally, my eyes were fixed on a yellow photo frame. There is a photo of Mo Yan's Cold Land on the photo frame, which is black and white.

I don't know why, but tears poured down inexplicably.

I looked back at the boy. Unexpectedly, he died peacefully without expression.

He said, "Mo Hanhan is my sister. My sister came to me excitedly that day. She said that she learned to ride a bike, and then my sister took me to show off her driving skills. Just as you called her, my sister wanted to give you a surprise, so let me lie to you and say that she went to her grandfather's house.

My sister was wearing her favorite skirt that day. When she left, she told me that she was going to pick up the most important person in her life and help her celebrate 18 birthday, but her sister just stepped out of the threshold and suddenly fainted to the ground. My sister suffered from congenital heart disease when she was young. I rushed her to the hospital, but the doctor said there was nothing they could do. She also said that her sister would live for two hours at most and told me to catch the funeral. I wanted to call you, but my sister was different. She said she was afraid that you would be sad to see her like that. "

My sister asked me to tell you before she died. I hope you will have a good life. After that, Mo Yan's cold brother gave me a letter and left quietly.

I opened the letter, the letter was written without eyes, cold:

Silently:

Forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye. I know it's unfair to you, because I have no future and you still have a lot to go. I knew from the beginning that we would end like this, and I tried to convince myself to leave you more than once, but I couldn't, and I couldn't tell Mo Yan-Han to leave silence. I know I can't persuade you not to be sad. I just want you to get better, for me and for yourself.

And I learned to ride a bike. In fact, Mo Hanyan is not stupid.

I don't believe in past lives and afterlife. I only believe in this life It is enough for me to meet you and fall in love with you in this life. ...

Tears drop by drop, blurred my eyes and penetrated into the blue rice paper, as if all my internal organs had been taken away by the machine, leaving only a crumbling skull.

I shouted wildly, Mo Hanyan, Mo Hanyan. Responding to the echo from my room, Mo Yan is cold, Mo Yan is cold. At that time, my mind was full of Mo Han Yan.

The days just slip away at your fingertips, and it's too late to stay.

People say that time can dilute everything, and gradually I learned to forget, forget the specious things that used to be, and forget the past that still hurts me when I think about it now. However, Mo Yan is the only one that I can't forget. Mo Hanyan, these three words seem to be engraved in my bones, branded in my heart, and unforgettable as always.

I still go to school by bike every day, and I still go to Mo's home in a big circle. It's just that Mo Han Yan, who brings me breakfast every day, will never come back. I was the only one on the bus, and suddenly I was very lonely. Sometimes, I even turn around and say, Mo Han Yan, hold me tight. As a result, pedestrians on the road pointed at me and said, crazy.

Every day after school, I will buy a bunch of lilies to see Mo Yan's cold grave. Mo Hanhan liked lilies best before his death. He often tells me that he hopes our love can be evergreen like a lily. But Mo Han Yan broke his promise and left me alone to face this unknown future.

Chi Xiaoyang always comforted me and told me to feel sorry for my loss. Sometimes I ask her, aren't you sad about Mo Hanyan's death? Chixiaoyang said, yes, as long as I have you, I won't be so sad.

Chi Xiaoyang and I have been brother and sister for so many years. As far as I can remember, I always call her Chi Xiaoyang and never call her sister. In fact, I have always felt sorry for Chi Xiaoyang. After all, she was so kind to me.

I left a note in ChiXiaoYang's room that day:

Sister, thank you for taking care of me so carefully over the past 18 years. Please help me do my duty and take good care of my parents after I leave. And I hope you can buy me a bunch of lilies every day and visit Mo Yan's grave for me, because I promised her that I would never leave her.

Then I took a look at the alley where I lived for eighteen years and turned away.

Since then, there has been another fallen person in the end of the world.

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Three years later, I took Lily to Mo's grave, where Chi Xiaoyang happened to be.

Looking at the clusters of lilies, I said, sister, I really want to thank you.

ChiXiaoYang shook his head and said, you still can't let her go.

I sighed, sad and helpless with the bell from the distant church.

Finally, I murmured, "It's not that I can't let her go, but that I have never let her go."